some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is politics  and a gun fight 
              simultaneously.             
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or no  damage, according to a 
 weird  system  i  never  understand, and 
 the whole  dream  is about  wanting to 
 understand, it's very  pressing,  it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand