växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?