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,,»/†$£¶@# slower as it goes. equisetum grow just #@¶£$†/»,,
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.¨....-~*# ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an #*~-....¨.
,..,~-=†£# orange tin radio and a translucent #£†=-~,..,
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.,~:%*#@## through the ground just how large it is. ##@#*%:~,.
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,,¨,¨,¨~*¤ to get up, still looking at the ¤*~¨,¨,¨,,
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...,,,*%¤# backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my #¤%*,,,...
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¨..,*//%£# clay figure i've never seen before. it #£%//*,..¨
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.,,,\$%£*@ my mom is here now. i ask her for some @*£%$\,,,.
,~«===$#£# particle board for it to dry on, but #£#$===«~,
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.~~:§£¤@## throw it away. ##@¤£§:~~.
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