some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is politics and  a  gun fight 
              simultaneously.             
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or  no damage, according to a 
 weird  system  i  never understand,  and 
 the  whole dream is  about  wanting to 
 understand,  it's very  pressing, it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand