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§¨¨§¨§¨¨§§         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         §§¨¨§§§§§§
§¨§§§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§§¨            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            §§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
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§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨                  A COST                  ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§                (ANECDOTE)                ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
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¨§§¨§§¨¨§§                    ^^                    §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
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§§¨§§§§§§¨ I   WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY CALM  AND DEAD §¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨§§ SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE  TOGETHER   MY §¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨§§§¨¨        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §§§§§¨¨¨§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨§§§¨§§§¨ THEN  THE  FEAR   HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨§¨    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-.   ¨¨§¨§§§§§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§§§§¨§§                    ¨¨                    §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨ THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §§¨§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨ ALL OVER MY VISION,  PRESSING  IN, BEING ¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM  SQUIRM, §¨¨§¨¨§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    §¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND.  IT'S LIKE §§¨§§§¨¨§§
§§§§§§§¨§¨ LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I  CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN MY MIND,  AND §¨§¨§§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           §§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨ THEN I  REALIZE  I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING ¨¨§§¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§§§¨¨¨§      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ¨§¨§¨§§§§¨
¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§§    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    §§§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨¨§§¨§¨¨ RAPID MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨§¨§§§¨¨         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§§
§§§§§¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§§§¨§
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                    ^^                    ¨§§§¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§§§¨¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM.  IT'S §¨§§¨§§§§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨§¨¨              ALMOST MOCKING.             §§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
§¨§§§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨§§¨§¨§ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY TO §¨§§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§§§§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR  SEARCHING §§¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨¨¨¨§ RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING  THE ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     §§§§¨¨§§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ¨¨¨§¨§¨§§§
¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨ DOES NOTING...  BUT TIME  DOES  -  AFTER ¨¨§§§§§¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨§¨§     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§§§§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF  THIS HAPPENED  IN §§¨¨¨§§§¨§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§¨§¨§¨¨§§§ MY EYES  ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§§¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨§¨¨§ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT   TO    MAKE. §¨§§¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨§§§¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§§§§              BUT I'M TIRED.              ¨§§§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨§                                          §¨¨§§§¨§§¨
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¨§§§¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§¨¨§§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER  TOO  FAR, §§¨¨§§§§§§
§¨§§§§¨§¨§ I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE SO  RECKLESS ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§§¨              WHEN DREAMING?              §§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ I IMAGINE  A PRICK  ON THE NOSE,  THAT'S ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO  WITH A  CAT ¨¨§§¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE  TO  YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§
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