stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out