jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all   too    familiar 
      constriction of everything, the     
 vividness of  sound and colors, and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted   and  the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like when  you 
 daydream  and  see  what   you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked toward my  bike  i  noticed 
 that there was a  strange  humming sound 
 going  on, a dark, metallic,  drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i  rode toward my  house i understood 
 that this  hum  was  in the other "sound 
             space" as well.              
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing  in tune with 
 the sound, so i  could  find  it  on the 
 piano  later.  it   was  a   g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all sense  of  proportion; 
 when  i looked at them they  would  fill 
 my entire  vision, and  without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being  percieved  as very small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in  the middle of the day  in  a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got  struck by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great  height. my 
 inner  organs  were tugged  by  a second 
 gravity.  this made me  feel  very  ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i  complied   and 
 lunged  my body in the  felt  direction. 
                                          
 this   is  when   i  found  a   dark orb