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##@&†*=,,, † MIRAGE CLASS GOTH GF † ,,,=*†&@##
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&†*=,,,,,, I USED TO BE A GOTH, IN MY YOUTH, DOING ,,,,,,=*†&
†*=,,,,,,, CRIMES MOSTLY FROM OR IN MY BELOVED AND ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS ,,,,,,=*†&
@&†*=,,,,, BARN. WE LIVED JUST OUTSIDE TOWN, A ,,,,,=*†&@
#@&†*=,,,, GROVE AT THE END OF A DIRT ROAD, AND ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, THE BARN WAS PLACED SO YOU COULD JUST ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, MAKE OUT THE SURROUNDING FIELDS THROUGH ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, THE TREES. ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, ,,,,=*†&@#
@&†*=,,,,, MY CAR WAS BLACK AND LOUD, BOTH THE ,,,,,=*†&@
&†*=,,,,,, ENGINE AND THE WAY THE PARTS DIDN'T ,,,,,,=*†&
†*=,,,,,,, REALLY STICK TOGETHER. I TOOK MY ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, CRIMEFRIEND FOR RIDES, IN THE DARK, THE ,,,,,,=*†&
@&†*=,,,,, ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND ,,,,,=*†&@
#@&†*=,,,, US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, EVERYTHING. HER BLACK SKIRT REACHED TO ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, HER KNEES BUT THEN SOMEHOW ALSO BACK ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, OUR TIME TOGETHER. ,,,,=*†&@#
@&†*=,,,,, ,,,,,=*†&@
&†*=,,,,,, THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES ,,,,,,=*†&
†*=,,,,,,, THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. ,,,,,,=*†&
@&†*=,,,,, WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD ,,,,,=*†&@
#@&†*=,,,, STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, AND FAIRY LIGHTS. WE WOULD SLEEP THERE ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, AND DRINK THERE AND SHE WOULD GO IN THE ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, TELEVISION. ,,,,=*†&@#
@&†*=,,,,, ,,,,,=*†&@
&†*=,,,,,, AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT, AND SHE WENT ,,,,,,=*†&
†*=,,,,,,, AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED, ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME. ,,,,,,=*†&
@&†*=,,,,, ,,,,,=*†&@
#@&†*=,,,, I STOPPED DOING CRIME, EXCEPT WHEN ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, NECESSARRY. THINGS SOMEHOW SEEMED LIKE ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, THEY WERE ALLRIGHT, MOULDED IN PLACE, ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, AND I LOATHED IT ------ I MISSED HER ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, SO MUCH. ,,,,=*†&@#
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#@&†*=,,,, I SEARCHED FOR HER, BUT NOBODY HAD ANY ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, MEMORIES OF HER. NOT SO MUCH OF ME ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, EITHER, FROM THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, MY MOTHER SAID I KEPT TO MYSELF IN THE ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, BARN, OR IN THE CAR. ,,,,=*†&@#
@&†*=,,,,, ,,,,,=*†&@
&†*=,,,,,, SOMETIMES I COULD STILL SEE HER ,,,,,,=*†&
†*=,,,,,,, FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN. ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, EVERYTHING WAS BLACK THEN, FOR A ,,,,,,=*†&
@&†*=,,,,, MOMENT. I REMEMBERED HER LAUGH AND KNEW ,,,,,=*†&@
#@&†*=,,,, WE HAD DONE CRIMES TOGETHER, THAT IT ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, HAD BEEN REAL... ,,,=*†&@##
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†*=,,,,,,, I DIED BY GETTING SHOT IN THE HEAD ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, WHILE RAMMING THE FENCE TO A MILITARY ,,,,,,=*†&
@&†*=,,,,, FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN ,,,,,=*†&@
#@&†*=,,,, CHASING ME FOR DAYS. I LOST CONTROL ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, WALL AND FLEW OUT THE WINDSHIELD. ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, AND THEN I GOT UP, AND LOOKED AROUND. ,,,,=*†&@#
@&†*=,,,,, IT WAS DARK, WHERE IT PREVIOUSLY HAD ,,,,,=*†&@
&†*=,,,,,, BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE ,,,,,,=*†&
†*=,,,,,,, DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR, ,,,,,,,=*†
&†*=,,,,,, SOME ON FIRE. ,,,,,,=*†&
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#@&†*=,,,, THE GROUND WAS STICKY, RED. ,,,,=*†&@#
##@&†*=,,, ,,,=*†&@##
###@&†*=,, AND THEN I REALIZED THAT I KNEW THIS ,,=*†&@###
##@&†*=,,, DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY ,,,=*†&@##
#@&†*=,,,, TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! ,,,,=*†&@#
@&†*=,,,,, SHE WAS HERE! ,,,,,=*†&@
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