..~-*$¤#@# #@#¤$*-~..
.~-*$¤#@## ##@#¤$*-~.
..~-*$¤#@# #@#¤$*-~..
...~-*$¤#@ @#¤$*-~...
....~-*$¤# #¤$*-~....
.....~-*$¤ ¤$*-~.....
......~-*$ eh $*-~......
.......~-* *-~.......
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.......~-* *-~.......
......~-*$ i was thinking to stop doing $*-~......
.....~-*$¤ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¤$*-~.....
....~-*$¤# do not know how useful they have been #¤$*-~....
...~-*$¤#@ anyway? i get so tense when i take @#¤$*-~...
..~-*$¤#@# them, the last few times at least, and #@#¤$*-~..
.~-*$¤#@## there are plenty of side effects that i ##@#¤$*-~.
..~-*$¤#@# really do not like, and there will be #@#¤$*-~..
...~-*$¤#@ associations with these mini-anxiety @#¤$*-~...
....~-*$¤# attacks with random things that i #¤$*-~....
.....~-*$¤ happen to see... for example, for a ¤$*-~.....
......~-*$ long time i could not see a certain $*-~......
.......~-* kind of leaf without getting anxious *-~.......
........~- ... and i should avoid to ruin all the -~........
.......~-* seasons this way. *-~.......
......~-*$ $*-~......
.....~-*$¤ - ¤$*-~.....
....~-*$¤# #¤$*-~....
...~-*$¤#@ hmm, recently my visual phenomena @#¤$*-~...
..~-*$¤#@# increased or at least the burn-ins in #@#¤$*-~..
.~-*$¤#@## the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ##@#¤$*-~.
..~-*$¤#@# breathing now, they did not do it #@#¤$*-~..
...~-*$¤#@ before. but maybe i just drank too much @#¤$*-~...
....~-*$¤# coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all #¤$*-~....
.....~-*$¤ these things up. ¤$*-~.....
......~-*$ $*-~......
.......~-* - *-~.......
........~- -~........
.......~-* it comes to me sometimes that shit, *-~.......
......~-*$ what a load of concepts this "reality" $*-~......
.....~-*$¤ consists of, and how vague they are ¤$*-~.....
....~-*$¤# #¤$*-~....
...~-*$¤#@ - @#¤$*-~...
..~-*$¤#@# #@#¤$*-~..
.~-*$¤#@## if i do not sleep for about twenty ##@#¤$*-~.
..~-*$¤#@# hours, it will no longer be dark when i #@#¤$*-~..
...~-*$¤#@ close my eyes, not actually cev's @#¤$*-~...
....~-*$¤# though, rather just fields and motion. #¤$*-~....
.....~-*$¤ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¤$*-~.....
......~-*$ sound (i think)), resembling some $*-~......
.......~-* "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. *-~.......
........~- and it is always unpleasant, i become -~........
.......~-* so stressful, but i think it has to do *-~.......
......~-*$ with the novelty. i hope. $*-~......
.....~-*$¤ ¤$*-~.....
....~-*$¤# #¤$*-~....
...~-*$¤#@ @#¤$*-~...
..~-*$¤#@# #@#¤$*-~..
.~-*$¤#@## ##@#¤$*-~.