stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out