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#¶¤£§\«,,, i   was   thinking    to   stop    doing ,,,«\§£¤¶#
¶¤£§\«,,,, hallucinogens  in  the  winter because i ,,,,«\§£¤¶
#¶¤£§\«,,, do not know how  useful  they have  been ,,,«\§£¤¶#
##¶¤£§\«,, anyway?  i  get  so  tense when  i  take ,,«\§£¤¶##
###¶¤£§\«, them, the last  few times  at least, and ,«\§£¤¶###
##¶¤£§\«,, there are plenty of side  effects that i ,,«\§£¤¶##
#¶¤£§\«,,, really do not  like, and there  will  be ,,,«\§£¤¶#
¶¤£§\«,,,,   associations with these mini-anxiety   ,,,,«\§£¤¶
#¶¤£§\«,,, attacks  with   random  things   that  i ,,,«\§£¤¶#
##¶¤£§\«,, happen to  see...  for  example,  for  a ,,«\§£¤¶##
###¶¤£§\«, long time  i could  not  see  a  certain ,«\§£¤¶###
##¶¤£§\«,, kind of  leaf  without  getting  anxious ,,«\§£¤¶##
#¶¤£§\«,,, ... and  i should avoid to  ruin all the ,,,«\§£¤¶#
¶¤£§\«,,,,            seasons this way.             ,,,,«\§£¤¶
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##¶¤£§\«,,    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ,,«\§£¤¶##
#¶¤£§\«,,, increased or  at least  the  burn-ins in ,,,«\§£¤¶#
¶¤£§\«,,,, the   eyes,   and  sometimes  stuff   is ,,,,«\§£¤¶
#¶¤£§\«,,, breathing  now,  they  did   not  do  it ,,,«\§£¤¶#
##¶¤£§\«,, before. but maybe i  just drank too much ,,«\§£¤¶##
###¶¤£§\«, coffee. maybe i'm scared and  making all ,«\§£¤¶###
##¶¤£§\«,,             these things up.             ,,«\§£¤¶##
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##¶¤£§\«,, it  comes  to  me  sometimes that  shit, ,,«\§£¤¶##
###¶¤£§\«, what a load of  concepts this  "reality" ,«\§£¤¶###
##¶¤£§\«,, consists  of,  and how  vague  they  are ,,«\§£¤¶##
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##¶¤£§\«,, if  i  do  not sleep  for  about  twenty ,,«\§£¤¶##
###¶¤£§\«, hours, it will  no longer be dark when i ,«\§£¤¶###
##¶¤£§\«,, close  my  eyes,   not  actually   cev's ,,«\§£¤¶##
#¶¤£§\«,,, though, rather just  fields and  motion. ,,,«\§£¤¶#
¶¤£§\«,,,, now  and then i hear this sound (a  real ,,,,«\§£¤¶
#¶¤£§\«,,,    sound (i think)), resembling some     ,,,«\§£¤¶#
##¶¤£§\«,,  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ,,«\§£¤¶##
###¶¤£§\«, and  it  is  always unpleasant, i become ,«\§£¤¶###
##¶¤£§\«,, so stressful, but  i think  it has to do ,,«\§£¤¶##
#¶¤£§\«,,,        with the novelty. i hope.         ,,,«\§£¤¶#
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