SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE   OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY  HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY  IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS AND TO GIVE  ME  AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER  ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT   ABLAZE  ALL   AT   ONCE,  THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.