jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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..£££..£.£ constriction of everything, the ..£.££...£
£.£.££...£ vividness of sound and colors, and the £...£££...
....£££..£ narrowed attention span. .£..£.££..
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......£££. here it comes, i thought. ...£..£.££
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££......££ some birds tweeted and the sound .....£..£.
£££.....£. reverberated in my head, seemingly £.....£...
£.££...... "behind" all other sound, like when you .£.....£..
..£££..... daydream and see what you imagine ..£.....£.
..£.££.... clearer than what you look at. £..£.....£
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.£..£.££.. as i walked toward my bike i noticed £££..£....
..£...£££. that there was a strange humming sound £.££..£...
...£..£.££ going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ..£££..£..
....£...££ monotone thing coming from seemingly ..£.££..£.
.....£..£. all directions, acting as a backdrop £...£££..£
£.....£... for all other sound. .£..£.££..
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..£.....£. as i rode toward my house i understood £..£..£.££
£..£.....£ that this hum was in the other "sound .£..£...££
££..£..... space" as well. ..£..£..£.
£££..£.... ...£..£...
£.££..£... (i recorded myself singing in tune with ....£..£..
..£££..£.. the sound, so i could find it on the £....£..£.
..£.££..£. piano later. it was a g sharp). ££....£..£
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.,~;=&£¶## things lost all sense of proportion; ##¶£&=;~,.
.,~;=£¶### when i looked at them they would fill ###¶£=;~,.
.,~;=&&&£¶ my entire vision, and without anything ¶£&&&=;~,.
..,,,~=&£# changing visually they would oscillate #£&=~,,,..
.,~;=&£¶## between being percieved as very small ##¶£&=;~,.
...,~===££ or enourmously big. ££===~,...
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.,~;=&£### in the middle of the day in a forest ###£&=;~,.
.,~;=&£¶## with nobody around, i got struck by ##¶£&=;~,.
..,~;;;&¶# fear and climbed a great height. my #¶&;;;~,..
.....,;&£# inner organs were tugged by a second #£&;,.....
.,~;=£¶### gravity. this made me feel very ill, ###¶£=;~,.
...,;==&&¶ but it lessened if i complied and ¶&&==;,...
.,~;=&£¶## lunged my body in the felt direction. ##¶£&=;~,.
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