ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"    
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 still unknown to me, other  than through 
   dreams*. apparently made for making    
 holes. they  may be dark and monochrome. 
              they may not.               
                                          
 white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key? 
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger. 
      glossy freckled ceramics, with      
     something organic inside, being      
 corrupted before your eyes  - turning to 
 ash, but there's no flame. you  hold  it 
 up  to  your nose,  suck it  in  with  a 
 sharp  inhale.  exit   to  the  balcony. 
                                          
 here on  the fifth  floor,  with a  view 
 over   the  parking  lot,  things  start 
      folding into each other, like       
  collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions  
   becoming flat and adjacent. pressed    
 into each other. creases  are  flattened 
 out,  distances disappear, the  world is 
 mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and 
 suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of 
 everything rather than the  surface:  it 
        all goes completely dark.