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.&..&..&&& all  i want  is eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all &&&&&&&...
........&& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .&&&&&..&&
.&&&&&&..& sleep.   ~~~~~  all  i  want  is  to  be ..&&&.....
..&&&&.... strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and &..&..&&&&
...&&..&&. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .......&&.
&&........ ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes .&&&&&....
...&&&&&&& ~~~~~ i'm  on  an  astral  plane, slowly ..&&&..&&.
&&..&&&&&& sinking  into the earth's  embrace ~~~~~ &..&......
.....&&&&& the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ~~~~~ .....&&&&.
&&&&..&&&. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &&&&..&&..
.&&....&.. rain  ~~~~~  eyelids closing ~~~~~ all i &&&.......
....&&...& want is  to be strapped to a  chair, and .&..&&&&&&
.&&....&.. have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me .....&&&&.
....&&.... ~~~~~ i want to  be healed by  an  angel .&&&..&&..
&&&....&&& or                a                demon ..&......&
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