jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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¨¨&¨¨&&¨&¨ i felt the all too familiar &&&&&¨&&&¨
¨¨&&¨&¨&&& constriction of everything, the ¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&
&¨&¨&&&&¨¨ vividness of sound and colors, and the ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&&&&¨¨¨&¨ narrowed attention span. ¨¨¨¨¨&&&&&
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&¨&¨¨&&¨&¨ here it comes, i thought. &¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨
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&¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ some birds tweeted and the sound ¨&&¨¨&&&&¨
&&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ reverberated in my head, seemingly &&¨&¨&¨¨¨&
¨¨&¨&&¨¨&& "behind" all other sound, like when you ¨¨&&&&&¨¨&
&¨&&&¨&¨&¨ daydream and see what you imagine &¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&
¨&&¨¨&&&&& clearer than what you look at. &&&&¨¨¨&&&
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&¨&&&&&¨¨¨ as i walked toward my bike i noticed ¨&¨¨&&¨&&¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ that there was a strange humming sound ¨&&¨&¨&&¨&
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨ going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ¨&¨&&&&¨&&
&¨¨&&¨¨&¨& monotone thing coming from seemingly &&&&¨¨¨&&¨
&&¨&¨&¨&&& all directions, acting as a backdrop &¨¨¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&&&&&&¨¨ for all other sound. ¨&¨¨&&¨&&&
&¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&&&&¨¨¨¨&& as i rode toward my house i understood &&¨&&&&¨&¨
&¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ that this hum was in the other "sound &¨&&¨¨¨&&&
¨&¨¨&&¨¨&& space" as well. &&&¨&¨¨&¨¨
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨¨¨&&&¨&&¨
¨&¨&&&&&&& (i recorded myself singing in tune with &¨¨&¨¨&&¨&
&&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ the sound, so i could find it on the &&¨&&¨&¨&&
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ piano later. it was a g sharp). ¨¨&&¨&&&&¨
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&&&&&&¨¨&¨ things lost all sense of proportion; ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨
&¨¨¨¨¨&¨&& when i looked at them they would fill &¨&¨&¨¨¨&&
¨&¨¨¨¨&&&¨ my entire vision, and without anything &&&&&&¨¨&¨
¨&&¨¨¨&¨¨& changing visually they would oscillate ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&
&&¨&¨¨&&¨& between being percieved as very small ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨
&¨&&&¨&¨&& or enourmously big. ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&
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&&¨&¨&¨¨¨& in the middle of the day in a forest &&¨¨¨¨&¨&&
¨¨&&&&&¨¨& with nobody around, i got struck by &¨&¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨& fear and climbed a great height. my &&&&¨¨&¨¨&
&¨&&¨¨¨&&& inner organs were tugged by a second ¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨¨&¨¨ gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¨¨¨¨&&&¨&&
&&¨&&&¨&&¨ but it lessened if i complied and &¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨
&¨&&¨¨&&¨& lunged my body in the felt direction. ¨&¨¨&&¨&¨&
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&&¨&&&&&&¨ this is when i found a dark orb ¨&¨&&&&¨¨¨
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