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¨¨,~;^*### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ###*^;~,¨¨
¨¨¨,~;^*## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##*^;~,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,~;^*# THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #*^;~,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,~;^* THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I *^;~,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,~;^ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ^;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~; ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨,~;^ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ^;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨,~;^ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ^;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~; BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~; CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~; NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ;~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,~;^* "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. *^;~,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,~;^*# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #*^;~,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,~;^*## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##*^;~,¨¨¨
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