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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
                                                              
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           still unknown to  me, other than through           
             dreams*. apparently made for making              
           holes. they may be dark and  monochrome.       .   
                         they may not.                        
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being           .    
           corrupted before  your eyes - turning to           
           ash, but there's  no flame. you hold  it           
           up  to  your nose,  suck  it  in  with a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to  the   balcony.           
                                                              
           here  on  the fifth  floor, with a  view           
           over   the  parking  lot,  things  start         , 
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions      ,     
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into  each  other. creases are flattened     .     
           out, distances disappear, the  world  is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly light  falls  on  the  edge  of           
           everything rather  than the surface:  it           
                   all goes completely dark.                  
                                                              
                                                              
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