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@§§§$%/»,,         ,,,,,»$# dreams #$»,,,,,         ,,»/%$§§§@
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##@§$%/»,,         internal visionary state         ,,»/%$§@##
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§§§$%»,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,»%$§§§
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§$/,,,,,,,             ,,/$@######@$/,,             ,,,,,,,/$§
##@§$%/»,,                   ,»,                    ,,»/%$§@##
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##@§$%/»,,                  a cost                  ,,»/%$§@##
@$%///»,,,                (anecdote)                ,,,»///%$@
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###@$%/»,,                    ,,                    ,,»/%$@###
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##@§$%/»,, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,,»/%$§@##
@$/,,,,,,, everything is completely  calm  and dead ,,,,,,,/$@
#@§§$%/»,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,»/%$§§@#
@@$$$%/»,, slowly   start  to  piece   together  my ,,»/%$$$@@
###@§$/»,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,»/$§@###
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##@§$%/»,, then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ,,»/%$§@##
§$%%//,,,,   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    ,,,,//%%$§
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##@§$%/»,, there  are circles and crosses inscribed ,,»/%$§@##
##@§$%/»,, all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ,,»/%$§@##
@@$/,,,,,, almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,,,,,,/$@@
#§$//,,,,,     their internal logic changing and    ,,,,,//$§#
##@§$%/»,, grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ,,»/%$§@##
@@@§$%/»,, language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ,,»/%$§@@@
##@§$%/»,, forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and ,,»/%$§@##
@@@§$%/»,,            doing damage there.           ,,»/%$§@@@
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##@§$%/»,, then i  realize i  can't  hear  anything ,,»/%$§@##
#§%%%/,,,,     because there's something there      ,,,,/%%%§#
##@§$%/»,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,»/%$§@##
##@§$%/»,, rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ,,»/%$§@##
@§§§$%/»,,         particular microtonality.        ,,»/%$§§§@
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§%»»»,,,,, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,,,,»»»%§
§§%/,,,,,,             almost mocking.              ,,,,,,/%§§
@$$/»»»,,,                                          ,,,»»»/$$@
§§%/»,,,,, i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,,,,,»/%§§
#§§%%»,,,, escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,,,,»%%§§#
§%%/,,,,,, relief, such is my  nature. turning  the ,,,,,,/%%§
##@§$%/»,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,,»/%$§@##
##@§$%/»,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,»/%$§@##
§$%»,,,,,, does  noting...  but  time does -  after ,,,,,,»%$§
§$$/»,,,,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,,,,»/$$§
#@@§$%/»,, doubting  anything of  this happened  in ,,»/%$§@@#
##@§$%/»,,             the first place.             ,,»/%$§@##
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§§$$%%/»,, my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ,,»/%%$$§§
#§%%/»»,,, i   don't    know    what    to    make. ,,,»»/%%§#
##@§$%/»,,                                          ,,»/%$§@##
##@§$%/»,,              but i'm tired.              ,,»/%$§@##
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#§$/»,,,,,                     ,                    ,,,,,»/$§#
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@§§%///»,, this  can happen  if you wander too far, ,,»///%§§@
###§$%/»,, i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ,,»/%$§###
§$%%//,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,//%%$§
##@§$%/»,, i  imagine  a prick on the  nose, that's ,,»/%$§@##
##@§$%/»,, what these  are.  like you do with a cat ,,»/%$§@##
##@§$%/»,, who  comes to close to your  sandwich... ,,»/%$§@##
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