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&,,,,&&&,, in  my first madness i gave names to  my &&&&,,&,,&
,,&&,,&,,, made up  patron  saints and  there was a &&&,,,,,,,
&,,,,,,,&& lot of surrounding  beliefs and i had  a &&,,&&&&&&
,,&&&&&,,& reincarnation system all  made out and i &,,,,&&&&&
,,,&&&,,,,        started smoking cigarettes        ,,&&,,&&&,
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&&&&&&&,,& kin list:                                &,,&&,,&&&
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&&&&&,,&&& me - my angsty, depressed,               ,&&&&&&,,&
&&&&,,,,&&      angry little self                   ,,&&&&,,,,
,&&,,&&,,, musho - likes colours                    &,,&&,,&&,
,,,,,,,,&& vidmi - god of forsaken writing          ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&&&&&,,, implements                               &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&,,&& naftakin - black cloak and substrate     &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&,,,,,            for various made up worlds    &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&,,&&&& wanja - actually i don't know this       &&&&&&&&&&
&&&,,,,&&&         person. something about          &&&&&&&&&&
&&,,&&,,&&         "leaves"? or is wanja            &&&&&&&&&&
&,,,,,,,,&         the "final fox"? (kills you)     &&&&&&&&&&
,,&&&&&&,, heaven - the world                       &&&&&&&&&&
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