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§§§§§§§§¨¨ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ -- §¨¨§§¨¨¨§§
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¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨§§§§§¨§§
§¨§¨§¨¨§§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§§§§§§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §§¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §¨§§§¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§§¨¨§¨§¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§§§§¨
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§§§§§¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨§§§§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». §¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
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§§§¨¨§¨¨§§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§¨§§§§§¨§
§¨¨§§§¨§§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨§¨§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§§§§§¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§§¨¨¨§§§§
¨§§§¨§§¨¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
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¨§§¨§¨§§§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨§§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§§§§¨¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§§¨§§¨§§§
§§§§¨¨¨§¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨¨¨§§¨§§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨§§§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨
§§¨¨§§¨§¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨§§§¨§§§
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§¨§§¨¨¨§§§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨§¨¨§¨¨ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨§§¨ §¨§§§§§§¨¨
§§¨§¨¨§§¨§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§§§¨§¨§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨§§§§¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§¨§¨§¨¨§§
§§§§§§§¨¨§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨§§§§§¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§§§§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨§¨¨¨§§¨ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§§§§§¨¨§¨§ ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨§§§§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§ BUT I'M TIRED. §§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
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§§§§§§§§¨¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ WHEN DREAMING? §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §§§¨§§§¨¨§
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