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,&,&&&,&&,         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &&,&,&,&,&
&&&&,,&&,&                                          ,,&&&&&&&&
,,,,&,&,&&            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            &,&,,,,,,,
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,,,,&&&&,&                  A COST                  ,,,&,&&&,,
,,,,&,,,&&                (ANECDOTE)                &,,&&&,,&,
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&,,,&,&,&&                    --                    ,,&&&,&&&,
&&,,&&&&&,                                          &,&,,&&,,&
,,&,&,,,,& I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND   FOR  A  SECOND &&&&,&,&,&
&,&&&&,,,& EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM  AND DEAD ,,,,&&&&&&
,&&,,,&,,& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,,,&,,,,,
,&,&,,&&,& SLOWLY  START   TO  PIECE  TOGETHER   MY ,&,,&&,,,,
,&&&&,&,&&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &&&,&,&,,,
,&,,,&&&&,                                          ,,,&&&&&,,
,&&,,&,,,& THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I   FEEL &,,&,,,,&,
,&,&,&&,,&    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«.   ,&,&&,,,&&
&&&&&&,&,&                                          ,&&&,&,,&,
&,,,,,&&&&                    ,,                    &&,,&&&,&&
,&,,,,&,,,                                          ,,&,&,,&&,
,&&,,,&&,, THERE ARE CIRCLES  AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ,,&&&&,&,&
&&,&,,&,&, ALL OVER  MY  VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ,,&,,,&&&&
,,&&&,&&&& ALMOST HOSTILE.  I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, &,&&,,&,,,
,,&,,&&,,,     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    &&&,&,&&,,
,,&&,&,&,, GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S  LIKE &,,&&&&,&,
,,&,&&&&&, LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I  CAN'T HIDE  FROM, ,&,&,,,&&&
&,&&&,,,,& FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND,  AND ,&&&&,,&,,
&&&,,&,,,&           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            &&,,,&,&&,
&,,&,&&,,&                                          &,&,,&&&,&
,&,&&&,&,& THEN  I  REALIZE  I  CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING &&&&,&,,&&
&&&&,,&&&&      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ,,,,&&&,&,
&,,,&,&,,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &,,,&,,&&&
,&,,&&&&,, RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S &&,,&&,&,,
,&&,&,,,&,         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ,,&,&,&&&,
,&,&&&,,&&                                          ,,&&&&&,,&
&&&&,,&,&,                    --                    ,,&,,,,&,&
,,,,&,&&&&                                          &,&&,,,&&&
&,,,&&&,,, MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,&&,&,,&,,
&&,,&,,&,,             ALMOST MOCKING.              ,&,&&&,&&,
&,&,&&,&&,                                          &&&&,,&&,&
,&&&&,&&,& I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT I  MUST  TRY  TO &,,,&,&,&&
&&,,,&&,&& ESCAPE.  TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &&,,&&&&&,
&,&,,&,&&, RELIEF, SUCH IS  MY  NATURE. TURNING THE ,,&,&,,,,&
,&&&,&&&,&     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    &,&&&&,,,&
&&,,&&,,&&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &&&,,,&,,&
,,&,&,&,&, DOES NOTING...  BUT TIME  DOES  -  AFTER ,,,&,,&&,&
&,&&&&&&&&     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ,,,&&,&,&&
,&&,,,,,,, DOUBTING  ANYTHING OF THIS  HAPPENED  IN ,,,&,&&&&,
,&,&,,,,,,             THE FIRST PLACE.             ,,,&&&,,,&
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,,,,,&,,,, MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH,  SCARED. &&,&&,&&,&
&,,,,&&,,, I    DON'T    KNOW   WHAT    TO    MAKE. &,&&,&&,&&
,&,,,&,&,,                                          ,&&,&&,&&,
,&&,,&&&&,              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,&,&&,&&,&
&&,&,&,,,&                                          &&&&,&&,&&
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,,&,,,,&,&                 --«/«--                  ,&,,&,&&,&
&,&&,,,&&&                     ,                    &&&,&&&,&&
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,&,&&&,&&, THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, &&,&,&,&,&
&&&&,,&&,& I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T BE  SO  RECKLESS ,,&&&&&&&&
,,,,&,&,&&              WHEN DREAMING?              &,&,,,,,,,
,,,,&&&&&, I  IMAGINE A PRICK  ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S ,&&&,,,,,,
,,,,&,,,,& WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO  WITH A  CAT ,&,,&,,,,,
,,,,&&,,,& WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO  YOUR  SANDWICH... &&&,&&,,,,
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