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¤¤¤..¤.¤¤. i was thinking to stop doing ...¤.¤¤...
¤.¤¤...¤¤¤ hallucinogens in the winter because i .....¤¤¤..
..¤¤¤..¤.¤ do not know how useful they have been ¤....¤.¤¤.
..¤.¤¤...¤ anyway? i get so tense when i take .¤.....¤¤¤
¤...¤¤¤..¤ them, the last few times at least, and ..¤....¤.¤
¤¤..¤.¤¤.. there are plenty of side effects that i ¤..¤.....¤
.¤¤...¤¤¤. really do not like, and there will be ¤¤..¤....¤
.¤¤¤..¤.¤¤ associations with these mini-anxiety ¤¤¤..¤....
.¤.¤¤...¤¤ attacks with random things that i ¤.¤¤..¤...
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...¤.¤¤... long time i could not see a certain ..¤.¤¤..¤.
.....¤¤¤.. kind of leaf without getting anxious ....¤¤¤..¤
¤....¤.¤¤. ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¤...¤.¤¤..
.¤.....¤¤¤ seasons this way. .¤....¤¤¤.
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¤¤¤..¤.... hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¤¤¤..¤....
¤.¤¤..¤... increased or at least the burn-ins in ¤.¤¤..¤...
..¤¤¤..¤.. the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ..¤¤¤..¤..
..¤.¤¤..¤. breathing now, they did not do it ..¤.¤¤..¤.
....¤¤¤..¤ before. but maybe i just drank too much ....¤¤¤..¤
¤...¤.¤¤.. coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ....¤.¤¤..
.¤....¤¤¤. these things up. ......¤¤¤.
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¤¤¤..¤.... it comes to me sometimes that shit, ...¤......
¤.¤¤..¤... what a load of concepts this "reality" ....¤.....
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......¤¤¤. if i do not sleep for about twenty .¤.......¤
¤.....¤.¤¤ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ..¤.......
.¤......¤¤ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¤..¤......
..¤.....¤. though, rather just fields and motion. ¤¤..¤.....
...¤...... now and then i hear this sound (a real ¤¤¤..¤....
....¤..... sound (i think)), resembling some ¤.¤¤..¤...
.....¤.... "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ..¤¤¤..¤..
......¤... and it is always unpleasant, i become ..¤.¤¤..¤.
.......¤.. so stressful, but i think it has to do ....¤¤¤..¤
¤.......¤. with the novelty. i hope. ....¤.¤¤..
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