stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out