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###@#§^~^¨ I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ¨^~^§#@###
@#§~¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨~§#@
#@§§§§^~^¨ DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ¨^~^§§§§@#
##@#§§^~^¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ¨^~^§§#@##
@###§§^~^¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ¨^~^§§###@
###§§~~^¨¨ THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨^~~§§###
#§^~¨¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ¨¨¨¨¨¨~^§#
##@#§§^~^¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨^~^§§#@##
@#§§§§^~^¨ ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I ¨^~^§§§§#@
#§§^^^¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨¨¨^^^§§#
##@#§§^~^¨ LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨^~^§§#@##
#§§§§§^~^¨ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨^~^§§§§§#
#@@#§§^~^¨ ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨^~^§§#@@#
#§^~~~~¨¨¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨¨¨~~~~^§#
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#@@#§§^~^¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨^~^§§#@@#
###@§§^~^¨ INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨^~^§§@###
#§^^^¨¨¨¨¨ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨^^^§#
@###§§^~^¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ¨^~^§§###@
##@#§§^~^¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ¨^~^§§#@##
####§§^~^¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ¨^~^§§####
#§§^^~~~^¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨^~~~^^§§#
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####§§^~^¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨^~^§§####
##@#§§^~^¨ WHAT  A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨^~^§§#@##
#@§§^~¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨~^§§@#
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#@@#§§^~^¨ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨^~^§§#@@#
##@#§§^~^¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨^~^§§#@##
##@#§§^~^¨ CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨^~^§§#@##
##§^^¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨^^§##
@§§§^^^^^¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL ¨^^^^^§§§@
####§§^~^¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨^~^§§####
###§§^~¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨~^§§###
##@#§§^~^¨ AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨^~^§§#@##
@##§^~¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS  TO DO ¨¨¨¨~^§##@
##§§§§^~^¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨^~^§§§§##
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