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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             .
                                                              
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           still unknown to me,  other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may be  dark and monochrome.          .
                         they may not.                ,       
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
    *           glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted before your eyes -  turning to           
           ash, but  there's  no flame. you hold it           
           up  to  your  nose, suck  it in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.   exit  to  the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here on  the  fifth floor,  with  a view           
           over   the  parking  lot,  things  start           
                 folding into each other, like            ¨   
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into each other.  creases are  flattened           
           out, distances  disappear,  the world is           
         , mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light falls  on  the  edge  of           
  ,        everything  rather than  the surface: it           
                   all goes completely dark.                  
                                                              
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