växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?