växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?