växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?