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&,&&,,,,&, something's  inside  of  me and  i  know ,,,,,&&&,,
,,&&&,,,,& this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels ,,,,,&,&&,
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&,,,&&&,,, \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ,&,,,,,&,&
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,&&,,,&&&, there are  brown spots on my hands. they &,,&,,,,,&
,&&&,,&,&&    are moving, growing, disappearing,    &&,,&,,,,,
,&,&&,,,&& appearing again. this is almost  erotic. ,&&,,&,,,,
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,,,&,&&,,, there  is a spy in my eyes, installed to ,&,&&,,&,,
,,,,,&&&,, identify these spots  and  to give me an ,,,&&&,,&,
,,,,,&,&&,     appropriate reaction (positive).     ,,,&,&&,,&
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,&,,,,,&,& when  i gather all my willpower, and set ,&,,,&,&&,
,,&,,,,,,& it  ablaze  all  at   once,   the   most ,,&,,,,&&&
&,,&,,,,,& resistance i can muster is indifference. ,,,&,,,&,&
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