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,£§@#¨,#.¤ pine arcades that were planted and §¨¨#,¨@.¤£
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£¨¤§§£@&,, they had been a swampworld with sylvan @¨#&.#.#,@
,#§....¨¤, water, stone rings and floating moss. ,¤#,@§#@#&
@¤¨§¨,¨¨&§ you could've found me wallowing around #¤¨£#,,.¨.
§¨@##,,,#, on the southern shores until i got &.£&.¤,,,,
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#¨£@¨¨&£.¨ ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an .§§¤¤&§@,§
¨,@,#,§, orange tin radio and a translucent &&.,¨¨,¨§£
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#¨.,£,§@,¨ invisible to my eyes but i can feel #¤¨¤,£¤§&¤
.#¨,#&&.&¨ through the ground just how large it is. ¨¨¤¤§£,¨¨.
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.#@#.¨§£¤, to get up, still looking at the #¤¤¨#,@,#¨
¨#,.@.¤,.# direction of sound rather than at my ¨.¨£¤#¤§¤@
@&&¨£&&@,# hands, who are busy putting things in £,¨¤.¨,,¨.
#,.#@..,&@ my pockets. ¨#¨#§,¨...
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§.£.#@£&&¨ clearing where you at first can spot ¨@¨¤¨&¨££.
£¤#¤§.¨.¨# the house, not yet really in the ,#§££@¤&,§
¨,¨,,£,.,¤ backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my ¨£¨,,,¨,§@
§¨¨.¨##,,¤ radio (now dented) but also a small £§§,¨¨,,§¨
##.,.&.§¨& clay figure i've never seen before. it §.¨§¨..¨§§
..¤¨¨§&@#& must have been laying in the wet dirt, #&.§¤..,&¨
¨¨££¨#,¨¨. and i must've picked it up with my &,¤#,¤.¨£#
&,@.@§¤¨,, other belongings. ¤#§.£££,&,
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.,,¨¨§&§¨& on her stomach, feet in the air, ,#¨§§§@@§,
,.,¨¨§.,&¤ roughly seven centimeters long. it's @¤£&.,¨¨.£
§¨,,¨§£.¤, freshly made, not yet completely dried. .,,,£¨¨¨.@
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§§£¨¨§¤@,¨ my mom is here now. i ask her for some £,.¨§.&.¨#
,,,&,§¨.§, particle board for it to dry on, but ¨§,¨§&§&,£
¤¨,¤££@¨@# she is worried and wants me to &@£,£¨¨¨£&
.@¨&.¨.§§¨ throw it away. ...¤#¤¨,§,
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