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@,,,,@@@,, THIS BODY  IS STRESSED AND  I DON'T KNOW @@@,@,,@@@
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,@@,,@@,@@ TRY  TO NUMB ITS WILL  BUT  IT ONLY GETS ,,,@,,@@@,
,@,@,@,@@, MORE FRIGHTENED  BY  ITS  OWN EXISTENCE. @,,@@,@,,@
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@@,,,,,,@@ I PLAY  WITH THE THOUGH OF SEDATING  IT, @,,@,,@@@@
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