stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out