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.....^-;$¤ now, usually i feel good (maybe?), but ¤$;-^.....
....^-;$¤& this time of confusion also leads to &¤$;-^....
...^-;$¤&# all analyzes ending in "useless" - i #&¤$;-^...
..^-;$¤&#@ was being bothered by something in a @#&¤$;-^..
.^-;$¤&#@# song or movie or book, so i think, how #@#&¤$;-^.
..^-;$¤&#@ would i have done it, what is the @#&¤$;-^..
...^-;$¤&# purpose of this process, what does it #&¤$;-^...
....^-;$¤& consist of...? and through the process &¤$;-^....
.....^-;$¤ more and more pieces falls off until ¤$;-^.....
......^-;$ i'm standing there with nothing. $;-^......
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........^- reductionist hell - -^........
.........^ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept ^.........
........^- bedrock, but the deeper i go the more -^........
.......^-; abstract they are, the things, until ;-^.......
......^-;$ they cease to be things at all $;-^......
.....^-;$¤ ¤$;-^.....
....^-;$¤& are we just stacked triangles? there is &¤$;-^....
...^-;$¤&# nothing i can do with triangles. they #&¤$;-^...
..^-;$¤&#@ can not shelter me in any meaningful @#&¤$;-^..
.^-;$¤&#@# sense. #@#&¤$;-^.
..^-;$¤&#@ @#&¤$;-^..
...^-;$¤&# and when i can't even anchor myself, #&¤$;-^...
....^-;$¤& when i am nothing but the question, it &¤$;-^....
.....^-;$¤ feels like it can all slip through my ¤$;-^.....
......^-;$ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever $;-^......
.......^-; was after that. ;-^.......
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