stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out