växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?