växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?