växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?