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¨##¨¨¨¨#¨¨ I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ##¨¨#¨####
##¨#¨¨¨##¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I #¨#¨###¨¨¨
#¨###¨¨#¨# DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN #####¨¨#¨¨
###¨¨#¨### ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨#¨##¨
#¨¨#¨###¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST,  AND #¨¨¨¨###¨#
¨#¨###¨¨#¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ##¨¨¨#¨¨##
####¨¨#¨## REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE ¨¨#¨¨##¨#¨
#¨¨¨#¨###¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #¨##¨#¨###
¨#¨¨###¨¨# ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ¨##¨####¨¨
¨##¨#¨¨#¨# HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ##¨##¨¨¨#¨
¨#¨###¨### LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN #¨##¨#¨¨##
####¨¨##¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ¨##¨###¨#¨
#¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨ ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ##¨##¨¨###
¨#¨¨######             SEASONS THIS WAY.            #¨##¨#¨#¨¨
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¨¨¨¨#¨##¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨#¨####¨¨#
#¨¨¨###¨#¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ####¨¨¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨¨### THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ¨¨¨¨#¨¨###
###¨##¨#¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT #¨¨¨##¨#¨¨
#¨¨##¨###¨ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨#¨¨#¨###¨
##¨#¨##¨¨# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ###¨###¨¨#
¨¨####¨#¨#             THESE THINGS UP.             #¨¨##¨¨#¨#
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¨##¨###¨#¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ####¨¨¨¨##
##¨##¨¨### WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" #¨¨¨#¨¨¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨#¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE ¨#¨¨##¨¨##
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#¨¨¨###¨¨# IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY #####¨¨¨¨¨
##¨¨#¨¨#¨# HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨¨
#¨#¨##¨### CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨##¨¨¨
#####¨##¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. #¨¨¨¨#¨#¨¨
#¨¨¨¨##¨#¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A  REAL ¨#¨¨¨####¨
##¨¨¨#¨###     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨##¨¨#¨¨¨#
¨¨#¨¨###¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨#¨#¨##¨¨#
#¨##¨#¨¨#¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨#####¨#¨#
¨##¨###¨## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO  DO ¨#¨¨¨¨####
##¨##¨¨##¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ###¨¨¨#¨¨¨
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