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##£§%%†~-, almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,-~†%%§£##
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##£§%%†~-, language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ,-~†%%§£##
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£§%††-,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,-††%§£
£§§%~~-,,, rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ,,,-~~%§§£
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###£§%†~-, i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to ,-~†%§£###
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##£§%%†~-,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,-~†%%§£##
##£§%%†~-, doubting  anything of  this happened  in ,-~†%%§£##
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###£§%%~-,              when dreaming?              ,-~%%§£###
###§%%†~-, i imagine  a  prick  on the nose, that's ,-~†%%§###
##£§%%†~-, what these  are. like you do  with a cat ,-~†%%§£##
£%%~~~-,,, who  comes to close to your  sandwich... ,,,-~~~%%£
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