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,,,,,,,,,, [god, alien] who would bestow upon me ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, some incredible power that will set ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, everything right forever. what i don't ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: know is that this happens multiple :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,:«:*$§# however they have already erased my #§$*:«:,,,
,,:«:*$§## memory of the encounter and moved on. ##§$*:«:,,
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