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##&$%\~:,, the  feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ,,:~\%$&##
###&$%\~:, the  world"  - in a very  profound  way, ,:~\%$&###
##&$%\~:,,   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ,,:~\%$&##
###&$%\~:, never dissipated. just  grew used to it, ,:~\%$&###
##&$%\~:,,                numb to it                ,,:~\%$&##
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##&$%\~:,,   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ,,:~\%$&##
###&$%\~:,     relieve the growing tension and      ,:~\%$&###
##&$%\~:,,             disillusionment              ,,:~\%$&##
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##&$%\~:,, that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ,,:~\%$&##
###&$%\~:,  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ,:~\%$&###
##&$%\~:,, horror   stories   even   -   there   is ,,:~\%$&##
###&$%\~:,    confirmation. something really :is:   ,:~\%$&###
##&$%\~:,, there. what it is is not  that important ,,:~\%$&##
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