stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out