stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out