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@§%^«:¨¨¨¨ now, usually i feel  good  (maybe?), but ¨¨¨¨:«^%§@
¶@§%^«:¨¨¨ this  time of  confusion also  leads  to ¨¨¨:«^%§@¶
@¶@§%^«:¨¨ all  analyzes ending  in  "useless" -  i ¨¨:«^%§@¶@
#@¶@§%^«:¨ was  being  bothered by  something in  a ¨:«^%§@¶@#
@¶@§%^«:¨¨ song  or movie or book,  so i think, how ¨¨:«^%§@¶@
¶@§%^«:¨¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨¨¨:«^%§@¶
@§%^«:¨¨¨¨ purpose of  this  process, what does  it ¨¨¨¨:«^%§@
§%^«:¨¨¨¨¨ consist of...? and  through the  process ¨¨¨¨¨:«^%§
%^«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ more  and more  pieces falls  off  until ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«^%
^«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«^
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§%^«:¨¨¨¨¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨¨¨¨¨:«^%§
@§%^«:¨¨¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨¨¨¨:«^%§@
¶@§%^«:¨¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨:«^%§@¶
@¶@§%^«:¨¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨¨:«^%§@¶@
#@¶@§%^«:¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨:«^%§@¶@#
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¶@§%^«:¨¨¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨¨¨:«^%§@¶
@§%^«:¨¨¨¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨¨¨¨:«^%§@
§%^«:¨¨¨¨¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨¨¨¨¨:«^%§
%^«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ sense.                                   ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«^%
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%^«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«^%
§%^«:¨¨¨¨¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨¨¨¨¨:«^%§
@§%^«:¨¨¨¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨¨:«^%§@
¶@§%^«:¨¨¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨:«^%§@¶
@¶@§%^«:¨¨ was after that.                          ¨¨:«^%§@¶@
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