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¨.~^^$§### orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## along the rusty cargo cars like some ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# species of ferrophage insect. up and #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## down the train, checking bolts, oiling ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### joints, drinking coffee, smoking ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## cigarettes. ##§$^^~.¨¨
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¨¨.~^^$§## ############################## ##§$^^~.¨¨
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¨¨.~^^$§## we were going south through finland at ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# the time, sleeping close to the #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### twenty-something members of the crew, ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## most of which were mechanics, or ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# loaders, with large and hairy hands #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## that could swallow my entire body. and ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### me featuring as the cute and asocial ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## radio operator, stationed in the back ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# of the kilometer-long train, which #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## served me good and well. ##§$^^~.¨¨
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¨¨.~^^$§## and then one night, there's a missile. ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# we would routinely pick up new cars at #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## the tail, and drop some off, as a way ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### of earning some extra money. but a ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## missile, and appearing silently in the ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# middle of the night at that? not #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## entirely... comfortable. ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# many others awake, they know nothing #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## about it, and appear concerned as well. ##§$^^~.¨¨
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¨¨.~^^$§## ############################## ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## when i fall awake in the afternoon, ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### karl is there, smiling at me. "hey ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## boy," he says, "wanna help me make a ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# call?" #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### after he's brought me coffee, i dial ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## the frequency from his notebook, and ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# after a while there's a reply in #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### reply in the same language. even though ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## we both have headphones i can't follow ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# at all, but i hear the word "missile" a #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## few times. ##§$^^~.¨¨
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¨¨.~^^$§## i'm almost snoozing again at the time ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# karl puts down the headphones and slaps #§$^^~.¨¨¨
¨¨.~^^$§## me on my back. "allright boy. i just ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨.~^^$§### sold a missile." he practically beams ###§$^^~.¨
¨¨.~^^$§## at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ##§$^^~.¨¨
¨¨¨.~^^$§# detour?" #§$^^~.¨¨¨
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