växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?