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§¨¨§¨§¨¨§§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE §§¨¨§§§§§§
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§§¨¨¨§§§§¨ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS §§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
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§§¨§§§§§§¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨§§§¨¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §§§§§¨¨¨§¨
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§¨§§§¨§§§¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨§¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-. ¨¨§¨§§§§§§
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¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §§¨§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨¨§¨¨§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨§§§¨¨§§
§§§§§§§¨§¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§¨§§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
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¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨¨§§¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§§§¨¨¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨§¨§¨§§§§¨
¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §§§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨¨§§¨§¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨§¨§§§¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§§
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¨¨§¨¨§§§¨¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §¨§§¨§§§§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨§¨¨ ALMOST MOCKING. §§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
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§§¨¨§§¨§¨§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨§§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§§§§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨¨¨¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§§§¨¨§§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨¨¨§¨§¨§§§
¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨¨§§§§§¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨§¨§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§§§§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§¨¨¨§§§¨§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨¨§§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§§¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨§¨¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨§§¨¨¨§¨§
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¨¨¨§¨¨§§§§ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨§§§¨§¨¨§¨
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§¨¨§¨§¨¨§§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §§¨¨§§§§§§
§¨§§§§¨§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§§¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨¨§§¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§
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