SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE   OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS  ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS  IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY  IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND  TO GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER,  AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE   ALL   AT  ONCE,   THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.