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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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