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,,,~:$@@## always  tears in my  eyes when using the ##@@$:~,,,
,,,,~:$@@#                 machine.                 #@@$:~,,,,
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,,,,,,~:$@ i  don't  think it's hormonal  overload. @$:~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:$ there's  no  grief  or joy  as my  water $:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: rolls  down my  face.  i  notice nothing :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ until my chin is wet.  wipe it off  with ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: the back of my hand. but i  usually keep :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:$            crying for a while.           $:~,,,,,,,
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,,,,,~:$@@ i theorize some  kind  of  resonance  in @@$:~,,,,,
,,,,~:$@@#   the neural interface; some saturation  #@@$:~,,,,
,,,~:$@@## signal being tripped?  the connection is ##@@$:~,,,
,,~:$@@###       imperfect and often induces        ###@@$:~,,
,,,~:$@@##  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ##@@$:~,,,
,,,,~:$@@# hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my #@@$:~,,,,
,,,,,~:$@@  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  @@$:~,,,,,
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,,,,,,,~:$ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far $:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: fetched  that  something  like that  can :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~:    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     :~,,,,,,,,
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