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.&..&.&&&. #&.....................................& &....&&&&.
&&.&&&..&. . . &...&...&.
.&&..&.&&& . the dream . &..&&..&&&
&.&.&&&..& . of being swallowed . &.&.&.&..&
&&&&..&.&. . by the beast. . &&&&&&&.&.
...&.&&&&. . . ......&&&&
..&&&...&. #&.....................................& .....&...&
.&..&..&&. ....&&..&&
&&.&&.&.&& # inside «««««««««««««««« # ...&.&.&.&
.&&.&&&&.& . an animal . as if . to be safe ..&&&&&&&.
&.&&...&&. .&......&.
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.&&&.&&&.. «,.#### «,.###«,. ####«. .&....&...
&..&&..&.. «,.#### «,.###«,. ####«. &&...&&...
&.&.&.&&.. the dream of resting inside another .&..&.&..&
&&&&&&.&.. animal. thats how it starts, &&.&&&&.&.
.....&&&.. «,. with the dream, .,« .&&...&&&&
....&..&.& «,.####«,.###«,.####«. &.&..&...&
...&&.&&&. but this time i was curious of where it &&&.&&..&&
..&.&&..&. was going, ..&&.&.&.&
.&&&.&.&&. #:: «««««««««« ::# .&.&&&&&&&
&..&&&&.&& :: «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« :: &&&......&
&.&...&&.. ..&.....&.
&&&..&.&.& the first gate is the lips .&&....&&&
..&.&&&&&. &.&...&...
.&&&....&. . . to get at the throat. . &&&..&&...
&..&...&&. ..&.&.&...
&.&&..&.&& to be falling into the water, the .&&&&&&..&
&&.&.&&&.& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &.....&.&.
.&&&&..&&. the right way - in a very specific way. &....&&&&&
&...&.&.&& &...&....&
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&.&....&.. ,,,:::::::,,,,:«, &.&.&..&&&
&&&...&&.& ,,,:::«««,:«:::«,,,:««««:::::::, &&&&&.&...
..&..&.&&& ,,,,:,««,::,:::::::::: ....&&&..&
.&&.&&&..& ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: ...&..&.&&
&.&&..&.&& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ..&&.&&&.&
&&.&.&&&.. slow... graceful... but then it gets .&.&&..&&.
.&&&&..&.& too much and you faint. &&&.&.&.&&
&...&.&&&& :#,,:«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««::::::: ..&&&&&&.&
&..&&&.... ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close .&.....&&.
&.&..&.... to nature) &&....&.&&
&&&.&&.... :#,,:«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««::::::: .&...&&&..
..&&.&...& ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close &&..&..&.&
.&.&&&..&. to the beast that is everything) .&.&&.&&&&
&&&..&.&&. :#,,:«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««::::::: &&&.&&...&
..&.&&&.&& ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ..&&.&..&.
.&&&..&&.& :#,,:«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««:: (very .&.&&&.&&.
&..&.&.&&& hard to get here without the aid of the &&&..&&.&.
&.&&&&&... beast) ::: (state where the human is ..&.&.&&&&
&&....&... submerged in the animal) ::: :: .&&&&&....
.&...&&... (becoming the animal) ::: (forget &....&...&
&&..&.&... everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the &...&&..&&
.&.&&&&..& beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of &..&.&.&..
&&&...&.&. satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's &.&&&&&&..
..&..&&&&& good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: &&.....&.&
.&&.&..... ::: :: (the two souls will move .&....&&&&
&.&&&..... together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: &&...&...&
&&..&..... (collective body) ::: (rearranged and .&..&&..&.
.&.&&....& reordered) ::: (the individual is not &&.&.&.&&&
&&&.&...&& so important) .&&&&&&..&
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