&,,&,&&&,&                                          &&&&&&&,,&
&,&&&,,&&,                                          ,,,,,,&,&,
&&,,&,&,&,                                          ,,,,,&&&&&
,&,&&&&&&,                                          ,,,,&,,,,,
&&&,,,,,&&                                          ,,,&&,,,,,
,,&,,,,&,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,&,&,,,,&
,&&,,,&&&,              ,             ,             ,&&&&,,,&&
&,&,,&,,&,              , the dream  ,              &,,,&,,&,&
&&&,&&,&&&          , of being swallowed ,          &,,&&,&&&,
,,&&,&&,,&             , by the beast. ,            &,&,&&,,&&
,&,&&,&,&,                  ,   ,                   &&&&,&,&,&
&&&,&&&&&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,,&&&&&&&
,,&&,,,,,,                                          ,,&,,,,,,,
,&,&,,,,,, #     inside     ----------------      # ,&&,,,,,,,
&&&&,,,,,& ,  an animal  ,  as  if  ,  to  be  safe &,&,,,,,,,
,,,&,,,,&,                                          &&&,,,,,,&
,,&&,,,&&,           ,,####@#,,,###,,,###,          ,,&,,,,,&&
,&,&,,&,&& -,,####         -,,###-,,         ####-, ,&&,,,,&,&
&&&&,&&&,& -,,####         -,,###-,,         ####-, &,&,,,&&&&
,,,&&,,&&& the  dream  of  resting  inside  another &&&,,&,,,,
,,&,&,&,,& animal.    thats    how    it    starts, ,,&,&&,,,,
,&&&&&&,&& -,,     with     the     dream,      ,,- ,&&&,&,,,,
&,,,,,&&,&          -,,####-,,###-,,####-,          &,,&&&,,,,
&,,,,&,&&& but this time i was curious  of where it &,&,,&,,,&
&,,,&&&,,& was                               going, &&&,&&,,&,
&,,&,,&,&& @;;            ----------            ;;@ ,,&&,&,&&&
&,&&,&&&,& ;; --  -- --  -- --  --  -- -- -- --  ;; ,&,&&&&,,,
&&,&&,,&&,                                          &&&,,,&,,&
,&&,&,&,&, the   first    gate    is    the    lips ,,&,,&&,&,
&,&&&&&&&&                                          ,&&,&,&&&,
&&,,,,,,,, ,   ,   to  get   at   the   throat.   , &,&&&&,,&&
,&,,,,,,,&                                          &&,,,&,&,,
&&,,,,,,&, to  be  falling  into  the  water,   the ,&,,&&&&,,
,&,,,,,&&& ocean, the void, but it  must be done in &&,&,,,&,&
&&,,,,&,,, the right  way - in a very specific way. ,&&&,,&&&&
,&,,,&&,,,                                          &,,&,&,,,,
&&,,&,&,,,  ;,,,-----------;;;;,,,,,,,;,----,,,,,;, &,&&&&,,,,
,&,&&&&,,&             ,,,;;;;;;;,,,,;-,            &&,,,&,,,&
&&&,,,&,&&     ,,,;;;---,;-;;;-,,,;----;;;;;;;,     ,&,,&&,,&&
,,&,,&&&,&          ,,,,;,--,;;,;;;;;;;;;;          &&,&,&,&,,
,&&,&,,&&, ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;      ;;;;;;;;;;;;; ,&&&&&&&,,
&,&&&,&,&&  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  &,,,,,,&,,
&&,,&&&&,,   slow... graceful... but then it gets   &,,,,,&&,&
,&,&,,,&,&          too much and you faint.         &,,,,&,&&,
&&&&,,&&&,    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;;    &,,,&&&,&,
,,,&,&,,&& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close  &,,&,,&&&&
,,&&&&,&,,                to nature)                &,&&,&,,,&
,&,,,&&&,&    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;;    &&,&&&,,&&
&&,,&,,&&,  ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ,&&,,&,&,&
,&,&&,&,&,     to the beast that is everything)     &,&,&&&&&,
&&&,&&&&&,    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;;    &&&&,,,,&,
,,&&,,,,&&  ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help)   ,,,&,,,&&&
,&,&,,,&,,    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;; (very   ,,&&,,&,,&
&&&&,,&&,& hard to get here without the aid of the  ,&,&,&&,&&
,,,&,&,&&,   beast) ;;; (state where the human is   &&&&&,&&,,
,,&&&&&,&,     submerged in the animal) ;;; ;;      ,,,,&&,&,,
,&,,,,&&&,    (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget     ,,,&,&&&,,
&&,,,&,,&, everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the  ,,&&&,,&,,
,&,,&&,&&,   beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of   ,&,,&,&&,&
&&,&,&&,&&    satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's    &&,&&&,&&&
,&&&&,&&,,   good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;;   ,&&,,&&,,,
&,,,&&,&,,     ;;; ;; (the two souls will move      &,&,&,&,,,
&,,&,&&&,&  together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;;  &&&&&&&,,&
&,&&&,,&&,  (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and   ,,,,,,&,&,
&&,,&,&,&,  reordered) ;;; (the individual is not   ,,,,,&&&&&
,&,&&&&&&,              so important)               ,,,,&,,,,,
&&&,,,,,&&                                          ,,,&&,,,,,
,,&,,,,&,&                                          ,,&,&,,,,&
,&&,,,&&&,                                          ,&&&&,,,&&
&,&,,&,,&,                                          &,,,&,,&,&
&&&,&&,&&&                                          &,,&&,&&&,