stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out