stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out