växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?