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.,«†$&¤@## now, usually  i  feel good (maybe?), but ##@¤&$†«,.
.,«†$&¤@## this time  of  confusion  also leads  to ##@¤&$†«,.
.....«†&¤¤ all  analyzes ending  in "useless"  -  i ¤¤&†«.....
.,«†$¤@### was being  bothered by  something  in  a ###@¤$†«,.
.,«††$$$¤@ song  or movie or book,  so i think, how @¤$$$††«,.
.,«†$&&&@# would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #@&&&$†«,.
.,«†$&¤¤@@ purpose of this  process, what  does  it @@¤¤&$†«,.
.....,««$¤ consist of...? and  through the  process ¤$««,.....
..,,,«†$&@ more and  more  pieces  falls  off until @&$†«,,,..
.,«†$¤@###     i'm standing there with nothing.     ###@¤$†«,.
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.,«†$$&¤¤# reductionist hell -                      #¤¤&$$†«,.
...,«$$¤¤@ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        @¤¤$$«,...
.,«†$&¤@## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##@¤&$†«,.
.,«†$&¤@## abstract they are, the things, until     ##@¤&$†«,.
.,«†$&&¤¤# they cease to be things at all           #¤¤&&$†«,.
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.,«†$$$¤¤¤ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¤¤¤$$$†«,.
...««††&&@ nothing i can do with triangles. they    @&&††««...
.....,«$$¤ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¤$$«,.....
.,«†$&¤@## sense.                                   ##@¤&$†«,.
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.....««$&@ and when i can't even anchor myself,     @&$««.....
.,«†$&¤@@# when i am nothing but the question, it   #@@¤&$†«,.
......«$$¤ feels like it can all slip through my    ¤$$«......
....,†$$¤@ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    @¤$$†,....
..,«†$&¤¤# was after that.                          #¤¤&$†«,..
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