stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out