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&&&&&&&&&& something's  inside  of  me and  i  know ,,&&,,,,,&
&&&&&&&&&& this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels &,,,,&&&,,
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,,&&&&&&&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,,,,,,,&&
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&&,,&&&&&& there are brown spots on  my hands. they &&&&&&,,&&
&,,,,&&&&&    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ,&&&&,,,,&
,,&&,,&&&, appearing again. this  is almost erotic. ,,&&,,&&,,
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,,&&&&,,,, there is a spy in my  eyes, installed to ,,&&&&&&,,
&,,&&,,&&& identify  these spots and to  give me an ,,,&&&&,,&
,,,,,,,,&,     appropriate reaction (positive).     &&,,&&,,,,
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&&&&&&,,&& when i  gather all my willpower, and set &&&&&&,,&&
&&&&&,,,,& it  ablaze   all  at   once,  the   most ,&&&&,,,,&
&&&&,,&&,, resistance i can muster is indifference. ,,&&,,&&,,
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