¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§§§¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                 ¨¨*£*¨¨                  ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨             ¨^\&£######£&\^¨             ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨         ¨¨¨^^~&# dreams #&~^^¨¨¨         ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨             ¨^\&£######£&\^¨             §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨                 ¨¨*£*¨¨                  §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                    ¨^¨                   ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                 ¨*§###§*¨                ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                    ¨^¨                   ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§            the spirit travels            ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨             ¨^\&£######£&\^¨             §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                   ¨~¨                    §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                  a cost                  ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                (anecdote)                ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                    ^^                    ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ everything is  completely calm  and dead ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel §§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                    ¨¨                    ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ all  over my vision, pressing in,  being ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ language, sentences  i  can't hide from, ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨§¨ forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨§            doing damage there.           §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨                                          §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨ then i  realize  i  can't  hear anything §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§     because there's something there      §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§        particular microtonality.         ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨                    ^^                    §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨              almost mocking.             ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨ escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨ relief, such is  my  nature. turning the §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§     lights on does nothing... getting    §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨ does  noting...  but time  does -  after §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§ doubting  anything  of this  happened in ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨             the first place.             ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨              but i'm tired.              §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                    ¨                     ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                 ^^~\~^^                  ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                    ¨                     ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ this  can happen  if you wander too far, ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§              when dreaming?              ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ i  imagine a prick  on  the nose, that's §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ what these are. like you  do with  a cat §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ who comes  to close to  your sandwich... §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨