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¨¨¨,«:=$&@                                          @&$=:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ now,  usually i feel  good (maybe?), but @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨,«:=$&@@# this  time  of confusion  also leads  to #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@ was  being  bothered  by something  in a @&$=:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ song or movie  or book, so  i think, how @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨,«:=$&@@# would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ purpose  of this process,  what  does it @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@ consist of...?  and  through the process @&$=:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ more and  more  pieces falls  off  until @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨,«:=$&@@#     i'm standing there with nothing.     #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@                                          @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@ reductionist hell -                      @&$=:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨,«:=$&@@# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ abstract they are, the things, until     @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@ they cease to be things at all           @&$=:«,¨¨¨
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¨,«:=$&@@# are we just stacked triangles? there is  #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ nothing i can do with triangles. they    @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@ can not shelter me in any meaningful     @&$=:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ sense.                                   @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨,«:=$&@@#                                          #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ and when i can't even anchor myself,     @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@ when i am nothing but the question, it   @&$=:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ feels like it can all slip through my    @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨,«:=$&@@# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #@@&$=:«,¨
¨¨,«:=$&@@ was after that.                          @@&$=:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:=$&@                                          @&$=:«,¨¨¨
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¨¨¨,«:=$&@                                          @&$=:«,¨¨¨