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¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                     »                    ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE  WILL BE ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ LONG  TIME I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
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¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                    »                     ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
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¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
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¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                     »                    ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
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¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                    »                     ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO ¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨##¨##¨#¨#
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