##@¶§§^/:,                                          ,:/^§§¶@##
#@¶§§^/:,,                                          ,,:/^§§¶@#
@¶§§^/:,,,                                          ,,,:/^§§¶@
¶§§^/:,,,,                                          ,,,,:/^§§¶
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
§^/:,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,:/^§
§§^/:,,,,,                    EH                    ,,,,,:/^§§
¶§§^/:,,,,                                          ,,,,:/^§§¶
@¶§§^/:,,,                    ~                     ,,,:/^§§¶@
#@¶§§^/:,,                                          ,,:/^§§¶@#
##@¶§§^/:, I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ,:/^§§¶@##
#@¶§§^/:,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ,,:/^§§¶@#
@¶§§^/:,,, DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,,:/^§§¶@
¶§§^/:,,,, ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,:/^§§¶
§§^/:,,,,, THEM,  THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,,,,:/^§§
§^/:,,,,,, THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,,,:/^§
§§^/:,,,,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL  BE ,,,,,:/^§§
¶§§^/:,,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,:/^§§¶
@¶§§^/:,,, ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,,,:/^§§¶@
#@¶§§^/:,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,:/^§§¶@#
##@¶§§^/:, LONG  TIME I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ,:/^§§¶@##
#@¶§§^/:,, KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,:/^§§¶@#
@¶§§^/:,,, ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,:/^§§¶@
¶§§^/:,,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,,,,:/^§§¶
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
§^/:,,,,,,                     ~                    ,,,,,,:/^§
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
¶§§^/:,,,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,,:/^§§¶
@¶§§^/:,,, INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,,,:/^§§¶@
#@¶§§^/:,, THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ,,:/^§§¶@#
##@¶§§^/:, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,:/^§§¶@##
#@¶§§^/:,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ,,:/^§§¶@#
@¶§§^/:,,, COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,:/^§§¶@
¶§§^/:,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,:/^§§¶
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
§^/:,,,,,,                    ~                     ,,,,,,:/^§
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
¶§§^/:,,,, IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,,:/^§§¶
@¶§§^/:,,, WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,:/^§§¶@
#@¶§§^/:,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,:/^§§¶@#
##@¶§§^/:,                                          ,:/^§§¶@##
#@¶§§^/:,,                    ~                     ,,:/^§§¶@#
@¶§§^/:,,,                                          ,,,:/^§§¶@
¶§§^/:,,,, IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,:/^§§¶
§§^/:,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ,,,,,:/^§§
§^/:,,,,,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,,,,,:/^§
§§^/:,,,,, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,,,,,:/^§§
¶§§^/:,,,, NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ,,,,:/^§§¶
@¶§§^/:,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,:/^§§¶@
#@¶§§^/:,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,:/^§§¶@#
##@¶§§^/:, AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,:/^§§¶@##
#@¶§§^/:,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO ,,:/^§§¶@#
@¶§§^/:,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,:/^§§¶@
¶§§^/:,,,,                                          ,,,,:/^§§¶
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
§^/:,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,:/^§
§§^/:,,,,,                                          ,,,,,:/^§§
¶§§^/:,,,,                                          ,,,,:/^§§¶