växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?