^;»:...... ......:»;^
;»:....... .......:»;
»:........ ........:»
:......... .........:
.......... ..........
:......... #¤.....................................¤ .........:
»:........ . . ........:»
;»:....... . the dream . .......:»;
^;»:...... . of being swallowed . ......:»;^
&^;»:..... . by the beast. . .....:»;^&
¤&^;»:.... . . ....:»;^&¤
@¤&^;»:... #¤.....................................¤ ...:»;^&¤@
#@¤&^;»:.. ..:»;^&¤@#
##@¤&^;»:. # inside »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» # .:»;^&¤@##
#@¤&^;»:.. . an animal . as if . to be safe ..:»;^&¤@#
@¤&^;»:... ...:»;^&¤@
¤&^;»:.... ..######...###...###. ....:»;^&¤
&^;»:..... »:.#### »:.###»:. ####». .....:»;^&
^;»:...... »:.#### »:.###»:. ####». ......:»;^
;»:....... the dream of resting inside another .......:»;
»:........ animal. thats how it starts, ........:»
:......... »:. with the dream, .:» .........:
.......... »:.####»:.###»:.####». ..........
:......... but this time i was curious of where it .........:
»:........ was going, ........:»
;»:....... #;; »»»»»»»»»» ;;# .......:»;
^;»:...... ;; »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» ;; ......:»;^
&^;»:..... .....:»;^&
¤&^;»:.... the first gate is the lips ....:»;^&¤
@¤&^;»:... ...:»;^&¤@
#@¤&^;»:.. . . to get at the throat. . ..:»;^&¤@#
##@¤&^;»:. .:»;^&¤@##
#@¤&^;»:.. to be falling into the water, the ..:»;^&¤@#
@¤&^;»:... ocean, the void, but it must be done in ...:»;^&¤@
¤&^;»:.... the right way - in a very specific way. ....:»;^&¤
&^;»:..... .....:»;^&
^;»:...... ;:::»»»»»»»»»»»;;;;:::::::;:»»»»:::::;: ......:»;^
;»:....... :::;;;;;;;::::;»: .......:»;
»:........ :::;;;»»»:;»;;;»:::;»»»»;;;;;;;: ........:»
:......... ::::;:»»:;;:;;;;;;;;;; .........:
.......... ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ;;;;;;;;;;;;; ..........
:......... it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's .........:
»:........ slow... graceful... but then it gets ........:»
;»:....... too much and you faint. .......:»;
^;»:...... ;#::;»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»;;;;;;; ......:»;^
&^;»:..... ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close .....:»;^&
¤&^;»:.... to nature) ....:»;^&¤
@¤&^;»:... ;#::;»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»;;;;;;; ...:»;^&¤@
#@¤&^;»:.. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ..:»;^&¤@#
##@¤&^;»:. to the beast that is everything) .:»;^&¤@##
#@¤&^;»:.. ;#::;»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»;;;;;;; ..:»;^&¤@#
@¤&^;»:... ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) ...:»;^&¤@
¤&^;»:.... ;#::;»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»;; (very ....:»;^&¤
&^;»:..... hard to get here without the aid of the .....:»;^&
^;»:...... beast) ;;; (state where the human is ......:»;^
;»:....... submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; .......:»;
»:........ (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget ........:»
:......... everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the .........:
.......... beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of ..........
:......... satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's .........:
»:........ good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; ........:»
;»:....... ;;; ;; (the two souls will move .......:»;
^;»:...... together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; ......:»;^
&^;»:..... (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and .....:»;^&
¤&^;»:.... reordered) ;;; (the individual is not ....:»;^&¤
@¤&^;»:... so important) ...:»;^&¤@
#@¤&^;»:.. ..:»;^&¤@#
##@¤&^;»:. .:»;^&¤@##
#@¤&^;»:.. ..:»;^&¤@#
@¤&^;»:... ...:»;^&¤@
¤&^;»:.... ....:»;^&¤