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,,,,,,,,,, I Wake Suddenly, And For A Second ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ Slowly Start To Piece Together My ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^= Consciousness And My Body. =^,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,^=\% Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel %\=^,,,,,,
,,,,,^=\%£ Acutely Sick. Something Is =Wrong=. £%\=^,,,,,
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,,^=\%£§£# All Over My Vision, Pressing In, Being #£§£%\=^,,
,,,^=\%£§£ Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, £§£%\=^,,,
,,,,^=\%£§ Their Internal Logic Changing And §£%\=^,,,,
,,,,,^=\%£ Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like £%\=^,,,,,
,,,,,,^=\% Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, %\=^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^=\ Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And \=^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^= Doing Damage There. =^,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Because There'S Something There ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Already, Droning Everything Out, A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Particular Microtonality. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ Almost Mocking. ^,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,^=\ I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To \=^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^=\% Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching %\=^,,,,,,
,,,,,^=\%£ Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The £%\=^,,,,,
,,,,^=\%£§ Lights On Does Nothing... Getting §£%\=^,,,,
,,,^=\%£§£ Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water £§£%\=^,,,
,,^=\%£§£# Does Noting... But Time Does - After #£§£%\=^,,
,^=\%£§£## Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, ##£§£%\=^,
,,^=\%£§£# Doubting Anything Of This Happened In #£§£%\=^,,
,,,^=\%£§£ The First Place. £§£%\=^,,,
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,,,,,^=\%£ My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. £%\=^,,,,,
,,,,,,^=\% I Don'T Know What To Make. %\=^,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,^= But I'M Tired. =^,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, This Can Happen If You Wander Too Far, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, When Dreaming? ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, What These Are. Like You Do With A Cat ,,,,,,,,,,
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