jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all    too   familiar 
      constriction of everything, the     
 vividness of  sound and  colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it    comes,     i     thought. 
                                          
 some   birds   tweeted  and  the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like when  you 
 daydream  and  see   what  you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as i walked  toward  my  bike i  noticed 
 that  there was a strange humming  sound 
 going on, a  dark,  metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i rode toward  my  house i understood 
 that this hum was in  the  other  "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself  singing in tune with 
 the  sound, so i  could find  it  on the 
 piano   later.  it  was  a   g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost all  sense  of  proportion; 
 when i looked at  them  they  would fill 
 my entire  vision, and  without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between being  percieved  as very  small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in the  middle of  the day  in a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i got  struck  by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great height.  my 
 inner  organs  were tugged  by a  second 
 gravity. this made  me  feel  very  ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i  complied   and 
 lunged  my body in  the  felt direction. 
                                          
 this   is  when  i  found   a   dark orb