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.....~-†^£ now, usually i feel  good (maybe?),  but £^†-~.....
......~-†^ this  time of confusion  also  leads  to ^†-~......
.......~-† all  analyzes ending  in  "useless"  - i †-~.......
........~- was  being bothered  by  something  in a -~........
.........~ song or movie or book,  so i  think, how ~.........
........~- would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the -~........
.......~-† purpose of  this  process,  what does it †-~.......
......~-†^ consist of...?  and through the  process ^†-~......
.....~-†^£ more and  more pieces  falls  off  until £^†-~.....
....~-†^£#     i'm standing there with nothing.     #£^†-~....
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..~-†^£#¶@ reductionist hell -                      @¶#£^†-~..
.~-†^£#¶@# i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        #@¶#£^†-~.
..~-†^£#¶@ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    @¶#£^†-~..
...~-†^£#¶ abstract they are, the things, until     ¶#£^†-~...
....~-†^£# they cease to be things at all           #£^†-~....
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......~-†^ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ^†-~......
.......~-† nothing i can do with triangles. they    †-~.......
........~- can not shelter me in any meaningful     -~........
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.......~-† and when i can't even anchor myself,     †-~.......
......~-†^ when i am nothing but the question, it   ^†-~......
.....~-†^£ feels like it can all slip through my    £^†-~.....
....~-†^£# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #£^†-~....
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