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#@¶&§†^~:¨ the feeling  fo "somethign is wrong with ¨:~^†§&¶@#
¶&§^^^~::¨ the world"   - in a very  profound  way, ¨::~^^^§&¶
@¶¶&§†^~:¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨:~^†§&¶¶@
@¶&†~¨¨¨¨¨ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, ¨¨¨¨¨~†&¶@
¶§§§†^::¨¨                numb to it                ¨¨::^†§§§¶
#@¶&§†^~:¨                                          ¨:~^†§&¶@#
¶¶§§^::¨¨¨  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ¨¨¨::^§§¶¶
#@¶&§†^~:¨      relieve the growing tension and     ¨:~^†§&¶@#
¶&†^::¨¨¨¨             disillusionment              ¨¨¨¨::^†&¶
#@¶&§†^~:¨                                          ¨:~^†§&¶@#
#@¶&§†^~:¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨:~^†§&¶@#
¶¶&†^~~¨¨¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¨¨¨~~^†&¶¶
@&&&§†^~:¨ horror   stories   even   -   there   is ¨:~^†§&&&@
#@¶&§†^~:¨    confirmation. something really :is:   ¨:~^†§&¶@#
#@¶&§†^~:¨ there. what it is  is not that important ¨:~^†§&¶@#
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