växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?