växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?