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.&&&&&&&&& ....&&&...
..&&&&&&&. now, usually i feel good (maybe?), but &&&..&..&&
...&&&&&.. this time of confusion also leads to .&........
&&..&&&..& all analyzes ending in "useless" - i ...&&&&&&&
&....&.... was being bothered by something in a &&..&&&&&&
..&&...&&& song or movie or book, so i think, how &....&&&&&
.....&..&& would i have done it, what is the ..&&..&&&.
&&&&...... purpose of this process, what does it .......&..
.&&..&&&&& consist of...? and through the process &&&&&&....
......&&&& more and more pieces falls off until .&&&&..&&&
.&&&&..&&& i'm standing there with nothing. ..&&....&.
..&&....&. &....&&...
&....&&... reductionist hell - ..&&....&&
..&&....&& i wan't a bottom floor, a concept .....&&..&
.....&&..& bedrock, but the deeper i go the more &&&&......
&&&&...... abstract they are, the things, until &&&..&&&&&
&&&..&&&&& they cease to be things at all &&....&&&&
&&....&&&. &..&&..&&&
&..&&..&.. are we just stacked triangles? there is ........&&
.......... nothing i can do with triangles. they &&&&&&&..&
.&&&&&&&&& can not shelter me in any meaningful &&&&&&....
..&&&&&&&& sense. &&&&&..&&&
...&&&&&&& &&&&....&.
&&..&&&&&& and when i can't even anchor myself, .&&..&&...
.....&&&&& when i am nothing but the question, it ........&.
&&&&..&&&& feels like it can all slip through my .&&&&&&...
.&&....&&& fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever ..&&&&..&.
....&&..&. was after that. ...&&.....
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