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,,,,@,,,@,         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ,,,,,,@@,@
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,,@,@,@,@,            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,,,,@@@,,@
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,,,,,@@@@@ I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND   FOR  A  SECOND ,@,@,@@@,@
,,,,@,,,,@ EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY  CALM AND DEAD @@@@@,,@@@
,,,@@,,,@, SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ,,,,@,@,,@
,,@,@,,@@, SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE  TOGETHER   MY ,,,@@@@,@@
,@@@@,@,@,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        ,,@,,,@@,@
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@,,@,,,,@@ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I   FEEL @,@,@@@,,,
@,@@,,,@,@   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG».    @@@@,,@,,@
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@,@,,@,,,@ THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED @@,@,@,,@,
@@@,@@,,@@ ALL OVER  MY  VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ,@@@@@,@@@
,,@@,@,@,@ ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, @,,,,@@,,,
,@,@@@@@@,     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    @,,,@,@,,,
@@@,,,,,@@ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S  LIKE @,,@@@@,,,
,,@,,,,@,, LANGUAGE, SENTENCES  I  CAN'T HIDE FROM, @,@,,,@,,@
,@@,,,@@,, FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED  IN MY MIND, AND @@@,,@@,@@
@,@,,@,@,,            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           ,,@,@,@@,@
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,,@@,,,@,@ THEN  I  REALIZE I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING @,,,,@@,@@
,@,@,,@@@@     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      @,,,@,@@,@
@@@@,@,,,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    @,,@@@,@@@
,,,@@@,,,, RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S @,@,,@@,,,
,,@,,@,,,@        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         @@@,@,@,,,
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,@@,,,,,,, MY  SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,@,,@,@,@,
@,@,,,,,,,             ALMOST MOCKING.              @@,@@@@@@,
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,,@,,,,,@@ I FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO @,@,,,,@,,
,@@,,,,@,, ESCAPE. TO CRAWL  ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING @@@,,,@@,,
@,@,,,@@,@ RELIEF, SUCH IS  MY  NATURE. TURNING THE ,,@,,@,@,,
@@@,,@,@@,     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    ,@@,@@@@,@
,,@,@@@,@@  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  @,@@,,,@@,
,@@@,,@@,@ DOES  NOTING...  BUT TIME  DOES  - AFTER @@,@,,@,@,
@,,@,@,@@,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ,@@@,@@@@,
@,@@@@@,@, DOUBTING ANYTHING OF  THIS  HAPPENED  IN @,,@@,,,@@
@@,,,,@@@@             THE FIRST PLACE.             @,@,@,,@,,
,@,,,@,,,@                                          @@@@@,@@,@
@@,,@@,,@@ MY EYES ARE  STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ,,,,@@,@@@
,@,@,@,@,@ I    DON'T    KNOW   WHAT    TO    MAKE. ,,,@,@@,,,
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,,,,,,,,,,              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,@,,@@@,,@
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,,,,@,,,@, THIS CAN HAPPEN IF  YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, ,,,,,,@@,@
,,,@@,,@@, I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO RECKLESS ,,,,,@,@@@
,,@,@,@,@,              WHEN DREAMING?              ,,,,@@@,,@
,@@@@@@@@, I  IMAGINE  A PRICK  ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ,,,@,,@,@@
@,,,,,,,@, WHAT  THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO  WITH A CAT ,,@@,@@@,@
@,,,,,,@@, WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... ,@,@@,,@@,
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