växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?