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,,&,&&&,&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&,&,&&&&,
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&,&,,&,&,& , the dream , ,&,,,,&,,&
,&&&,&&&&& , of being swallowed , &&&,,,&&,&
&&,,&&,,,, , by the beast. , ,,,&,,&,&&
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,&&&,,,,&& # inside ================ # ,&&,,,&&&&
&&,,&,,,&, , an animal , as if , to be safe &&,&,,&,,,
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&&&&&,&,&, ,,####@#,,,###,,,###, ,,&,,&&,&,
&,,,,&&&&& =.,#### =.,###=., ####=, &,&&,&,&&&
,&,,,&,,,, =.,#### =.,###=., ####=, ,&&,&&&&,,
,&&,,&&,,, the dream of resting inside another &&,&&,,,&,
,&,&,&,&,, animal. thats how it starts, &,&&,&,,&&
&&&&&&&&&, =., with the dream, ,.= &&&,&&&,&,
&,,,,,,,,& =.,####=.,###=.,####=, &,,&&,,&&&
,&,,,,,,,& but this time i was curious of where it ,&,&,&,&,,
,&&,,,,,,& was going, &&&&&&&&&,
,&,&,,,,,& @†† ========== ††@ &,,,,,,,,&
&&&&&,,,,& †† == == == == == == == == == == †† &&,,,,,,,&
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&,,,,&&,,& the first gate is the lips ,&&&,,,,,&
,&,,,&,&,& ,&,,&,,,,&
&&&,,&&&&& , , to get at the throat. , ,&&,&&,,,&
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&,,&&&&,,, to be falling into the water, the &&&&,&&&,&
,&,&,,,&,, ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,,,,&&,,&&
&&&&&,,&&, the right way - in a very specific way. ,,,,&,&,&,
&,,,,&,&,& &,,,&&&&&&
,&,,,&&&&& †...===========††††.......†.====.....†. ,&,,&,,,,,
,&&,,&,,,, ...†††††††....†=. ,&&,&&,,,,
,&,&,&&,,, ...†††===.†=†††=...†====†††††††. ,&,&&,&,,,
,&&&&&,&,, ....†.==.††.†††††††††† ,&&&,&&&,,
,&,,,,&&&, ††††††††††††††††††††† ††††††††††††† ,&,,&&,,&,
,&&,,,&,,& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ,&&,&,&,&&
&&,&,,&&,& slow... graceful... but then it gets ,&,&&&&&&,
&,&&&,&,&& too much and you faint. ,&&&,,,,,&
,&&,,&&&&, †#..†=....=.===============††††††† &&,,&,,,,&
&&,&,&,,,& ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close ,,&,&&,,,&
,,&&&&&,,& to nature) &,&&&,&,,&
&,&,,,,&,& †#..†=....=.===============††††††† ,&&,,&&&,&
,&&&,,,&&& ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close ,&,&,&,,&&
&&,,&,,&,, to the beast that is everything) ,&&&&&&,&,
&,&,&&,&&, †#..†=....=.===============††††††† ,&,,,,,&&&
,&&&&,&&,& ††††††††††††† (only through its help) ,&&,,,,&,,
,&,,,&&,&& †#..†=....=.===============†† (very &&,&,,,&&,
,&&,,&,&&, hard to get here without the aid of the ,,&&&,,&,&
&&,&,&&&,& beast) ††† (state where the human is ,,&,,&,&&&
,,&&&&,,&& submerged in the animal) ††† †† ,,&&,&&&,,
,,&,,,&,&, (becoming the animal) ††† (forget ,,&,&&,,&,
,,&&,,&&&& everything else) ††† †† (my soul is the ,,&&&,&,&&
&,&,&,&,,, beast's soul) ††† (a sludgy sense of &,&,,&&&&,
&&&&&&&&,, satisfaction. it's good) ††† (it's &&&&,&,,,&
,,,,,,,,&, good) ††† †† (breathing heavily) ††† ,,,,&&&,,&
&,,,,,,,&& ††† †† (the two souls will move ,,,,&,,&,&
,&,,,,,,&, together) ††† (merge and dissolve) ††† &,,,&&,&&&
&&&,,,,,&& (collective body) ††† (rearranged and &&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,,,,&, reordered) ††† (the individual is not ,,&,&&&,&,
&&,&&,,,&& so important) &,&&&,,&&&
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