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&&..&&&&.. #&.....................................& &.&&&&&&&.
&.&.&...&. . . .&&......&
.&&&&&..&& . the dream . &&.&.....&
&&....&.&. . of being swallowed . ..&&&....&
..&...&&&& . by the beast. . ..&..&...&
&.&&..&... . . &.&&.&&..&
.&&.&.&&.. #&.....................................& &&&.&&.&.&
&&.&&&&.&. ...&&.&&&&
..&&...&&& # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # &..&.&&...
..&.&..&.. . an animal . as if . to be safe .&.&&&.&..
..&&&&.&&. &&&&..&&&.
..&...&&.& ..######...###...###. ....&.&..&
&.&&..&.&& ~^.#### ~^.###~^. ####~. ....&&&&.&
.&&.&.&&&. ~^.#### ~^.###~^. ####~. &...&...&&
&&.&&&&..& the dream of resting inside another .&..&&..&.
&.&&...&.& animal. thats how it starts, &&&.&.&.&&
.&&.&..&&& ~^. with the dream, .^~ ...&&&&&&.
.&.&&&.&.. ~^.####~^.###~^.####~. ...&.....&
&&&&..&&&. but this time i was curious of where it &..&&....&
....&.&..& was going, .&.&.&...&
&...&&&&.& #:: ~~~~~~~~~~ ::# .&&&&&&..&
.&..&...&& :: ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ :: .&.....&.&
&&&.&&..&. .&&....&&&
...&&.&.&& the first gate is the lips .&.&...&..
...&.&&&&. .&&&&..&&.
...&&&...& . . to get at the throat. . &&...&.&.&
&..&..&..& ..&..&&&&&
.&.&&.&&.& to be falling into the water, the ..&&.&....
.&&&.&&.&& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &.&.&&&...
.&..&&.&&. the right way - in a very specific way. &&&&&..&..
.&&.&.&&.& .....&.&&.
.&.&&&&.&& :^^^~~~~~~~~~~~::::^^^^^^^:^~~~~^^^^^:^ .....&&&.&
&&&&...&&. ^^^:::::::^^^^:~^ &....&..&&
....&..&.& ^^^:::~~~^:~:::~^^^:~~~~:::::::^ .&...&&.&.
....&&.&&& ^^^^:^~~^::^:::::::::: &&&..&.&&&
&...&.&&.. ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: ...&.&&&..
&&..&&&.&. it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ...&&&..&.
&.&.&..&&& slow... graceful... but then it gets ...&..&.&&
.&&&&&.&.. too much and you faint. &..&&.&&&.
.&....&&&. :#^^:~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::::::: &&.&.&&..&
&&&...&..& ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close &.&&&&.&.&
...&..&&.& to nature) &&&...&&&&
&..&&.&.&& :#^^:~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::::::: ...&..&...
&&.&.&&&&. ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ...&&.&&..
&.&&&&...& to the beast that is everything) ...&.&&.&.
&&&...&..& :#^^:~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::::::: ...&&&.&&&
...&..&&.& ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ...&..&&..
...&&.&.&& :#^^:~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:: (very &..&&.&.&.
...&.&&&&. hard to get here without the aid of the &&.&.&&&&&
&..&&&...& beast) ::: (state where the human is &.&&&&....
&&.&..&..& submerged in the animal) ::: :: .&&...&...
&.&&&.&&.& (becoming the animal) ::: (forget .&.&..&&..
&&&..&&.&& everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the .&&&&.&.&.
&..&.&.&&. beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of &&...&&&&&
.&.&&&&&.& satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's &.&..&....
.&&&....&& good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: .&&&.&&...
.&..&...&. ::: :: (the two souls will move .&..&&.&..
.&&.&&..&& together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: &&&.&.&&&.
.&.&&.&.&. (collective body) ::: (rearranged and ...&&&&..&
&&&&.&&&&& reordered) ::: (the individual is not ...&...&.&
....&&.... so important) &..&&..&&&
&...&.&... &&.&.&.&..
&&..&&&&.. &.&&&&&&&.
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