växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?