växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?