växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?