stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out