växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?