växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?