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@,,@,,@,@@                  stress                  ,,@@@,,@,,
,@,,@,,,@@                  ^^^^^^                  ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,,@,,@,,, this body  is  stressed and i don't know @@,,@,@@,,
,@,,@,,@,, why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i ,@@,,,@@@,
,,@,,@,,@, try  to numb  its  will but it only gets ,@@@,,@,@@
@,,@,,@,,@ more frightened  by its  own  existence. ,@,@@,,,@@
@@,,@,,@,, at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious ,,,@@@,,@,
@@@,,@,,@,             is just screams.             ,,,@,@@,,,
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,,@@@,,@,, i  play with the though of sedating  it, @@,,,@,@@,
,,@,@@,,@, but  decide   that   it   will  probably ,@@,,,,@@@
@,,,@@@,,@                backfire.                 ,@@@,,,@,@
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,@@,,,@@@, **   there    is   no    way    out   ** ,,,@@@,,,@
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