stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out