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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"          ,   
                                                              
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           still unknown to  me, other than through           
,             dreams*. apparently made for making       ,     
           holes. they may be dark  and monochrome.           
                        they may not.                         
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
                something organic inside, being               
           corrupted  before your eyes - turning to          ¨
           ash, but there's no  flame.  you hold it           
           up  to  your nose,  suck it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.   exit  to  the  balcony.           
      ¨                                                       
           here  on the  fifth  floor, with a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
                folding into each other, like               * 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions           ~
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into  each other. creases are  flattened           
           out, distances disappear, the  world  is     ¨     
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of *         
     ¨     everything rather  than the surface:  it           
                   all goes completely dark.                  
                                                              
                                                              
                                                              
                                                              
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