växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?