växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?