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.&.....&&. #&.....................................& &..&&&..&&
&&....&.&. . . &.&..&.&.&
.&...&&&&. . the dream . &&&.&&&&&.
&&..&...&& . of being swallowed . ..&&....&.
.&.&&..&.. . by the beast. . .&.&...&&&
&&&.&.&&.. . . &&&&..&..&
..&&&&.&.& #&.....................................& ...&.&&.&.
.&...&&&&& ..&&&.&&&.
&&..&..... # inside ---------------- # .&..&&..&.
.&.&&....& . an animal . as if . to be safe &&.&.&.&&&
&&&.&...&. .&&&&&&..&
..&&&..&&. ..######...###...###. &.....&.&.
.&..&.&.&& -,.#### -,.###-,. ####-. &....&&&&.
&&.&&&&&.& -,.#### -,.###-,. ####-. &...&...&.
.&&....&&& the dream of resting inside another &..&&..&&&
&.&...&..& animal. thats how it starts, &.&.&.&..&
&&&..&&.&& -,. with the dream, .,- &&&&&&&.&.
..&.&.&&.. -,.####-,.###-,.####-. ......&&&&
.&&&&&.&.. but this time i was curious of where it .....&...&
&....&&&.. was going, ....&&..&&
&...&..&.. #;; ---------- ;;# ...&.&.&..
&..&&.&&.. ;; -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- ;; ..&&&&&&.&
&.&.&&.&.. .&.....&&.
&&&&.&&&.& the first gate is the lips &&....&.&&
...&&..&&& .&...&&&..
..&.&.&... . . to get at the throat. . &&..&..&..
.&&&&&&..& .&.&&.&&..
&.....&.&. to be falling into the water, the &&&.&&.&..
&....&&&&& ocean, the void, but it must be done in ..&&.&&&.&
&...&..... the right way - in a very specific way. .&.&&..&&.
&..&&..... &&&.&.&.&&
&.&.&..... ;,,,-----------;;;;,,,,,,,;,----,,,,,;, ..&&&&&&..
&&&&&....& ,,,;;;;;;;,,,,;-, .&.....&.&
....&...&& ,,,;;;---,;-;;;-,,,;----;;;;;;;, &&....&&&.
...&&..&.& ,,,,;,--,;;,;;;;;;;;;; .&...&..&.
..&.&.&&&. ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ;;;;;;;;;;;;; &&..&&.&&.
.&&&&&..&& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's .&.&.&&.&.
&....&.&.. slow... graceful... but then it gets &&&&&.&&&.
&...&&&&.& too much and you faint. ....&&..&&
&..&...&&& ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;; ...&.&.&..
&.&&..&..& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ..&&&&&&.&
&&.&.&&.&. to nature) .&.....&&.
.&&&&.&&&. ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;; &&....&.&&
&...&&..&& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close .&...&&&.&
&..&.&.&.. to the beast that is everything) &&..&..&&.
&.&&&&&&.& ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;; .&.&&.&.&&
&&.....&&& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) &&&.&&&&..
.&....&..& ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;; (very ..&&...&.&
&&...&&.&& hard to get here without the aid of the .&.&..&&&&
.&..&.&&.. beast) ;;; (state where the human is &&&&.&....
&&.&&&.&.. submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; ...&&&....
.&&..&&&.& (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget ..&..&...&
&.&.&..&&& everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the .&&.&&..&&
&&&&&.&... beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of &.&&.&.&..
....&&&..& satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's &&.&&&&&.&
...&..&.&& good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; .&&....&&&
..&&.&&&.& ;;; ;; (the two souls will move &.&...&..&
.&.&&..&&. together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; &&&..&&.&&
&&&.&.&.&. (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and ..&.&.&&.&
..&&&&&&&& reordered) ;;; (the individual is not .&&&&&.&&.
.&.......& so important) &....&&.&.
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