växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?