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&¨&¨&&¨&¨& mouse girl likes shoes &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&&¨&¨& = = = = &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&&¨&¨& in this dream i was a girl of maybe &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& sixteen years, together with my dad in &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& a huge bath house / spa / hotel / &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& shopping centre. dad was constatly &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& pointing out hot girls to me. "you see &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& that black-haired thing dissapearing &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& behind the clothes rack? oof!" he'd &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& say. he was always very creepy about &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& this, going for girls my age. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&&¨&¨& this night he had just tried to woo a &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& girl he called a "mouse" by buying her &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& shoes, but she had accepted them only &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& to run away immediately afterward. dad &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& was a bit bummed but dropped it &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& quickly. i said goodnight to him and &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& went looking for the mouse. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& the building was enormous and mazelike. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& walls, floors and pillars were set in &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& green marble. throughout the house ran &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& a main boulevard, wide as a street, &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& framed with clay vases dark as obsidian &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& and taller than a person. in each vase &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& was placed upright a leaf from a palm &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& tree or giant fern. the boulevard was &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& dimly lit, which allowed the pools that &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& were generously sprinkled throughout &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& each floor would reflect suggestive &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& patterns on the marble. &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& = = = = &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& following the boulevard, two floors up &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& i found her crying behind two fern &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& vases. she was beautiful, and as i &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& approached, she looked up and sniveled. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& in the nearest vase she had stuffed &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& both the shoes. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&&¨&¨& i told her to follow, but she didn't &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& move or speak. so instead i said to &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& stay there, and ran to get her a better &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& pair of shoes that she would actually &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& like. when i returned, having spent &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& more than i could really afford, she &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& was visibly impressed. i tried to sound &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& cool, saying something like "what do &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& you think, just because a girl has a &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& freaky dad, she doesn't have taste?" &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& but mouse girl just laughed at me. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& she then took me by the hand and led me &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& out a side route to a closed-off &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& rooftop walking garden, full of juniper &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& and thuja. it was a late evening, and &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& the stars were glittering. being &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& closed, the garden had its light turned &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& off, but we could still see our way &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& around by the light shining down from &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& the windows of the higher floors. &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&&¨&¨& she lay down in a patch of grass. i sat &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& down on my knees, and then crawled &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& closer. she laughed at me again, and &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& said - &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& = = = = &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨&¨& &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&¨& (here i am awakened by the morning crew) &¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
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