växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?