växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?