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####§$/~,¨ orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ along the rusty cargo cars like some ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ species of ferrophage insect. up and ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ down the train, checking bolts, oiling ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ joints, drinking coffee, smoking ¨,~/$§####
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##§§§$/~,¨ we were going south through finland at ¨,~/$§§§##
####§$/~,¨ the time, sleeping close to the ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ twenty-something members of the crew, ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ most of which were mechanics, or ¨,~/$§####
##§§§$/~,¨ loaders, with large and hairy hands ¨,~/$§§§##
####§$/~,¨ that could swallow my entire body. and ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ me featuring as the cute and asocial ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ radio operator, stationed in the back ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ of the kilometer-long train, which ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ served me good and well. ¨,~/$§####
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####§$/~,¨ and then one night, there's a missile. ¨,~/$§####
###$$/~,,¨ we would routinely pick up new cars at ¨,,~/$$###
####§$/~,¨ the tail, and drop some off, as a way ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ of earning some extra money. but a ¨,~/$§####
###§/,¨¨¨¨ missile, and appearing silently in the ¨¨¨¨,/§###
####§$/~,¨ middle of the night at that? not ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ entirely... comfortable. ¨,~/$§####
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####§$/~,¨ many others awake, they know nothing ¨,~/$§####
#§§//,¨¨¨¨ about it, and appear concerned as well. ¨¨¨¨,//§§#
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#§/,¨¨¨¨¨¨ after he's brought me coffee, i dial ¨¨¨¨¨¨,/§#
####§$/~,¨ the frequency from his notebook, and ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ after a while there's a reply in ¨,~/$§####
###§/,¨¨¨¨ pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ¨¨¨¨,/§###
####§$/~,¨ reply in the same language. even though ¨,~/$§####
#$/~,,,¨¨¨ we both have headphones i can't follow ¨¨¨,,,~/$#
##$$/,¨¨¨¨ at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ¨¨¨¨,/$$##
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####§$/~,¨ i'm almost snoozing again at the time ¨,~/$§####
#§§§$$/~,¨ karl puts down the headphones and slaps ¨,~/$$§§§#
#§§§§$/~,¨ me on my back. "allright boy. i just ¨,~/$§§§§#
####§$/~,¨ sold a missile." he practically beams ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ¨,~/$§####
####§$/~,¨ detour?" ¨,~/$§####
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