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,@,@,@,,@,  in a black rubbery sleep i dream about  ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,         cold boiling asphalt and         @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,       crimson emergency flares...        ,@,@,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,,@,    they were tearing down statues, and   ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,  bellowing their manifest, in the rain,  @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,               in the dark,               ,@,@,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,,@,     and something followed me out, a     ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,  yearning. a memory of being touched by  @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,    a ray from a raspberry sun. still     ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,  there, everything would be gritty and   @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,   full of tar. rain upon it. but then a  ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,  few bright and colorful anomalies. and  @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,           a promise for more.            ,@,@,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,,@,  like waking up with a business card in  ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,              your pocket...              @@,@,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@@,  a feather boa wrapped around a velvet   @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,  lizard, surfacing for milliseconds at a ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,    time, calling, tugging at my arms.    @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,   begging me to sink back down and be    ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@, with them, with their kind. easy to get  @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,   washed away from the tether, from the  ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,               way back up.               @@,@,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,,@, but i cannot go. the consequences would  ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,  be too large. especially since i'm in   @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,    the work mill and they've got their   ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,   eyes on me already. the feeling will   @@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,,@,  wane, and i will miss it, and cease to  ,@,@,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@@,        understand. like every day.       @@,@,@,@,@
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