jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all   too    familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of sound  and colors, and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted  and   the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind"  all other sound, like when you 
 daydream   and  see  what   you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as i  walked toward  my  bike i  noticed 
 that  there was  a strange humming sound 
 going  on, a dark,  metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting  as a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i rode toward my  house  i understood 
 that  this hum  was  in the other "sound 
             space" as well.              
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing in  tune with 
 the sound,  so i  could  find it on  the 
 piano  later.  it   was   a   g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things lost  all  sense  of  proportion; 
 when  i looked at them they  would  fill 
 my entire vision,  and  without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being  percieved as very  small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in the middle  of  the day  in  a forest 
 with  nobody around,  i  got  struck  by 
 fear  and climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner  organs  were tugged  by  a second 
 gravity. this  made  me feel  very  ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i   complied  and 
 lunged  my body  in  the felt direction. 
                                          
 this  is   when  i   found   a  dark orb