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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
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           still unknown to me, other  than through           
             dreams*. apparently made for making              
           holes. they  may be dark and monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?          ,
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    ,      *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
       .        glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted before your eyes -  turning to           
           ash,  but  there's no flame. you hold it           
           up  to  your  nose, suck  it in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to  the   balcony.           
                                                              
           here  on the fifth  floor,  with a  view           
           over  the  parking   lot,  things  start           
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed    ¨        
           into  each other. creases  are flattened           
           out, distances  disappear, the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly light  falls  on  the  edge  of           
           everything rather  than the surface:  it           
   ^               all goes completely dark.            §     
                                                              
                                                              
                                                              
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