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,@@@@,@@@, orange-clad train-climber crew, moving @,@,@@,,,,
,@,,,@@,,@ along the rusty cargo cars like some @@@@@,@,,,
,@@,,@,@,@ species of ferrophage insect. up and @,,,,@@@,,
,@,@,@@@@@ down the train, checking bolts, oiling ,@,,,@,,@,
,@@@@@,,,, joints, drinking coffee, smoking ,@@,,@@,@@
@@,,,,@,,, cigarettes. @@,@,@,@@,
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,@@@,,@,@, ############################## @@@,,,,,@@
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@,@,@@@,,, we were going south through finland at @@,@@,,,@@
,@@@@,,@,, the time, sleeping close to the @,@@,@,,@,
,@,,,@,@@, furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ,@@,@@@,@@
@@@,,@@@,@ twenty-something members of the crew, @@,@@,,@@,
@,,@,@,,@@ most of which were mechanics, or @,@@,@,@,@
,@,@@@@,@, loaders, with large and hairy hands ,@@,@@@@@@
@@@@,,,@@@ that could swallow my entire body. and @@,@@,,,,,
@,,,@,,@,, me featuring as the cute and asocial @,@@,@,,,,
@@,,@@,@@, radio operator, stationed in the back ,@@,@@@,,,
@,@,@,@@,@ of the kilometer-long train, which ,@,@@,,@,,
@@@@@@@,@@ served me good and well. ,@@@,@,@@,
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,@,,,,,@,@ and then one night, there's a missile. ,@@,@,,,@@
@@@,,,,@@@ we would routinely pick up new cars at @@,@@@,,@,
@,,@,,,@,, the tail, and drop some off, as a way ,,@@,,@,@@
,@,@@,,@@, of earning some extra money. but a ,,@,@,@@@,
,@@@,@,@,@ missile, and appearing silently in the ,,@@@@@,,@
@@,,@@@@@@ middle of the night at that? not @,@,,,,@,@
,,@,@,,,,, entirely... comfortable. ,@@@,,,@@@
@,@@@@,,,, ,@,,@,,@,,
@@@,,,@,,, i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ,@@,@@,@@,
@,,@,,@@,, many others awake, they know nothing @@,@@,@@,@
,@,@@,@,@, about it, and appear concerned as well. ,,@@,@@,@@
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@@@,@@@@,, when i fall awake in the afternoon, @@@,,@,@@,
@,,@@,,,@, karl is there, smiling at me. "hey @,,@,@@@,@
,@,@,@,,@@ boy," he says, "wanna help me make a @@,@@@,,@@
@@@@@@@,@, call?" ,,@@,,@,@,
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,@,,,,,@,, after he's brought me coffee, i dial @,@@@@@,,,
,@@,,,,@@, the frequency from his notebook, and @@@,,,,@,,
,@,@,,,@,@ after a while there's a reply in ,,,@,,,@@,
,@@@@,,@@@ pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ,,,@@,,@,@
@@,,,@,@,, reply in the same language. even though @,,@,@,@@@
,,@,,@@@@, we both have headphones i can't follow ,@,@@@@@,,
,,@@,@,,,@ at all, but i hear the word "missile" a @@@@,,,,@,
,,@,@@@,,@ few times. ,,,,@,,,@@
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@@@,,@,@@@ i'm almost snoozing again at the time @,,,@,@,@@
,,,@,@@@,, karl puts down the headphones and slaps @@,,@@@@@,
,,,@@@,,@, me on my back. "allright boy. i just @,@,@,,,,@
@,,@,,@,@@ sold a missile." he practically beams ,@@@@@,,,@
,@,@@,@@@, at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ,@,,,,@,,@
@@@@,@@,,@ detour?" ,@@,,,@@,@
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