all i want  is eternal  bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is  to   be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes 
   i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly 
 sinking  into  the earth's embrace  
 the  snakes  like  waves  over me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids  closing  all  i 
 want is to be strapped to a  chair,  and 
 have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me 
  i  want to  be  healed by an angel 
 or                a                demon