växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?