jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨& i felt the all too familiar &&¨&¨&¨¨&&
&&&¨&¨¨¨&¨ constriction of everything, the ¨&&&&&¨&¨&
¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨ vividness of sound and colors, and the &¨¨¨¨&&&&¨
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ narrowed attention span. &¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨
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¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&& here it comes, i thought. &¨&¨&¨&¨&&
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&&&¨¨¨&&¨& some birds tweeted and the sound ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨&&& reverberated in my head, seemingly ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&
¨&&¨&&&¨¨¨ "behind" all other sound, like when you ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨& daydream and see what you imagine ¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&&
&&¨&¨&&¨&¨ clearer than what you look at. ¨¨¨&&¨&¨¨¨
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&¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ as i walked toward my bike i noticed ¨&&&¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨&¨&¨¨¨& that there was a strange humming sound &¨¨&¨&&&¨¨
&¨&&&&¨¨&& going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like &¨&&&¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨¨&¨&¨¨ monotone thing coming from seemingly &&¨¨&¨&&&¨
¨&¨¨&&&&¨& all directions, acting as a backdrop ¨&¨&&&¨¨&&
&&¨&¨¨¨&&¨ for all other sound. &&&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&&&¨¨&¨&¨ ¨¨&¨&&&&&¨
&¨¨&¨&&&&& as i rode toward my house i understood ¨&&&¨¨¨¨&¨
&¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨ that this hum was in the other "sound &¨¨&¨¨¨&&&
&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨& space" as well. &¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨&¨ &&¨&¨&&¨¨&
&&&¨&¨¨&&& (i recorded myself singing in tune with ¨&&&&¨&¨&&
¨¨&&&¨&¨¨¨ the sound, so i could find it on the &¨¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨&¨¨&&&¨¨¨ piano later. it was a g sharp). &¨¨&¨¨¨&¨¨
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&¨&&¨¨&&&¨ &&¨&¨¨&&¨¨
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¨¨&¨&¨¨¨&& things lost all sense of proportion; &&&¨¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ when i looked at them they would fill &¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ my entire vision, and without anything ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ changing visually they would oscillate ¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨ between being percieved as very small ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨& or enourmously big. ¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ in the middle of the day in a forest &¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ with nobody around, i got struck by ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&¨ fear and climbed a great height. my ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨¨&¨&& inner organs were tugged by a second ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨&& gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨&¨ but it lessened if i complied and &¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨ lunged my body in the felt direction. ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ this is when i found a dark orb ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
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