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&,&&&,&&,&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &&,&,&,&,,
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,&,&,&&,,,            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            &,,,,,,&&,
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,&,&&&&&&&                  A COST                  &,&,&,,&,&
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,&&,,,,&&,                    ^^                    ,,,&,&,,,,
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&&&,,&&&&, I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND   FOR  A  SECOND ,&,,,&,,,&
,,&,&,,,&, EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD &&,,&&,,&,
,&&&&,,&&& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,,&,&,,, SLOWLY   START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER  MY &&&&&&&,&,
&,,&&&&,,&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        ,,,,,,&&&&
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&&&,,&&&&, THEN  THE   FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL ,,,,&&,,,&
,,&,&,,,&&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.    ,,,&,&,,&,
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&,,&&&,&,,                                          &&,,&,&&&&
&,&,,&&&,, THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ,&,&&&,,,,
&&&,&,,&,& ALL OVER MY VISION,  PRESSING  IN, BEING &&&,,&,,,&
,,&&&,&&&, ALMOST HOSTILE.  I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ,,&,&&,,&,
,&,,&&,,&,    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     ,&&&,&,&&,
&&,&,&,&&, GRINDING  TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE &,,&&&&,&,
,&&&&&&,&& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I  CAN'T  HIDE FROM, &,&,,,&&&&
&,,,,,&&,& FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND,  AND &&&,,&,,,&
&,,,,&,&&,           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            ,,&,&&,,&,
&,,,&&&,&&                                          ,&&&,&,&&&
&,,&,,&&,& THEN  I REALIZE  I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING &,,&&&&,,,
&,&&,&,&&,      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     &,&,,,&,,&
&&,&&&&,&,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &&&,,&&,&,
,&&,,,&&&& RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ,,&,&,&&&&
&,&,,&,,,,         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ,&&&&&,,,&
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,,&&,&,,,&                    ^^                    &,,,&&,&&&
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&&&,,&,&&, MY  SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S &,&&&,&,&&
,,&,&&&,&&             ALMOST MOCKING.              &&,,&&&&,,
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&,,&,&,&,, I  FEEL  HELPLESS, BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO &&&&,,&&,,
&,&&&&&&,& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON  THE FLOOR SEARCHING ,,,&,&,&,&
&&,,,,,&&& RELIEF, SUCH  IS MY NATURE. TURNING  THE ,,&&&&&&&,
,&,,,,&,,&    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     ,&,,,,,,&&
&&,,,&&,&&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &&,,,,,&,&
,&,,&,&&,, DOES  NOTING... BUT TIME  DOES  -  AFTER ,&,,,,&&&,
&&,&&&,&,,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &&,,,&,,&,
,&&,,&&&,, DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF  THIS HAPPENED IN ,&,,&&,&&&
&,&,&,,&,&             THE FIRST PLACE.             &&,&,&&,,&
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,,,,&&,,&, MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE  THOUGH, SCARED. &,,,&&&&&&
,,,&,&,&&, I   DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. &,,&,,,,,&
,,&&&&&,&&                                          &,&&,,,,&&
,&,,,,&&,,              BUT I'M TIRED.              &&,&,,,&,&
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&&,&,,,&&&                 ^^=*=^^                  &,&&&&,,,,
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&,&&&,&&,& THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU WANDER TOO  FAR, &&,&,&,&,,
&&,,&&,&&& I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE SO  RECKLESS ,&&&&&&&,&
,&,&,&&,,,              WHEN DREAMING?              &,,,,,,&&,
&&&&&,&,,& I  IMAGINE  A PRICK ON  THE NOSE, THAT'S &,,,,,&,&,
,,,,&&&,&& WHAT  THESE ARE. LIKE  YOU DO WITH A CAT &,,,,&&&&&
,,,&,,&&,, WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... &,,,&,,,,&
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