växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?