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,,,,,,,~:% %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%¤ ¤%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,~:%¤¶ #¤,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,¤ ¶¤%:~,,,,,
,,,,~:%¤¶# , , #¶¤%:~,,,,
,,,~:%¤¶## , the dream , ##¶¤%:~,,,
,,~:%¤¶### , of being swallowed , ###¶¤%:~,,
,,,~:%¤¶## , by the beast. , ##¶¤%:~,,,
,,,,~:%¤¶# , , #¶¤%:~,,,,
,,,,,~:%¤¶ #¤,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,¤ ¶¤%:~,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%¤ ¤%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: , an animal , as if , to be safe :~,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, ,,######,,,###,,,###, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~,,#### ~,,###~,, ####~, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~,,#### ~,,###~,, ####~, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the dream of resting inside another ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, animal. thats how it starts, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~,, with the dream, ,,~ ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~,,####~,,###~,,####~, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, but this time i was curious of where it ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, was going, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, #:: ~~~~~~~~~~ ::# ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, :: ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ :: ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: the first gate is the lips :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%¤ , , to get at the throat. , ¤%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,~:%¤¶ ¶¤%:~,,,,,
,,,,~:%¤¶# to be falling into the water, the #¶¤%:~,,,,
,,,~:%¤¶## ocean, the void, but it must be done in ##¶¤%:~,,,
,,~:%¤¶### the right way - in a very specific way. ###¶¤%:~,,
,,,~:%¤¶## ##¶¤%:~,,,
,,,,~:%¤¶# :,,,~~~~~~~~~~~::::,,,,,,,:,~~~~,,,,,:, #¶¤%:~,,,,
,,,,,~:%¤¶ ,,,:::::::,,,,:~, ¶¤%:~,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%¤ ,,,:::~~~,:~:::~,,,:~~~~:::::::, ¤%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% ,,,,:,~~,::,:::::::::: %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, slow... graceful... but then it gets ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, too much and you faint. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, :#,,:~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::::::: ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, to nature) ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, :#,,:~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::::::: ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, to the beast that is everything) ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, :#,,:~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::::::: ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, :#,,:~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:: (very ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ hard to get here without the aid of the ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: beast) ::: (state where the human is :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% submerged in the animal) ::: :: %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%¤ (becoming the animal) ::: (forget ¤%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,~:%¤¶ everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the ¶¤%:~,,,,,
,,,,~:%¤¶# beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of #¶¤%:~,,,,
,,,~:%¤¶## satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's ##¶¤%:~,,,
,,~:%¤¶### good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: ###¶¤%:~,,
,,,~:%¤¶## ::: :: (the two souls will move ##¶¤%:~,,,
,,,,~:%¤¶# together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: #¶¤%:~,,,,
,,,,,~:%¤¶ (collective body) ::: (rearranged and ¶¤%:~,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%¤ reordered) ::: (the individual is not ¤%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% so important) %:~,,,,,,,
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