stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out