växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?