stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out