växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?