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,,,,,/†&&& the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with &&&†/,,,,,
,,,,=†††&& the  world"   - in a very  profound way, &&†††=,,,,
,,=/†&&#@#   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   #@#&&†/=,,
,,=/†&&#@# never dissipated. just grew  used to it, #@#&&†/=,,
,,,,,,,=†&                numb to it                &†=,,,,,,,
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,,=/†&&#@#   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  #@#&&†/=,,
,,=/†&&#@#     relieve the growing tension and      #@#&&†/=,,
,,=/†&&@##              disillusionment             ##@&&†/=,,
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,,=/†&&@## that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ##@&&†/=,,
,,,,//&&##  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ##&&//,,,,
,,,,,=†&## horror   stories   even   -   there   is ##&†=,,,,,
,,=/†&#@##    confirmation. something really ,is,   ##@#&†/=,,
,,,,,,,/†& there.  what it is is not that important &†/,,,,,,,
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