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¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                 ¨¨§#§¨¨                  ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§             ¨,†*########*†,¨             ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§         ¨¨¨,,~*# dreams #*~,,¨¨¨         ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§             ¨,†*########*†,¨             ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                  ¨¨§#§¨¨                 ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                    ¨,¨                   ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                ¨§§###§§¨                 ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                   ¨,¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§         internal visionary state         ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§            the spirit travels            ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§             ¨,†*########*†,¨             ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                    ¨~¨                   ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                  a cost                  ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                (anecdote)                ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ everything  is completely calm  and dead ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                    ¨¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§     their internal logic changing and    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ forcefully transcribed  in  my mind, and ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§            doing damage there.           ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ then i  realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§      because there's something there     ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§         particular microtonality.        ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§              almost mocking.             ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ relief,  such is my nature. turning  the ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ does  noting... but  time  does  - after ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ doubting  anything of  this  happened in ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§             the first place.             ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ i    don't    know    what    to   make. ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§              but i'm tired.              ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                     ¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                 ,,~†~,,                  ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                     ¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ this  can happen if you  wander too far, ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§              when dreaming?              ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ i  imagine a  prick on  the nose, that's ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ what these are.  like you do with  a cat ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ who  comes to  close to your sandwich... ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨