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#@§§*%:~-, always tears in  my  eyes when using the ,-~:%*§§@#
@§§%~,,,,,                 machine.                 ,,,,,~%§§@
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##@§*%:~-, i don't think  it's  hormonal  overload. ,-~:%*§@##
##@§*%:~-, there's  no  grief or  joy  as  my water ,-~:%*§@##
§*::~~~-,, rolls down  my  face.  i  notice nothing ,,-~~~::*§
§§%%~-,,,, until  my chin  is wet. wipe it off with ,,,,-~%%§§
##@§*%:~-, the back of my hand. but  i usually keep ,-~:%*§@##
§§§§*%:~-,           crying for a while.            ,-~:%*§§§§
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@*%%:~~~-, i  theorize some  kind of  resonance  in ,-~~~:%%*@
#@§%:-,,,,   the neural interface; some saturation  ,,,,-:%§@#
###@*%:~-, signal being tripped? the  connection is ,-~:%*@###
###§*%:~-,       imperfect and often induces        ,-~:%*§###
§§%~~,,,,,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,,,,~~%§§
##@§*%:~-, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,-~:%*§@##
@§*:----,,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,,----:*§@
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#@§%%::~-, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,-~::%%§@#
##@§*%:~-, fetched  that  something  like  that can ,-~:%*§@##
#@*:~~-,,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,,-~~:*@#
§%~,,,,,,,    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     ,,,,,,,~%§
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