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@#£**†«:,,         internal visionary state         ,,:«†**£#@
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@#£**†«:,,            the spirit travels            ,,:«†**£#@
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#@#£**†«:,                  a cost                  ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,,                (anecdote)                ,,:«†**£#@
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@#£**†«:,, i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:, everything is completely  calm  and dead ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,:«†**£#@
#£**†«:,,, slowly   start   to  piece  together  my ,,,:«†**£#
£**†«:,,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,:«†**£
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@#£**†«:,, then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:,    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   ,:«†**£#@#
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#£**†«:,,, there are  circles and crosses inscribed ,,,:«†**£#
@#£**†«:,, all  over my vision,  pressing in, being ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:, almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,,     their internal logic changing and    ,,:«†**£#@
#£**†«:,,, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,,,:«†**£#
£**†«:,,,, language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ,,,,:«†**£
#£**†«:,,, forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and ,,,:«†**£#
@#£**†«:,,           doing damage there.            ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:,                                          ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,, then  i  realize  i can't  hear anything ,,:«†**£#@
#£**†«:,,,      because there's something there     ,,,:«†**£#
£**†«:,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,:«†**£
#£**†«:,,, rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ,,,:«†**£#
@#£**†«:,,        particular microtonality.         ,,:«†**£#@
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£**†«:,,,, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,,,:«†**£
#£**†«:,,,             almost mocking.              ,,,:«†**£#
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#@#£**†«:, i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,, escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,,:«†**£#@
#£**†«:,,, relief, such is  my nature. turning  the ,,,:«†**£#
£**†«:,,,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,,,,:«†**£
#£**†«:,,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,,:«†**£#
@#£**†«:,, does  noting...  but  time does -  after ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,, doubting anything of  this  happened  in ,,:«†**£#@
#£**†«:,,,             the first place.             ,,,:«†**£#
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#£**†«:,,, my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,,,:«†**£#
@#£**†«:,, i    don't    know    what    to   make. ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:,                                          ,:«†**£#@#
@#£**†«:,,              but i'm tired.              ,,:«†**£#@
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@#£**†«:,, this can  happen if you  wander too far, ,,:«†**£#@
#£**†«:,,, i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,:«†**£#
£**†«:,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,:«†**£
#£**†«:,,, i  imagine  a prick  on the nose, that's ,,,:«†**£#
@#£**†«:,, what  these are. like you do with  a cat ,,:«†**£#@
#@#£**†«:, who comes  to close to  your sandwich... ,:«†**£#@#
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