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,,.»*%££##         internal visionary state         ##££%*».,,
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,,,,.»*%££            the spirit travels            ££%*».,,,,
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,,,,.»*%££ i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second ££%*».,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ everything  is completely calm  and dead £%*».,,,,,
,,,,,,.»*% silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i %*».,,,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my £%*».,,,,,
,,,,.»*%££        consciousness and my body.        ££%*».,,,,
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,,.»*%££## then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel ##££%*».,,
,.»*%££###    acutely sick. something is »wrong».   ###££%*».,
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,,,,,.»*%£ there are  circles and crosses inscribed £%*».,,,,,
,,,,,,.»*% all over  my vision, pressing  in, being %*».,,,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, £%*».,,,,,
,,,,.»*%££    their internal logic changing and     ££%*».,,,,
,,,.»*%££# grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like #££%*».,,,
,,.»*%££## language, sentences  i  can't hide from, ##££%*».,,
,.»*%££### forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and ###££%*».,
,,.»*%££##            doing damage there.           ##££%*».,,
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,,,,.»*%££ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ££%*».,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£      because there's something there     £%*».,,,,,
,,,,,,.»*%    already, droning everything out, a    %*».,,,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's £%*».,,,,,
,,,,.»*%££        particular microtonality.         ££%*».,,,,
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,,.»*%££## my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ##££%*».,,
,,,.»*%££#              almost mocking.             #££%*».,,,
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,,,,,.»*%£ i  feel  helpless,  but  i must  try  to £%*».,,,,,
,,,,,,.»*% escape.  to crawl on the floor searching %*».,,,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ relief, such  is my nature. turning  the £%*».,,,,,
,,,,.»*%££    lights on does nothing... getting     ££%*».,,,,
,,,.»*%££#  outside does nothing... drinking water  #££%*».,,,
,,.»*%££## does  noting... but  time  does  - after ##££%*».,,
,.»*%££###     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ###££%*».,
,,.»*%££## doubting anything  of  this  happened in ##££%*».,,
,,,.»*%££#             the first place.             #££%*».,,,
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,,,,,.»*%£ my eyes are  still tense though, scared. £%*».,,,,,
,,,,,,.»*% i    don't   know    what    to    make. %*».,,,,,,
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,,,,.»*%££              but i'm tired.              ££%*».,,,,
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,,,,.»*%££ this  can happen if you wander too  far, ££%*».,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless £%*».,,,,,
,,,,,,.»*%              when dreaming?              %*».,,,,,,
,,,,,.»*%£ i  imagine a prick  on the  nose, that's £%*».,,,,,
,,,,.»*%££ what  these are. like you do with  a cat ££%*».,,,,
,,,.»*%££# who comes to close to  your  sandwich... #££%*».,,,
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