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¨,~†§&£¶@# i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,,†&¶  crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ¶&†,,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,†§£££   trusted car, and sometimes my mothers  £££§†,¨¨¨¨
¨,~†§&&££¶    barn. we lived just outside town, a   ¶££&&§†~,¨
¨¨¨~~††&£@   grove at the end of a dirt road, and   @£&††~~¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  the barn was placed so you could just   #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨~†&£¶ make out the surrounding fields through  ¶£&†~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,††&¶                the trees.                ¶&††,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,~†§&££¶¶    my car was black and loud, both the   ¶¶££&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£@##   engine and the way the parts didn't    ##@£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#     really stick together. i took my     #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,~§£¶  crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ¶£§~,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#   eternal dark that seemed to surround   #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨,,†§&¶   us. she seemed to cast this veil over  ¶&§†,,¨¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  everything. her black skirt reached to  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@@   her knees but then somehow also back   @@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨~~~§&¶@  around, enveloping all my memories of   @¶&§~~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,†§£@            our time together.            @£§†,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨~†§&£££  there was blood everywhere. sometimes   £££&§†~¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  the blood was her red lipstick or her   #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  checkered shirt. she was on television. #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#     we did crime, and we made weird      #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨,††§§££ structures in the barn, tall pillars of  ££§§††,¨¨¨
¨,~†§§&&&£  dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires  £&&&§§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  and fairy lights. we would sleep there  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶##  and drink there and she would go in the ##¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨~~~§§£               television.                £§§~~~¨¨¨¨
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¨,,,,,†§££  and then the sun came out, and she went ££§†,,,,,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  away. everything changed... i yearned,  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨~†§&£¶@##   and the world became dull around me.   ##@¶£&§†~¨
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¨,~†§&¶@##    i stopped doing crime, except when    ##@¶&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,†§£@  necessarry. things somehow seemed like  @£§†,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#   they were allright, moulded in place,  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#   and i loathed it ------ i missed her   #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#                 so much.                 #@¶£&§†~,¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,†§£@  i searched for her, but nobody had any  @£§†,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨,,††&&£@    memories of her. not so much of me    @£&&††,,¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@@ either, from the time we were together.  @@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#  my mother said i kept to myself in the  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶¶¶           barn, or in the car.           ¶¶¶£&§†~,¨
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¨,,,~††§&¶     sometimes i could still see her      ¶&§††~,,,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#    flashing by on the tv in the barn.    #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,,~†§§&££     everything was black then, for a     ££&§§†~,,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,†§&£ moment. i remembered her laugh and knew  £&§†,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶¶@   we had done crimes together, that it   @¶¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#             had been real...             #@¶£&§†~,¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨,†&¶    i died by getting shot in the head    ¶&†,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~††§§£@   while ramming the fence to a military  @£§§††~¨¨¨
¨,~†§&¶@##   facility. by this time they had been   ##@¶&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#    chasing me for days. i lost control   #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,†§£   over the car, crashed it into a rock   £§†,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#    wall and flew out the windshield.     #@¶£&§†~,¨
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¨,~†§&£¶@#   and then i got up, and looked around.  #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶@#   it was dark, where it previously had   #@¶£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£@##    been a bright day. around me where    ##@£&§†~,¨
¨,~†§£¶@##    dozens of crashed cars, all my car,   ##@¶£§†~,¨
¨,~†§&£¶¶¶              some on fire.               ¶¶¶£&§†~,¨
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¨,~†§&£@##       the ground was sticky, red.        ##@£&§†~,¨
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¨,~†§&£@##   and then i realized that i knew this   ##@£&§†~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,†§&£     darkness. i knew the way the sky     £&§†,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~§§§&¶  touched the ground. this was her doing! ¶&§§§~¨¨¨¨
¨¨,,,,†§§£               she was here!              £§§†,,,,¨¨
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