stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out