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..«;$§@@@# eh #@@@§$;«..
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..«;$§@@@# i was thinking to stop doing #@@@§$;«..
....;$$@@@ hallucinogens in the winter because i @@@$$;....
..«;$§@@@@ do not know how useful they have been @@@@§$;«..
..«;$§@@@# anyway? i get so tense when i take #@@@§$;«..
.«;$§@@@## them, the last few times at least, and ##@@@§$;«.
..«;$§@@@# there are plenty of side effects that i #@@@§$;«..
..«;$§@@## really do not like, and there will be ##@@§$;«..
..«;$§@@## associations with these mini-anxiety ##@@§$;«..
......«$§@ attacks with random things that i @§$«......
..«;$§@@## happen to see... for example, for a ##@@§$;«..
.....««$@@ long time i could not see a certain @@$««.....
..«;$@@@## kind of leaf without getting anxious ##@@@$;«..
..«;$§@@## ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ##@@§$;«..
..«;$$§§§@ seasons this way. @§§§$$;«..
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..«««;$§@@ hmm, recently my visual phenomena @@§$;«««..
.....«$$§@ increased or at least the burn-ins in @§$$«.....
....««$§@@ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is @@§$««....
..«;;;$§@@ breathing now, they did not do it @@§$;;;«..
..«;$§@@@# before. but maybe i just drank too much #@@@§$;«..
..«;$§@@@# coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all #@@@§$;«..
.....«$@@@ these things up. @@@$«.....
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..«;$@@@## it comes to me sometimes that shit, ##@@@$;«..
......;;§@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @§;;......
..«;$§@@@# consists of, and how vague they are #@@@§$;«..
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..«;$§@@@@ if i do not sleep for about twenty @@@@§$;«..
..«;$§@@@@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i @@@@§$;«..
..«;$§@@@@ close my eyes, not actually cev's @@@@§$;«..
......«$@@ though, rather just fields and motion. @@$«......
..«;;$§§@@ now and then i hear this sound (a real @@§§$;;«..
..«;$§@@@# sound (i think)), resembling some #@@@§$;«..
....«;$@@@ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. @@@$;«....
.......;$@ and it is always unpleasant, i become @$;.......
..«;$§@@@# so stressful, but i think it has to do #@@@§$;«..
.......;§@ with the novelty. i hope. @§;.......
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