växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?