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,,,,,&&,,& this  body is stressed  and i don't know ,,&,&,&&,&
&,,,,&,&,& why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i &,&&&&&,&&
,&,,,&&&&& try  to numb its  will  but it only gets &&&,,,,&&,
,&&,,&,,,, more  frightened  by its own  existence. ,,,&,,,&,&
&&,&,&&,,, at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious ,,,&&,,&&&
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,,&&,,&,,& i  play with the though  of sedating it, ,&&&,,,,,&
&,&,&,&&,& but   decide   that   it  will  probably ,&,,&,,,,&
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