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,,,,,@,@@, THIS BODY IS  STRESSED  AND I DON'T KNOW ,,@,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,@@@ WHY! IT SEEMS  TOO SLOW  FOR MY TASTE? I @,,@,,,,,,
,,,,,,,@,@ TRY  TO NUMB ITS WILL  BUT  IT ONLY GETS @@,,@,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,@ MORE  FRIGHTENED BY  ITS OWN  EXISTENCE. @@@,,@,,,,
,,,,,,,,,@ AT  THIS  POINT A LOT OF MY  SUBCONCIOUS @,@@,,@,,,
,,,,,,,,,,             IS JUST SCREAMS.             ,,@@@,,@,,
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,,,,,,,,,, I  PLAY WITH THE THOUGH  OF SEDATING IT, @,,,@@@,,@
@,,,,,,,,, BUT  DECIDE   THAT   IT  WILL   PROBABLY ,@,,@,@@,,
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@,,@,,,,,, %%   THERE    IS    NO   WAY   OUT    %% ,,,,@,,,@@
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