stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out