stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out