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.....,-**% now, usually i  feel good (maybe?),  but %**-,.....
......,-** this  time  of  confusion  also leads to **-,......
.......,-* all analyzes  ending  in  "useless" -  i *-,.......
........,- was  being  bothered  by something  in a -,........
........., song or movie or  book,  so i think, how ,.........
........,- would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the -,........
.......,-* purpose of  this  process, what does  it *-,.......
......,-** consist of...? and  through the  process **-,......
.....,-**% more and  more  pieces  falls  off until %**-,.....
....,-**%¤     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¤%**-,....
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..,-**%¤## reductionist hell -                      ##¤%**-,..
.,-**%¤### i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ###¤%**-,.
..,-**%¤## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##¤%**-,..
...,-**%¤# abstract they are, the things, until     #¤%**-,...
....,-**%¤ they cease to be things at all           ¤%**-,....
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......,-** are we just stacked triangles? there is  **-,......
.......,-* nothing i can do with triangles. they    *-,.......
........,- can not shelter me in any meaningful     -,........
........., sense.                                   ,.........
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.......,-* and when i can't even anchor myself,     *-,.......
......,-** when i am nothing but the question, it   **-,......
.....,-**% feels like it can all slip through my    %**-,.....
....,-**%¤ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¤%**-,....
...,-**%¤# was after that.                          #¤%**-,...
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