växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?