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&,,,,,&,&& I Wake Suddenly, And For A Second &&,,,,,&,&
&&,,,,,,&& Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead &&&,,,,,,&
,&&,,,,,&, Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I &,&&,,,,,&
,&&&,,,,,, Slowly Start To Piece Together My ,,&&&,,,,,
,&,&&,,,,, Consciousness And My Body. ,,&,&&,,,,
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,,,&,&&,,, Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel ,,,,&,&&,,
,,,,,&&&,, Acutely Sick. Something Is =Wrong=. ,,,,,,&&&,
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&&&,,,,,,& There Are Circles And Crosses Inscribed ,&&&,,,,,,
&,&&,,,,,& All Over My Vision, Pressing In, Being ,&,&&,,,,,
,,&&&,,,,, Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, ,,,&&&,,,,
,,&,&&,,,, Their Internal Logic Changing And &,,&,&&,,,
,,,,&&&,,, Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like &&,,,&&&,,
,,,,&,&&,, Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, &&&,,&,&&,
,,,,,,&&&, Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And &,&&,,,&&&
&,,,,,&,&& Doing Damage There. ,,&&&,,&,&
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,&&,,,,,&, Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything ,,,,&&&,,&
,&&&,,,,,, Because There'S Something There ,,,,&,&&,,
,&,&&,,,,, Already, Droning Everything Out, A ,,,,,,&&&,
,,,&&&,,,, Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S &,,,,,&,&&
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,,&&&,,&,& My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S ,,,,,&,,,,
,,&,&&,,,& Almost Mocking. ,,,,,,&,,,
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,,,,&,&&,, I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To &&,,,,,,&,
,,,,,,&&&, Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching &&&,,,,,,&
&,,,,,&,&& Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The &,&&,,,,,,
,&,,,,,,&& Lights On Does Nothing... Getting ,,&&&,,,,,
,,&,,,,,&, Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water ,,&,&&,,,,
,,,&,,,,,, Does Noting... But Time Does - After &,,,&&&,,,
,,,,&,,,,, Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, ,&,,&,&&,,
,,,,,&,,,, Doubting Anything Of This Happened In ,,&,,,&&&,
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&&,,,,,,&, My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. ,,&,,&,,&,
&&&,,,,,,& I Don'T Know What To Make. ,,,&,,&,,,
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,&,,&,,,&& This Can Happen If You Wander Too Far, ,,,,&,&&,,
,,&,,&,,&, I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ,,,,,,&&&,
,,,&,,&,,, When Dreaming? &,,,,,&,&&
&,,,&,,&,, I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S &&,,,,,,&&
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