växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?