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§¨¨§¨§§§§§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§
¨§¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          §§§¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§§§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§§¨§§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          §¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
§§§¨§§§¨§¨ something's  inside of  me  and  i  know ¨§¨§§§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§§ this  because  of   how  nice  it  feels ¨§§§¨¨§§§§
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
§§¨§§§§§§¨ \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ¨¨§¨§§§§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          §¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨¨§ there are brown spots on my hands.  they §§§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨§    are moving, growing, disappearing,    §¨¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§ appearing again. this is  almost erotic. ¨§¨§§§¨§§§
§¨¨§§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§§§¨¨§§¨¨
§§¨§¨§§¨§§ there is a spy in my eyes, installed  to §§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§§§¨§§¨ identify these  spots  and to give me an §¨§¨§§§§§§
¨§§¨¨¨§§¨§     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨§§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§¨§§§¨ when  i gather all my willpower, and set ¨§§¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨§ it  ablaze  all   at   once,  the   most ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨§¨§¨§ resistance i can muster is indifference. ¨§§§§§§§§¨
¨§¨§¨§§§§§                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§§§§§§¨¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§