växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?