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,,,==§££## i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ##££§==,,,
,,=\§£&&&& everything  is completely calm and  dead &&&&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&&## silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ##&&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&### slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&###        consciousness and my body.        ###&£§\=,,
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,,,,,=\£&& then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel &&£\=,,,,,
,,=\§§§£&#   acutely sick. something is =wrong=.    #&£§§§\=,,
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,,=\§£&### there are circles and  crosses inscribed ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&&## all  over my vision, pressing in,  being ##&&£§\=,,
,,,,,=§&## almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ##&§=,,,,,
,,,,,==§&#    their internal logic changing and     #&§==,,,,,
,,=\§£&### grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&### language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&### forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and ###&£§\=,,
,,,,,,,=§&           doing damage there.            &§=,,,,,,,
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,,=\§£&### then i  realize  i  can't  hear anything ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§§§&&#     because there's something there      #&&§§§\=,,
,,=\£&####    already, droning everything out, a    ####&£\=,,
,,=\§£&### rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ###&£§\=,,
,,,,,\§£&#        particular microtonality.         #&£§\,,,,,
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,,=\\§§£&# my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's #&£§§\\=,,
,,,,==§§&&             almost mocking.              &&§§==,,,,
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,,=\§£&&&# i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to #&&&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&### escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&### relief, such  is my nature. turning  the ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&###    lights on does nothing... getting     ###&£§\=,,
,,,,,=\£&#  outside does nothing... drinking water  #&£\=,,,,,
,,=\§££££& does  noting... but  time  does -  after &££££§\=,,
,,,,=\£££&     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     &£££\=,,,,
,,=\§£#### doubting  anything of  this happened  in ####£§\=,,
,,=\§£&###             the first place.             ###&£§\=,,
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,,,,=\\\£# my  eyes are still tense though, scared. #£\\\=,,,,
,,=\§£&### i    don't   know    what    to    make. ###&£§\=,,
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,,=\§£&###              but i'm tired.              ###&£§\=,,
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,,=\§£&### this  can  happen if you wander too far, ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£&### i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless ###&£§\=,,
,,=\§£####              when dreaming?              ####£§\=,,
,,,,=\£&&# i imagine  a prick on  the nose,  that's #&&£\=,,,,
,,=\§£&### what these  are.  like you do with a cat ###&£§\=,,
,,,,,,,\£# who  comes to close  to your sandwich... #£\,,,,,,,
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