växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?