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#@##$§†~,. now, usually  i  feel good (maybe?), but .,~†§$##@#
@@##$§†~,. this  time  of confusion  also leads  to .,~†§$##@@
####$§†~,. all  analyzes  ending in "useless"  -  i .,~†§$####
#$†,,..... was  being bothered  by  something  in a .....,,†$#
#$†,...... song or movie  or book,  so i think, how ......,†$#
@#$†,..... would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the .....,†$#@
@@##$§†~,. purpose  of this process, what  does  it .,~†§$##@@
#§§~...... consist  of...?  and through the process ......~§§#
@@##$§†~,. more  and  more pieces falls  off  until .,~†§$##@@
##@##§†~,.     i'm standing there with nothing.     .,~†§##@##
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#$$$§~,... reductionist hell -                      ...,~§$$$#
@@##$§†~,. i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        .,~†§$##@@
##@##$§~,. bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    .,~§$##@##
##§†,..... abstract they are, the things, until     .....,†§##
#@##$§†~,. they cease to be things at all           .,~†§$##@#
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#@##$§†~,. are we just stacked triangles? there is  .,~†§$##@#
##@##§†~,. nothing i can do with triangles. they    .,~†§##@##
#@##$§†~,. can not shelter me in any meaningful     .,~†§$##@#
@##$§†,... sense.                                   ...,†§$##@
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#@##$§†~,. and when i can't even anchor myself,     .,~†§$##@#
##§§††,,,. when i am nothing but the question, it   .,,,††§§##
##$§§†,,,. feels like it can all slip through my    .,,,†§§$##
#@##$§†~,. fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    .,~†§$##@#
#§~....... was after that.                          .......~§#
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