stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out