jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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##....##.# i felt the all too familiar .##.#...##
.#...#.### constriction of everything, the #.###..#..
##..###..# vividness of sound and colors, and the ##..#.##..
.#.#..#.## narrowed attention span. .#.###.#.#
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...##..#.. here it comes, i thought. ..#.#.....
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.#####.### some birds tweeted and the sound #...#.....
#....##... reverberated in my head, seemingly #..##.....
#...#.#..# "behind" all other sound, like when you #.#.#....#
#..####.## daydream and see what you imagine #####...#.
#.#...##.. clearer than what you look at. ....#..###
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..#.####.. as i walked toward my bike i noticed ..#.###..#
.###...#.. that there was a strange humming sound .###..#.##
#..#..##.. going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like #..#.###.#
#.##.#.#.. monotone thing coming from seemingly #.###..##.
##.#####.# all directions, acting as a backdrop ##..#.#.##
.##....### for all other sound. .#.#####..
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###..##... as i rode toward my house i understood ..#...##.#
..#.#.#..# that this hum was in the other "sound .##..#.##.
.######.#. space" as well. #.#.###.#.
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#....#...# (i recorded myself singing in tune with ...#.#..##
#...##..## the sound, so i could find it on the ..####.#..
#..#.#.#.# piano later. it was a g sharp). .#...###.#
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###..#.... things lost all sense of proportion; .##....#..
.#.....### when i looked at them they would fill ....##....
...###..## my entire vision, and without anything .##....###
.#..#....# changing visually they would oscillate ....##..#.
......##.. between being percieved as very small ###.......
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###....### in the middle of the day in a forest ..##..####
##..##..## with nobody around, i got struck by .......###
#........# fear and climbed a great height. my ######..##
..######.. inner organs were tugged by a second #####....#
...####... gravity. this made me feel very ill, ####..##..
##..##..## but it lessened if i complied and .##......#
#........# lunged my body in the felt direction. ....####..
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#..####... this is when i found a dark orb ##......##
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