växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?