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§§§§§¨¨¨§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§§§§¨¨¨§¨
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§¨¨§§§¨§¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§¨§§§¨¨§
§¨§¨¨§§§§¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§§§¨¨§¨§¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨¨§¨§§§§§
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
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§§¨§§§¨¨§§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
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¨§§¨§¨§¨§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§
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¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§¨§§§¨§¨¨
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§§§¨§¨§§¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨¨¨§¨§¨§§
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