stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out