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###,###,## everything  is completely calm and  dead ,,##,###,,
,,##,,##,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,#,##,,#,#
,#,#,#,#,# slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ###,#,####
##########        consciousness and my body.        ,,####,,,#
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,,,,,,,,## then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ##,,##,##,
,,,,,,,#,#   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    ,#,#,##,#,
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,,###,##,# all over  my vision,  pressing in, being ,#,,,,###,
,#,,##,### almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ##,,,#,,#,
##,#,##,,#    their internal logic changing and     ,#,,##,##,
,####,#,#, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ##,#,##,##
#,,,###### language,  sentences  i can't hide from, ,####,##,#
#,,#,,,,,# forcefully transcribed  in  my mind, and #,,,##,##,
#,##,,,,##            doing damage there.           #,,#,##,##
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,###,,#### then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything ##,,##,#,#
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##,,,#,#,, rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ,,,,#,,,,#
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#,###,,,,# my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's #,,#,,,##,
##,,#,,,##             almost mocking.              #,##,,#,##
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###,#,#### i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ,####,,#,,
,,####,,,# escape. to crawl on  the floor searching #,,,#,##,#
,#,,,#,,## relief, such is  my nature.  turning the #,,###,###
##,,##,#,#    lights on does nothing... getting     #,#,,##,,#
,#,#,#####  outside does nothing... drinking water  ###,#,#,#,
#####,,,,, does noting...  but  time  does -  after ,,#######,
,,,,#,,,,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,#,,,,,,##
,,,##,,,,, doubting  anything of this  happened  in ##,,,,,#,#
,,#,#,,,,#             the first place.             ,#,,,,####
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#,,,#,,##, my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ,#,,##,,##
#,,##,#,#, i   don't    know    what    to    make. ##,#,#,#,,
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,,#,#,##,, this  can happen  if you wander too far, ####,,###,
,#####,#,# i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless ,,,#,#,,#,
#,,,,#####              when dreaming?              ,,####,##,
#,,,#,,,,# i imagine a prick  on  the  nose, that's ,#,,,##,##
#,,##,,,## what  these are. like you do with a  cat ##,,#,##,,
#,#,#,,#,# who comes to close  to  your sandwich... ,#,###,#,#
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