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#%$/«-,,,,         ,,,--«%# dreams #%«--,,,         ,,,,-«/$%#
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##%$/«-,,,                 ,$#####$,                ,,,-«/$%##
#%$/«-,,,,                   ,-,                    ,,,,-«/$%#
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$/«-,,,,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,,,,-«/$
%$/«-,,,,,                                          ,,,,,-«/$%
#%$/«-,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,-«/$%#
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###%$/«-,,             ,-/%########%/-,             ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-,                    ,«,                   ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,,                                          ,,-«/$%###
##%$/«-,,,                  a cost                  ,,,-«/$%##
#%$/«-,,,,                (anecdote)                ,,,,-«/$%#
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$/«-,,,,,,                    --                    ,,,,,,-«/$
%$/«-,,,,,                                          ,,,,,-«/$%
#%$/«-,,,, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second ,,,,-«/$%#
##%$/«-,,, everything is  completely calm and  dead ,,,-«/$%##
###%$/«-,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-, slowly   start  to  piece   together  my ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,-«/$%###
##%$/«-,,,                                          ,,,-«/$%##
#%$/«-,,,, then  the  fear  hits   me  and  i  feel ,,,,-«/$%#
%$/«-,,,,,   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    ,,,,,-«/$%
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#%$/«-,,,,                                          ,,,,-«/$%#
##%$/«-,,, there are  circles and crosses inscribed ,,,-«/$%##
###%$/«-,, all  over my vision, pressing in,  being ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-, almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,,     their internal logic changing and    ,,-«/$%###
##%$/«-,,, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ,,,-«/$%##
#%$/«-,,,, language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ,,,,-«/$%#
%$/«-,,,,, forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ,,,,,-«/$%
$/«-,,,,,,            doing damage there.           ,,,,,,-«/$
%$/«-,,,,,                                          ,,,,,-«/$%
#%$/«-,,,, then  i  realize i can't  hear  anything ,,,,-«/$%#
##%$/«-,,,     because there's something there      ,,,-«/$%##
###%$/«-,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-, rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,,         particular microtonality.        ,,-«/$%###
##%$/«-,,,                                          ,,,-«/$%##
#%$/«-,,,,                    --                    ,,,,-«/$%#
%$/«-,,,,,                                          ,,,,,-«/$%
$/«-,,,,,, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,,,,,-«/$
%$/«-,,,,,             almost mocking.              ,,,,,-«/$%
#%$/«-,,,,                                          ,,,,-«/$%#
##%$/«-,,, i  feel  helpless,  but  i must  try  to ,,,-«/$%##
###%$/«-,, escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-, relief, such is  my nature. turning  the ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,,-«/$%###
##%$/«-,,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,,-«/$%##
#%$/«-,,,, does noting...  but  time  does  - after ,,,,-«/$%#
%$/«-,,,,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,,,,-«/$%
$/«-,,,,,, doubting  anything of  this happened  in ,,,,,,-«/$
%$/«-,,,,,             the first place.             ,,,,,-«/$%
#%$/«-,,,,                                          ,,,,-«/$%#
##%$/«-,,, my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,,,-«/$%##
###%$/«-,, i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-,                                          ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,,              but i'm tired.              ,,-«/$%###
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#%$/«-,,,,                    ,                     ,,,,-«/$%#
%$/«-,,,,,                  --«/«--                 ,,,,,-«/$%
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#%$/«-,,,, this can  happen if you wander too  far, ,,,,-«/$%#
##%$/«-,,, i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,-«/$%##
###%$/«-,,              when dreaming?              ,,-«/$%###
####%$/«-, i  imagine a  prick on the nose,  that's ,-«/$%####
###%$/«-,, what these  are.  like you do with a cat ,,-«/$%###
##%$/«-,,, who comes to  close  to your sandwich... ,,,-«/$%##
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