the dream                
           of being swallowed           
             by the beast.              
                                        
  
                                          
       inside           
   an  animal    as  if   to  be  safe 
                                          
                     
                    
                    
 the  dream  of  resting  inside  another 
 animal.    thats    how    it    starts, 
       with     the     dream,      
                    
 but this time i was curious  of where it 
 was                               going, 
                          
                  
                                          
 the    first   gate    is    the    lips 
                                          
       to   get  at   the   throat.    
                                          
 to  be  falling  into  the   water,  the 
 ocean,  the void, but it must be done in 
 the right way - in a  very specific way. 
                                          
   
                         
          
                    
        
  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  
   slow... graceful... but then it gets   
          too much and you faint.         
        
  (you will feel very close  
                to nature)                
        
  (you will feel very close  
     to the beast that is everything)     
        
   (only through its help)   
    (very    
  hard to get here without the aid of the 
   beast)  (state where the human is   
      submerged in the animal)       
    (becoming the animal)  (forget     
 everything else)   (my soul is the  
   beast's soul)  (a sludgy sense of   
    satisfaction. it's good)  (it's    
   good)   (breathing heavily)    
        (the two souls will move     
  together)  (merge and dissolve)   
  (collective body)  (rearranged and   
  reordered)  (the individual is not   
               so important)