växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?