,,~§@@## ##@#&@§~,,
,,~§@@## ##@#&@§~,,
,,~*§@&@## ##@&@§*~,,
,,~*§@#@ @##&@§*~,,
,,,,**@@#@ @#@@**,,,,
,,~***§@ ** @#&§***~,,
,,~*§@#@ * * @##&@§*~,,
,,*§@@## ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ##@#&@§*,,
,,~~~~§§&@ * * @&§§~~~~,,
,,~*§§§§&@ ** @&§§§§*~,,
,,~*§@#@ @##&@§*~,,
,,,,,~§@ in a black rubbery sleep i dream about @#&§~,,,,,
,,~*§@#@## cold boiling asphalt and ##@#@§*~,,
,,,,~~§@@& crimson emergency flares... &@@§~~,,,,
,,,,,,,~§& &§~,,,,,,,
,,~*§@@# ** ##&@@§*~,,
,,~*§@@@ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #&@@@§*~,,
,,~*§@## ** ###&@§*~,,
,,,~****§& &§****~,,,
,,~*§@@# they were tearing down statues, and #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,,,*§@# bellowing their manifest, in the rain, #@§*,,,,,,
,,~*§@&@## in the dark, ##@&@§*~,,
,,~*§§§&&@ @&&§§§*~,,
,,,,,,~§ and something followed me out, a #&§~,,,,,,
,,,,,,**@# yearning. a memory of being touched by #@**,,,,,,
,,,,,,,*@& a ray from a raspberry sun. still &@*,,,,,,,
,,~*§@@# there, everything would be gritty and #@#&@§*~,,
,,~*§@@@ full of tar. rain upon it. but then a @@#&@§*~,,
,,~*§@@# few bright and colorful anomalies. and #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,~~§@ a promise for more. #&@§~~,,,,
,,~*§@@@ @@#&@§*~,,
,,~*§§@& like waking up with a business card in #&&@§§*~,,
,,,,,,**@# your pocket... #@**,,,,,,
,,~*§@@# #@#&@§*~,,
,,~*§@## a feather boa wrapped around a velvet ###&@§*~,,
,,~*§@@@ lizard, surfacing for milliseconds at a @@#&@§*~,,
,,~*§@@# time, calling, tugging at my arms. #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,,,,*§& begging me to sink back down and be &§*,,,,,,,
,,~*§§@& with them, with their kind. easy to get #&&@§§*~,,
,,~~~~§@&@ washed away from the tether, from the @&@§~~~~,,
,,~*§@@# way back up. #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,,,*§@& &@§*,,,,,,
,,,,,~*@## ##@*~,,,,,
,,~*@@## but i cannot go. the consequences would ##@#&@*~,,
,,,,,,,*§& be too large. especially since i'm in &§*,,,,,,,
,,,,,~§@#@ the work mill and they've got their @#@§~,,,,,
,,,,,,,*§& eyes on me already. the feeling will &§*,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~*@# wane, and i will miss it, and cease to #@*~,,,,,,
,,~*§@@# understand. like every day. #@#&@§*~,,
,,,~~§§§&@ @&§§§~~,,,
,,~*§@@# ** #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,~~*§ * * #&§*~~,,,,
,,,,,~§§&@ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @&§§~,,,,,
,,~*§@@# * * #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,~§@&&@ ** @&&@§~,,,,
,,~*§@@# #@#&@§*~,,
,,,,~***@& &@***~,,,,
,,,,~§§@&& &&@§§~,,,,
,,~*§@@&&@ @&&@@§*~,,
,,~*§@## ###&@§*~,,
,,~*§@@# #@#&@§*~,,