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##*-,.....                                          .....,-*##
###*-..... the feeling fo "somethign is  wrong with .....-*###
###*\,.... the  world"  - in  a very  profound way, ....,\*###
#@##$*\-,.   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   .,-\*$##@#
####$*\-,. never dissipated.  just grew used to it, .,-\*$####
#@##$*\-,.                numb to it                .,-\*$##@#
#$$\-.....                                          .....-\$$#
#@##$*\-,.  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   .,-\*$##@#
#@##$*\-,.      relieve the growing tension and     .,-\*$##@#
##*-......              disillusionment             ......-*##
@#$\-.....                                          .....-\$#@
@###$*\-,. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .,-\*$###@
####$*\-,.  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .,-\*$####
#@##$*\-,. horror   stories   even   -   there   is .,-\*$##@#
##*\,.....   confirmation. something really ,is,    .....,\*##
####$*\-,. there. what  it is is not that important .,-\*$####
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