växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?