£¨¨¨££¨£¨£                                          £££¨¨££¨¨£
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          £££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          £££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                  ¨¨^#^¨¨                 ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£             ¨,†§########§†,¨             ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨         ¨¨¨,,=§# dreams #§=,,¨¨¨         ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£             ¨,†§########§†,¨             ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                  ¨¨^#^¨¨                 ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                   ¨,¨                    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                ¨^£###£^¨                 ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                    ¨,¨                   ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨             ¨,†§########§†,¨             ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                    ¨=¨                   ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                  a cost                  ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                (anecdote)                ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                    ,,                    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ everything is completely  calm  and dead ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ slowly   start   to  piece  together  my ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                    ¨¨                    ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ there are  circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ all over my vision,  pressing  in, being ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨     their internal logic changing and    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ forcefully transcribed  in  my mind, and ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£      because there's something there     ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨        particular microtonality.         ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                    ,,                    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£             almost mocking.              ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ relief, such  is my nature.  turning the ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ does  noting...  but time  does -  after ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ doubting  anything  of  this happened in ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£             the first place.             ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                    ¨                     ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                 ,,=†=,,                  ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                     ¨                    ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ this can happen if you  wander  too far, ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ i imagine a  prick  on the  nose, that's ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨ what these are.  like you  do with a cat ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£ who comes to  close  to your sandwich... ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨¨£¨£¨£¨¨                                          ¨££¨£¨£¨£¨
£¨££¨£¨£¨£                                          ¨¨£¨£¨£¨£¨