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§,§§§,§§§,                                          ,§§§§,,,§§
§§,,§§,,§§                                          §,,,§,,§,,
,§,§,§,§,§                                          §,,§§,§§,§
§§§§§§§§§,                                          §,§,§§,§§§
,,,,,,,,§§                 ,,*#*,,                  §§§§,§§,,,
,,,,,,,§,,             ,^/&#@####@#&/^,             ,,,§§,§,,,
,,,,,,§§,§         ,,,^^»&@ dreams @&»^^,,,         ,,§,§§§,,,
,,,,,§,§§§             ,^/&#@####@#&/^,             ,§§§,,§,,,
,,,,§§§,,,                 ,,*#*,,                  §,,§,§§,,,
,,,§,,§,,,                                          §,§§§,§,,,
,,§§,§§,,,                   ,^,                    §§,,§§§,,,
,§,§§,§,,,                ,*§@#@§*,                 ,§,§,,§,,,
§§§,§§§,,,                   ,^,                    §§§§,§§,,,
,,§§,,§,,,                                          ,,,§§,§,,§
,§,§,§§,,§         internal visionary state         ,,§,§§§,§§
§§§§§,§,§§                                          ,§§§,,§§,§
,,,,§§§§,,            the spirit travels            §,,§,§,§§,
,,,§,,,§,,                                          §,§§§§§,§,
,,§§,,§§,§             ,^/&#@####@#&/^,             §§,,,,§§§,
,§,§,§,§§,                   ,»,                    ,§,,,§,,§,
§§§§§§§,§,                                          §§,,§§,§§,
,,,,,,§§§§                  a cost                  ,§,§,§§,§§
,,,,,§,,,,                (anecdote)                §§§§§,§§,§
,,,,§§,,,§                                          ,,,,§§,§§§
,,,§,§,,§,                    ^^                    ,,,§,§§,,§
,,§§§§,§§§                                          ,,§§§,§,§§
,§,,,§§,,, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,§,,§§§§,§
§§,,§,§,,§ everything is  completely calm and  dead §§,§,,,§§§
,§,§§§§,§, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,§§§,,§,,,
§§§,,,§§§§ slowly  start  to   piece  together   my §,,§,§§,,,
,,§,,§,,,§        consciousness and my body.        §,§§§,§,,§
,§§,§§,,§,                                          §§,,§§§,§§
§,§§,§,§§§ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ,§,§,,§§,§
§§,§§§§,,,   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    §§§§,§,§§,
,§§,,,§,,§                                          ,,,§§§§,§§
§,§,,§§,§,                    ,,                    ,,§,,,§§,§
§§§,§,§§§,                                          ,§§,,§,§§,
,,§§§§,,§§ there  are circles and crosses inscribed §,§,§§§,§§
,§,,,§,§,§ all over  my vision, pressing in,  being §§§§,,§§,§
§§,,§§§§§, almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ,,,§,§,§§§
,§,§,,,,§§    their internal logic changing and     ,,§§§§§,,,
§§§§,,,§,§ grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,§,,,,§,,,
,,,§,,§§§, language,  sentences  i can't hide from, §§,,,§§,,§
,,§§,§,,§, forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ,§,,§,§,§§
,§,§§§,§§,           doing damage there.            §§,§§§§§,§
§§§,,§§,§§                                          ,§§,,,,§§§
,,§,§,§§,§ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything §,§,,,§,,,
,§§§§§,§§,      because there's something there     §§§,,§§,,,
§,,,,§§,§§    already, droning everything out, a    ,,§,§,§,,,
§,,,§,§§,§ rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ,§§§§§§,,§
§,,§§§,§§§        particular microtonality.         §,,,,,§,§,
§,§,,§§,,§                                          §,,,,§§§§§
§§§,§,§,§,                    ^^                    §,,,§,,,,,
,,§§§§§§§,                                          §,,§§,,,,§
,§,,,,,,§§ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's §,§,§,,,§§
§§,,,,,§,,             almost mocking.              §§§§§,,§,§
,§,,,,§§,,                                          ,,,,§,§§§,
§§,,,§,§,, i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to ,,,§§§,,§,
,§,,§§§§,§ escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,,§,,§,§§§
§§,§,,,§§§ relief,  such  is my nature. turning the ,§§,§§§,,§
,§§§,,§,,§    lights on does nothing... getting     §,§§,,§,§,
§,,§,§§,§,  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§,§,§§§§,
§,§§§,§§§, does  noting...  but  time  does - after ,§§§§,,,§§
§§,,§§,,§§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §,,,§,,§,,
,§,§,§,§,§ doubting anything of  this  happened  in §,,§§,§§,§
§§§§§§§§§,             the first place.             §,§,§§,§§§
,,,,,,,,§§                                          §§§§,§§,,,
,,,,,,,§,, my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ,,,§§,§,,,
,,,,,,§§,§ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,,§,§§§,,,
,,,,,§,§§§                                          ,§§§,,§,,,
,,,,§§§,,,              but i'm tired.              §,,§,§§,,,
,,,§,,§,,,                                          §,§§§,§,,,
,,§§,§§,,,                     ,                    §§,,§§§,,,
,§,§§,§,,,                  ^^»/»^^                 ,§,§,,§,,,
§§§,§§§,,,                     ,                    §§§§,§§,,,
,,§§,,§,,,                                          ,,,§§,§,,§
,§,§,§§,,§ this  can happen if you wander  too far, ,,§,§§§,§§
§§§§§,§,§§ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,§§§,,§§,§
,,,,§§§§,,              when dreaming?              §,,§,§,§§,
,,,§,,,§,, i  imagine a  prick on the nose,  that's §,§§§§§,§,
,,§§,,§§,§ what these are. like you do with  a  cat §§,,,,§§§,
,§,§,§,§§, who comes  to close  to your sandwich... ,§,,,§,,§,
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