stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out