stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out