växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?