växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?