växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?