...&.&.&.& &..&..&...
.......... .&..&..&..
.......... ..&..&..&.
.......... &..&..&..&
&......... .&..&..&..
.&........ always tears in my eyes when using the ..&..&..&.
..&....... machine. &..&..&..&
&..&...... &&..&..&..
.&..&..... i don't think it's hormonal overload. &&&..&..&.
..&..&.... there's no grief or joy as my water &.&&..&..&
&..&..&... rolls down my face. i notice nothing ..&&&..&..
.&..&..&.. until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ..&.&&..&.
..&..&..&. the back of my hand. but i usually keep ....&&&..&
&..&..&..& crying for a while. ....&.&&..
.&..&..&.. ......&&&.
..&..&..&. i theorize some kind of resonance in ......&.&&
&..&..&..& the neural interface; some saturation ........&&
&&..&..&.. signal being tripped? the connection is ........&.
&&&..&..&. imperfect and often induces &.........
&.&&..&..& single-sense hallucinations. acute but .&........
..&&&..&.. hollow hunger. sand grains under my ..&.......
..&.&&..&. fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &..&......
....&&&..& &&..&.....
....&.&&.. and i mean, maybe it isn't to far &&&..&....
......&&&. fetched that something like that can &.&&..&...
......&.&& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ..&&&..&..
........&& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ..&.&&..&.
........&. &...&&&..&
&......... .&..&.&&..
.&........ ..&...&&&.
..&....... ...&..&.&&
&..&...... &...&...&&