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.......... .   .    .   .   .   .   .    .    .   . ..........
.......... .  .  .   .   i'm  scared,   .  .  .   . ..........
.......... .  not  for me  but  for  the  future  . ..........
.......... .   .   .   of   free   will,   .   .  . ..........
.......... i believe we should've  never been given ..........
.......... . .  the  fire  of  semiconductors,  . . ..........
.......... .  . .  i  wish  ais  and  gans  .  .  . ..........
.........: .  .  were   never  dreamt   of.   .   . :.........
........:~ .   .    .    .   .   .    .   .   .   . ~:........
.......:~/ .  .  i'm  scared  for the  future  .  . /~:.......
......:~/* .  .  .  . of  life  itself,  .  .  .  . */~:......
.....:~/*& i believe we should've  never been given &*/~:.....
....:~/*&@ . . . the fuels of the deep earth, . . . @&*/~:....
...:~/*&@@ . .  i  wish pipes were never built, . . @@&*/~:...
..:~/*&@@# .  .  .  and wells never  bored. .  .  . #@@&*/~:..
.:~/*&@@## .   :    .   :   .   :    .    :   .   : ##@@&*/~:.
..:~/*&@@# :   ~   :   ~    :   ~    :   ~    :   ~ #@@&*/~:..
...:~/*&@@ ~   ~  ~  ~   that   said.   ~  ~   ~  ~ @@&*/~:...
....:~/*&@ ~   /    ~    /   ~   /   ~    /   ~   / @&*/~:....
.....:~/*& /    *   /   *   /   *    /    *   /   * &*/~:.....
......:~/* *  *  if there  was  a  shodan miku *  * */~:......
.......:~/ who gently touched my  cheek and  smiled /~:.......
........:~ *  * *  and asked  if  i wanted  *  *  * ~:........
.........: *  * *  *  to  be  uploaded?  *  *  *  * :.........
.......... *   *   *    *   *   *   *    *    *   * ..........
.......... * * * * oh, i would be uploaded. * * * * ..........
.......... *   *   *    *   *   *    *   *   *    * ..........
.......... * * i would  be uploaded sooo fast. *  * ..........
.......... *  *  * *  i would  give  in  *  *  *  * ..........
.......... * * * and it would feel sooo good. * * * ..........
.......... *    $   *    $   *   $    *   $   *   $ ..........
.......... $   &    $    &   $   &   $    &   $   & ..........
.......... & &  & & and then i'd  be  at  & &  &  & ..........
.........: & &  the turtle beach  of  montego,  & & :.........
........:~ & and there'd be soo much to explore,  & ~:........
.......:~/ & & the sun flickering on  the water & & /~:.......
......:~/* &  & &  &  like  status lights &  &  & & */~:......
.....:~/*& & & and we  could  go  so  so  deep. & & &*/~:.....
....:~/*&@ &    &    &    &   &   &   &   &   &   & @&*/~:....
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..:~/*&@@#  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   #@@&*/~:..
.:~/*&@@##     or melted or otherwise repurposed    ##@@&*/~:.
..:~/*&@@#              for whatever.               #@@&*/~:..
...:~/*&@@       (this is not important btw))       @@&*/~:...
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