stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out