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@§††~.,,,, I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,,,,.~††§@
@§††††;~., HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ,.~;††††§@
###@§†;~., DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,.~;†§@###
@@†;;.,,,, THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ,,,,.;;†@@
###@§†;~., THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~.,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,.~;†§@###
@§§†;~,,,, ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ,,,,~;†§§@
#@††††;~., HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,.~;††††@#
###@§†;~., LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ,.~;†§@###
#§;;~~,,,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,,~~;;§#
#@@†;.,,,, ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,.;†@@#
###@§†;~.,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,.~;†§@###
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@†;;..,,,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,,..;;†@
@†;;..,,,, INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN ,,,,..;;†@
###@§†;~., THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~.,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,.~;†§@###
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###@§†;~., IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ,.~;†§@###
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###@§†;~., IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,.~;†§@###
###@§†;~., NOW  AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ,.~;†§@###
#@@§††;~.,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,.~;††§@@#
#@§;~.,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,.~;§@#
@††;.,,,,, AND IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,,,,.;††@
##§§;~,,,, SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,,~;§§##
#§§;;;~.,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,.~;;;§§#
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