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&......&&& all i want  is eternal bliss? -----  all .&&.....&&
&&.....&.& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .&&&....&.
&&&......& sleep.   -----  all  i  want  is  to  be .&.&&.....
&.&&.....& strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and ...&&&....
..&&&..... injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ...&.&&...
..&.&&.... -----  gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes &....&&&..
....&&&... -----  i'm on  an  astral  plane, slowly &&...&.&&.
....&.&&.. sinking  into the  earth's embrace ----- .&&....&&&
&.....&&&. the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ----- .&&&...&.&
&&....&.&& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .&.&&....&
.&&.....&& rain ----- eyelids  closing -----  all i ...&&&...&
.&&&....&. want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and ...&.&&...
.&.&&..... have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me .....&&&..
...&&&.... ----- i  want to be  healed by an  angel .....&.&&.
...&.&&... or                a                demon .......&&&
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