&,&&&&&&,&                                          ,&&&,,&,,,
&&&,,,,,&&                                          &&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,,,,&,                                          ,,&,&&&,&,
&&,&&,,,&&                                          &,&&&,,&&&
,,&&,&,,&,                                          ,&&,,&,&,,
,,&,&&&,&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&,&,&&&&,
,,&&&,,&&,             ,             ,              ,&&&&&,,,&
&,&,,&,&,&              , the dream  ,              ,&,,,,&,,&
,&&&,&&&&&          , of being swallowed ,          &&&,,,&&,&
&&,,&&,,,,            , by the beast. ,             ,,,&,,&,&&
,,&,&,&,,,                   ,   ,                  &,,&&,&&&,
,,&&&&&&,, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &&,&,&&,,&
&,&,,,,,&,                                          &,&&&&,&,&
,&&&,,,,&& #     inside      ================     # ,&&,,,&&&&
&&,,&,,,&, ,  an animal  ,  as  if  ,  to  be  safe &&,&,,&,,,
&,&,&&,,&&                                          ,,&&&,&&,,
&&&&&,&,&,          ,,####@#,,,###,,,###,           ,,&,,&&,&,
&,,,,&&&&& =.,####         =.,###=.,         ####=, &,&&,&,&&&
,&,,,&,,,, =.,####         =.,###=.,         ####=, ,&&,&&&&,,
,&&,,&&,,, the  dream  of  resting  inside  another &&,&&,,,&,
,&,&,&,&,, animal.    thats    how    it    starts, &,&&,&,,&&
&&&&&&&&&, =.,     with      the     dream,     ,.= &&&,&&&,&,
&,,,,,,,,&          =.,####=.,###=.,####=,          &,,&&,,&&&
,&,,,,,,,& but this time  i was curious of where it ,&,&,&,&,,
,&&,,,,,,& was                               going, &&&&&&&&&,
,&,&,,,,,& @††            ==========            ††@ &,,,,,,,,&
&&&&&,,,,& ††  == == ==  == == == == ==  ==  ==  †† &&,,,,,,,&
,,,,,&,,,&                                          &,&,,,,,,&
&,,,,&&,,& the    first    gate    is    the   lips ,&&&,,,,,&
,&,,,&,&,&                                          ,&,,&,,,,&
&&&,,&&&&& ,   ,  to   get   at   the   throat.   , ,&&,&&,,,&
,,,&,&,,,,                                          ,&,&&,&,,&
&,,&&&&,,, to  be   falling  into  the  water,  the &&&&,&&&,&
,&,&,,,&,, ocean, the  void, but it must be done in ,,,,&&,,&&
&&&&&,,&&, the right way - in  a very specific way. ,,,,&,&,&,
&,,,,&,&,&                                          &,,,&&&&&&
,&,,,&&&&&  †...===========††††.......†.====.....†. ,&,,&,,,,,
,&&,,&,,,,            ...†††††††....†=.             ,&&,&&,,,,
,&,&,&&,,,     ...†††===.†=†††=...†====†††††††.     ,&,&&,&,,,
,&&&&&,&,,          ....†.==.††.††††††††††          ,&&&,&&&,,
,&,,,,&&&, †††††††††††††††††††††      ††††††††††††† ,&,,&&,,&,
,&&,,,&,,&  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  ,&&,&,&,&&
&&,&,,&&,&   slow... graceful... but then it gets   ,&,&&&&&&,
&,&&&,&,&&          too much and you faint.         ,&&&,,,,,&
,&&,,&&&&,    †#..†=....=.===============†††††††    &&,,&,,,,&
&&,&,&,,,& ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close  ,,&,&&,,,&
,,&&&&&,,&                to nature)                &,&&&,&,,&
&,&,,,,&,&    †#..†=....=.===============†††††††    ,&&,,&&&,&
,&&&,,,&&& ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close  ,&,&,&,,&&
&&,,&,,&,,     to the beast that is everything)     ,&&&&&&,&,
&,&,&&,&&,    †#..†=....=.===============†††††††    ,&,,,,,&&&
,&&&&,&&,&   ††††††††††††† (only through its help)  ,&&,,,,&,,
,&,,,&&,&&   †#..†=....=.===============†† (very    &&,&,,,&&,
,&&,,&,&&,  hard to get here without the aid of the ,,&&&,,&,&
&&,&,&&&,&   beast) ††† (state where the human is   ,,&,,&,&&&
,,&&&&,,&&      submerged in the animal) ††† ††     ,,&&,&&&,,
,,&,,,&,&,     (becoming the animal) ††† (forget    ,,&,&&,,&,
,,&&,,&&&&  everything else) ††† †† (my soul is the ,,&&&,&,&&
&,&,&,&,,,   beast's soul) ††† (a sludgy sense of   &,&,,&&&&,
&&&&&&&&,,    satisfaction. it's good) ††† (it's    &&&&,&,,,&
,,,,,,,,&,   good) ††† †† (breathing heavily) †††   ,,,,&&&,,&
&,,,,,,,&&     ††† †† (the two souls will move      ,,,,&,,&,&
,&,,,,,,&,  together) ††† (merge and dissolve) †††  &,,,&&,&&&
&&&,,,,,&&   (collective body) ††† (rearranged and  &&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,,,,&,   reordered) ††† (the individual is not  ,,&,&&&,&,
&&,&&,,,&&               so important)              &,&&&,,&&&
,,&&,&,,&,                                          ,&&,,&,&,,
,,&,&&&,&&                                          ,&,&,&&&&,
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