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#§%*/~,...                                          ...,~/*%§#
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%*/~,..... the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with .....,~/*%
*/~,...... the world"   - in  a  very profound way, ......,~/*
/~,.......   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   .......,~/
~,........ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, ........,~
,.........                numb to it                .........,
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,.........  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   .........,
~,........      relieve the growing tension and     ........,~
/~,.......             disillusionment              .......,~/
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%*/~,..... that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .....,~/*%
§%*/~,....  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ....,~/*%§
#§%*/~,... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ...,~/*%§#
@#§%*/~,..    confirmation. something really ,is,   ..,~/*%§#@
#@#§%*/~,. there. what it is  is not that important .,~/*%§#@#
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