,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&&&¶ ¶&&&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;$&¶### ###¶&$;~:,
,:~;§§$&&# ,,§¶§,, #&&$§§;~:,
,,,,:;;;§& ,:;$¶######¶$;:, &§;;;:,,,,
,,,,:;;§§& ,,,::~$# dreams #$~::,,, &§§;;:,,,,
,:~;§$&&¶# ,:;$¶######¶$;:, #¶&&$§;~:,
,,,,:::;$¶ ,,§¶§,, ¶$;:::,,,,
,,,:;;;$&& &&$;;;:,,,
,:~;§$&¶## ,:, ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,:;;$&¶# ,§&###&§, #¶&$;;:,,,
,:~;§$&¶## ,:, ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,,~§§$&¶ ¶&$§§~,,,,
,:~;§§$&¶# internal visionary state #¶&$§§;~:,
,:~;§§$$$& &$$$§§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## the spirit travels ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ,:;$¶######¶$;:, ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,:~§$$$& ,~, &$$$§~:,,,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## a cost ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&### (anecdote) ###&$§;~:,
,,,::~;$$& &$$;~::,,,
,:~;§$&¶¶# :: #¶¶&$§;~:,
,,,,,,,~§& &§~,,,,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## i wake suddenly, and for a second ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## everything is completely calm and dead ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,:;§§&¶# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #¶&§§;:,,,
,,::::;$$¶ slowly start to piece together my ¶$$;::::,,
,:~;§$&¶## consciousness and my body. ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,,,~~§&# #&§~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~§&# then the fear hits me and i feel #&§~,,,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ##¶&$§;~:,
,::~;§§$¶# #¶$§§;~::,
,:~;§$&¶## ,, ##¶&$§;~:,
,:;§$&¶### ###¶&$§;:,
,:~;§$&¶## there are circles and crosses inscribed ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## all over my vision, pressing in, being ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$¶### almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ###¶$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## their internal logic changing and ##¶&$§;~:,
,:;§$&¶### grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ###¶&$§;:,
,,,,,:~§$¶ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¶$§~:,,,,,
,:~;§$¶### forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ###¶$§;~:,
,,,,~~§$&# doing damage there. #&$§~~,,,,
,:~;§$&¶¶# #¶¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## then i realize i can't hear anything ##¶&$§;~:,
,,:~;;;$¶¶ because there's something there ¶¶$;;;~:,,
,:~;§$&¶## already, droning everything out, a ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$$&&¶ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¶&&$$§;~:,
,:~;§$&&&¶ particular microtonality. ¶&&&$§;~:,
,,,,,::~§& &§~::,,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## :: ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§§§$¶# #¶$§§§;~:,
,:~;§§$$$¶ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¶$$$§§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## almost mocking. ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
:~;§$&¶### i feel helpless, but i must try to ###¶&$§;~:
,:~;§$¶### escape. to crawl on the floor searching ###¶$§;~:,
,,,~;;$$&¶ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¶&$$;;~,,,
,:~;$&¶### lights on does nothing... getting ###¶&$;~:,
,:~;§§§&&¶ outside does nothing... drinking water ¶&&§§§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶¶¶ does noting... but time does - after ¶¶¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&### doubting anything of this happened in ###&$§;~:,
,,,,:;§§&& the first place. &&§§;:,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~~;;§$¶¶ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¶¶$§;;~~:,
,,,,,,:;§& i don't know what to make. &§;:,,,,,,
,,,:;;$$$¶ ¶$$$;;:,,,
,,,,:~;$&# but i'm tired. #&$;~:,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## , ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,,~~;§$& ::~;~:: &$§;~~,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## , ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,,,~;§&¶ this can happen if you wander too far, ¶&§;~,,,,,
,,,,,,:;§& i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless &§;:,,,,,,
,,,,~~§§&¶ when dreaming? ¶&§§~~,,,,
,,,,:~;;§& i imagine a prick on the nose, that's &§;;~:,,,,
,,,,,,:;§& what these are. like you do with a cat &§;:,,,,,,
,,,,~§§&&# who comes to close to your sandwich... #&&§§~,,,,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,,,,:;;$&& &&$;;:,,,,
,:~;§$&¶¶# #¶¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,
,:~;§$&¶## ##¶&$§;~:,