växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?