§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ now, usually i feel good  (maybe?),  but ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§ this  time  of confusion  also  leads to ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ all analyzes  ending  in "useless"  -  i ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ was  being  bothered  by something in  a ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ song or movie or  book, so i  think, how §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the §§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨ purpose of  this  process,  what does it §§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§ consist of...? and  through the  process §¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§ more  and more  pieces  falls off  until ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ they cease to be things at all           §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ sense.                                   ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ was after that.                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨