¨¨§¨§§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§
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§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨                 ¨¨%@%¨¨                  ¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨             ¨^*£@######@£*^¨             §¨§§§§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨¨§§§§¨         ¨¨¨^^«£# dreams #£«^^¨¨¨         §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨§¨             ¨^*£@######@£*^¨             ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§                 ¨¨%@%¨¨                  §§¨§§¨§§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§§¨¨§                   ¨^¨                    §¨§§¨§¨§§¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨                ¨%§###§%¨                 §§¨§§§§¨§§
§¨§¨¨§§§§¨                    ¨^¨                   ¨§§¨¨¨§§¨§
§§§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨         internal visionary state         §§§¨§§§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§§¨§§§§§§§            the spirit travels            ¨§¨§¨§¨§§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          §§§§§§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨             ¨^*£@######@£*^¨             ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§§                   ¨«¨                    ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§§¨¨§§¨§§                  a cost                  ¨¨¨§§§§§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§§¨§                (anecdote)                ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§§§§¨§§§                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                    ^^                    §¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨¨ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§ everything is  completely calm and  dead ¨§§§§§§¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨§§¨§¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§¨§§§¨ slowly  start   to  piece  together   my §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
§§§§§§¨¨§§        consciousness and my body.        §¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨§§§§¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel §¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨§§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨                    ¨¨                    ¨§§§¨§§¨§¨
§§§§§§¨§§¨                                          §¨¨§§¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§ there  are circles and crosses inscribed §¨§¨§§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ all over  my  vision, pressing in, being §§§§¨§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨ almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ¨¨¨§§§§§§§
¨¨§¨¨§§§¨§    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨§¨¨§§§ grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§¨§§§¨§¨¨§ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, §¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨§§§¨§§ forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and §§§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨§            doing damage there.           ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§§
§§§§¨§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§¨§§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§§§§¨§§ then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything §¨§§¨§§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨§      because there's something there     §§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
¨§§¨¨§¨§§§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨§§¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨§¨§§§¨¨§ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's §¨§§§¨§¨§¨
§§§§¨¨§¨§¨         particular microtonality.        §§¨¨§§§§§§
¨¨¨§¨§§§§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§                    ^^                    §§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨§§¨§§§¨ my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§              almost mocking.             ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨§§§§§¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨§ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§§§§ relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ¨§¨§¨§¨§§§
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨§    lights on does nothing... getting     §§§§§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§§¨§¨§¨§ does  noting...  but  time does -  after ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§
§¨¨§§§§§§§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ doubting  anything of  this happened  in ¨¨¨§§§¨§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨             the first place.             ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. §¨§§§§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨¨§§§§¨ i    don't    know   what    to    make. §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§              but i'm tired.              §§¨§§¨§§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§§¨¨§                     ¨                    §¨§§¨§¨§§¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨                  ^^«*«^^                 §§¨§§§§¨§§
§¨§¨¨§§§§¨                     ¨                    ¨§§¨¨¨§§¨§
§§§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨ this can happen if you wander  too  far, §§§¨§§§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§§¨§§§§§§§              when dreaming?              ¨§¨§¨§¨§§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ i  imagine a  prick on the  nose, that's §§§§§§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ what these are.  like you do with a  cat ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§§ who  comes to close to your  sandwich... ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§§¨¨§§¨§§                                          ¨¨¨§§§§§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§§§§¨§§§                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          §¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§§¨¨¨