växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?