all i  want is eternal bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is   to  be 
 strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes 
  i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking into  the earth's embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves  over me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing    all i 
 want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and 
 have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me 
   i  want to be healed by an  angel 
 or                a                demon