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&$†~:¨¨¨¨¨ I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ¨¨¨¨¨:~†$&
#&&$†††~:¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ¨:~†††$&&#
##@&&$†~:¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ¨:~†$&&@##
###@&&†~:¨ ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨:~†&&@###
@&&&††~:¨¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨:~††&&&@
#&&&&$†~:¨ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨:~†$&&&&#
###&&$†~:¨ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ¨:~†$&&###
@&&&&$†~:¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨:~†$&&&&@
##@&&$†~:¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨:~†$&&@##
&&$$$~~¨¨¨ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ¨¨¨~~$$$&&
&&&$†:¨¨¨¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨¨¨¨:†$&&&
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#&&&$~:¨¨¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨¨¨:~$&&&#
##@&&$†~:¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨:~†$&&@##
@@@&&$†~:¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ¨:~†$&&@@@
##@&&$†~:¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ¨:~†$&&@##
@@&&&$†~:¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨:~†$&&&@@
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##@&&$†~:¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS  "REALITY" ¨:~†$&&@##
&&&$~:¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨:~$&&&
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&$~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~$&
##@&&$†~:¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨:~†$&&@##
###@&$†~:¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨:~†$&@###
&&$$~¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨~$$&&
@&$$~¨¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨~$$&@
##@&&$†~:¨ AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨:~†$&&@##
##@&&$†~:¨ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO DO ¨:~†$&&@##
@@&&&$†~:¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨:~†$&&&@@
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