växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?