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&&,&&,,,,, , the dream , ,&,&&,,&&&
,&&,&,,,,& , of being swallowed , &&&,&,&,,,
&,&&&,,,&, , by the beast. , ,,&&&&&,,,
&&,,&,,&&& , , ,&,,,,&,,&
,&,&&,&,,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &&,,,&&,&,
&&&,&&&,&, ,&,,&,&&&,
,,&&,,&&&& # inside ================ # &&,&&&,,&&
,&,&,&,,,, , an animal , as if , to be safe ,&&,,&,&,&
&&&&&&,,,& &,&,&&&&&&
,,,,,&,,&& ,,######,,,###,,,###, &&&&,,,,,,
,,,,&&,&,, =:,#### =:,###=:, ####=, ,,,&,,,,,,
,,,&,&&&,& =:,#### =:,###=:, ####=, ,,&&,,,,,,
,,&&&,,&&& the dream of resting inside another ,&,&,,,,,,
,&,,&,&,,, animal. thats how it starts, &&&&,,,,,,
&&,&&&&,,, =:, with the dream, ,:= ,,,&,,,,,,
,&&,,,&,,, =:,####=:,###=:,####=, ,,&&,,,,,&
&,&,,&&,,& but this time i was curious of where it ,&,&,,,,&&
&&&,&,&,&& was going, &&&&,,,&,,
,,&&&&&&,& #^^ ========== ^^# ,,,&,,&&,&
,&,,,,,&&& ^^ == == == == == == == == == == ^^ ,,&&,&,&&&
&&,,,,&,,& ,&,&&&&,,&
,&,,,&&,&, the first gate is the lips &&&,,,&,&,
&&,,&,&&&& ,,&,,&&&&,
,&,&&&,,,& , , to get at the throat. , ,&&,&,,,&&
&&&,,&,,&& &,&&&,,&,&
,,&,&&,&,, to be falling into the water, the &&,,&,&&&,
,&&&,&&&,& ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,&,&&&,,&,
&,,&&,,&&& the right way - in a very specific way. &&&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,, ,,&,&&&,&&
&&&&&&&,,& ^:::===========^^^^:::::::^:====:::::^: ,&&&,,&&,,
,,,,,,&,&& :::^^^^^^^::::^=: &,,&,&,&,&
,,,,,&&&,, :::^^^===:^=^^^=:::^====^^^^^^^: &,&&&&&&&&
,,,,&,,&,, ::::^:==:^^:^^^^^^^^^^ &&,,,,,,,&
,,,&&,&&,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,&,,,,,,&&
,,&,&&,&,& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &&,,,,,&,&
,&&&,&&&&, slow... graceful... but then it gets ,&,,,,&&&&
&,,&&,,,&, too much and you faint. &&,,,&,,,&
&,&,&,,&&& ^#::^=::::=:===============^^^^^^^ ,&,,&&,,&,
&&&&&,&,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close &&,&,&,&&&
,,,,&&&,,& to nature) ,&&&&&&,,,
,,,&,,&,&& ^#::^=::::=:===============^^^^^^^ &,,,,,&,,,
,,&&,&&&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close &,,,,&&,,,
,&,&&,,&&& to the beast that is everything) &,,,&,&,,,
&&&,&,&,,& ^#::^=::::=:===============^^^^^^^ &,,&&&&,,,
,,&&&&&,&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (only through its help) &,&,,,&,,&
,&,,,,&&,& ^#::^=::::=:===============^^ (very &&&,,&&,&&
&&,,,&,&&& hard to get here without the aid of the ,,&,&,&&,&
,&,,&&&,,& beast) ^^^ (state where the human is ,&&&&&,&&,
&&,&,,&,&& submerged in the animal) ^^^ ^^ &,,,,&&,&,
,&&&,&&&,, (becoming the animal) ^^^ (forget &,,,&,&&&&
&,,&&,,&,& everything else) ^^^ ^^ (my soul is the &,,&&&,,,&
&,&,&,&&&, beast's soul) ^^^ (a sludgy sense of &,&,,&,,&,
&&&&&&,,&& satisfaction. it's good) ^^^ (it's &&&,&&,&&&
,,,,,&,&,& good) ^^^ ^^ (breathing heavily) ^^^ ,,&&,&&,,,
,,,,&&&&&& ^^^ ^^ (the two souls will move ,&,&&,&,,,
,,,&,,,,,& together) ^^^ (merge and dissolve) ^^^ &&&,&&&,,,
,,&&,,,,&, (collective body) ^^^ (rearranged and ,,&&,,&,,,
,&,&,,,&&, reordered) ^^^ (the individual is not ,&,&,&&,,,
&&&&,,&,&, so important) &&&&&,&,,,
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