växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?