växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?