SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME  AND  I KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT   FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN  SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY  IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO GIVE ME  AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY  WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT   ABLAZE   ALL  AT   ONCE,  THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.