SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE   OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN  SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS  IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED  TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO GIVE ME  AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL  MY WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE  ALL   AT   ONCE,  THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.