växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?