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,:»:*$¤¶## ##¶¤$*:»:,
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,:»:*$$$¤# #¤,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,¤ #¤$$$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## , , ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## , the dream , ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## , of being swallowed , ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤### , by the beast. , ###¤$*:»:,
,,,,»»»**¤ , , ¤**»»»,,,,
,:»:*$¤### #¤,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,¤ ###¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## # inside »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» # ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,:»:$$¶ , an animal , as if , to be safe ¶$$:»:,,,,
,:»:*$¤¶## ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,»:**$¤¤ ,,######,,,###,,,###, ¤¤$**:»,,,
,:»:*$¤¶## »:,#### »:,###»:, ####», ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,::::::*¤ »:,#### »:,###»:, ####», ¤*::::::,,
,:»:*$¤### the dream of resting inside another ###¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¤¤¤ animal. thats how it starts, ¤¤¤¤$*:»:,
,,:»»*$¤¤# »:, with the dream, ,:» #¤¤$*»»:,,
,,,::»:*¤# »:,####»:,###»:,####», #¤*:»::,,,
,,,»:*$¤¶¶ but this time i was curious of where it ¶¶¤$*:»,,,
,:»:*$¤¶## was going, ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## #:: »»»»»»»»»» ::# ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## :: »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» :: ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,,,»*¤¤ ¤¤*»,,,,,,
,,,::::$¶¶ the first gate is the lips ¶¶$::::,,,
,,,:::»*¤¤ ¤¤*»:::,,,
,:»:*$¤¶## , , to get at the throat. , ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,:::*¤¶ to be falling into the water, the ¶¤*:::,,,,
,,,::»***¤ ocean, the void, but it must be done in ¤***»::,,,
,:»»::*¤¶¶ the right way - in a very specific way. ¶¶¤*::»»:,
,,:»::$$¶¶ ¶¶$$::»:,,
,,,,,»»*$¤ ::::»»»»»»»»»»»:::::::::::::»»»»::::::: ¤$*»»,,,,,
,,,,»:*¤¶¶ :::::::::::::::»: ¶¶¤*:»,,,,
,:»:*$¤### ::::::»»»::»:::»::::»»»»:::::::: ###¤$*:»:,
,,,::»*¤¤¶ ::::::»»:::::::::::::: ¶¤¤*»::,,,
,:»:*$¤¤¤¶ ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: ¶¤¤¤$*:»:,
,:»:::**$¤ it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ¤$**:::»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## slow... graceful... but then it gets ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,:::*¤¤ too much and you faint. ¤¤*:::,,,,
,:»::*$¤¶¶ :#:::»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»::::::: ¶¶¤$*::»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## to nature) ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## :#:::»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»::::::: ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,:»*$¤¶# to the beast that is everything) #¶¤$*»:,,,
,:»:*$$$$¤ :#:::»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»::::::: ¤$$$$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤### :#:::»::::»:»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»:: (very ###¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤### hard to get here without the aid of the ###¤$*:»:,
,:::::*$¶¶ beast) ::: (state where the human is ¶¶$*:::::,
,:»:*$¤¶## submerged in the animal) ::: :: ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤### (becoming the animal) ::: (forget ###¤$*:»:,
,:»»::**¤¶ everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the ¶¤**::»»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,,,»:*¤ good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: ¤*:»,,,,,,
,,,,::::$¤ ::: :: (the two souls will move ¤$::::,,,,
,:»:*$$$¤¶ together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: ¶¤$$$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## (collective body) ::: (rearranged and ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,,»:$¤¤ reordered) ::: (the individual is not ¤¤$:»,,,,,
,:»:*$¤¶## so important) ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ##¶¤$*:»:,
,:»:*$¤¶## ##¶¤$*:»:,
,,,,,::$¤# #¤$::,,,,,
,,,,,»*$$¤ ¤$$*»,,,,,
,:»:*$¤### ###¤$*:»:,