växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?