,-=^§&§#@# #@#§&§^=-,
,,-=^§&§#@ @#§&§^=-,,
,,,-=^§&§# #§&§^=-,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ §&§^=-,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ ,,§#§,, §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ ,-^&#@####@#&^-, ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= ,,,--=&@ dreams @&=--,,, =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- ,-^&#@####@#&^-, -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ,,§#§,, ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, ,-, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- ,§§@#@§§, -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= ,-, =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ internal visionary state §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ the spirit travels §&§^=-,,,,
,,,-=^§&§# #§&§^=-,,,
,,-=^§&§#@ ,-^&#@####@#&^-, @#§&§^=-,,
,-=^§&§#@# ,=, #@#§&§^=-,
,,-=^§&§#@ @#§&§^=-,,
,,,-=^§&§# a cost #§&§^=-,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ (anecdote) §&§^=-,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ -- §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= i wake suddenly, and for a second =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- everything is completely calm and dead -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, slowly start to piece together my ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, consciousness and my body. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= then the fear hits me and i feel =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ acutely sick. something is =wrong=. ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& ,, &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ §&§^=-,,,,
,,,-=^§&§# there are circles and crosses inscribed #§&§^=-,,,
,,-=^§&§#@ all over my vision, pressing in, being @#§&§^=-,,
,-=^§&§#@# almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, #@#§&§^=-,
,,-=^§&§#@ their internal logic changing and @#§&§^=-,,
,,,-=^§&§# grinding trenches in my mind. it's like #§&§^=-,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ language, sentences i can't hide from, §&§^=-,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& forcefully transcribed in my mind, and &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ doing damage there. §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= then i realize i can't hear anything =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- because there's something there -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, already, droning everything out, a ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, particular microtonality. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= -- =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& almost mocking. &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ §&§^=-,,,,
,,,-=^§&§# i feel helpless, but i must try to #§&§^=-,,,
,,-=^§&§#@ escape. to crawl on the floor searching @#§&§^=-,,
,-=^§&§#@# relief, such is my nature. turning the #@#§&§^=-,
,,-=^§&§#@ lights on does nothing... getting @#§&§^=-,,
,,,-=^§&§# outside does nothing... drinking water #§&§^=-,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ does noting... but time does - after §&§^=-,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& thirty seconds i'm normal again, &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ doubting anything of this happened in §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ the first place. ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- my eyes are still tense though, scared. -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, i don't know what to make. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, but i'm tired. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,-= , =-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ --=^=-- ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ , §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ this can happen if you wander too far, §&§^=-,,,,
,,,-=^§&§# i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless #§&§^=-,,,
,,-=^§&§#@ when dreaming? @#§&§^=-,,
,-=^§&§#@# i imagine a prick on the nose, that's #@#§&§^=-,
,,-=^§&§#@ what these are. like you do with a cat @#§&§^=-,,
,,,-=^§&§# who comes to close to your sandwich... #§&§^=-,,,
,,,,-=^§&§ §&§^=-,,,,
,,,,,-=^§& &§^=-,,,,,
,,,,,,-=^§ §^=-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-=^ ^=-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-= =-,,,,,,,,
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