¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨¨&¨¨¨&¨&¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨& &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨ ¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&& machine. ¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&& ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ crying for a while. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨& signal being tripped? the connection is ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ imperfect and often induces ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& hollow hunger. sand grains under my &¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨&&&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ &¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ &&¨¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&&
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