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¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ the feral dream ----£ ----£ --£ &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
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¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ //////////////////////////////////////// &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ / event: ingestion of three hundred / &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ / and sixty micrograms of selatenine / &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ //////////////////////////////////////// &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
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¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ a gentle transformation occurs. &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
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¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ first, just an isolated prick in the &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ fingers, which could be nothing. except &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ there is a tension that wasn't there &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ before. &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ joy as a television static spreads &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ slowly up the arms. (old limbs falling &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ asleep for the last time.) &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ next is a private moment, and we must &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ look away for a bit. but whatever's &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ happening doesn't sound unpleasant. &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ short breath, moans, bones breaking, &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ maybe; but these are raptorous things, &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ they are exultations. &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ for a split second, the room is devoid &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ of life. but then, the evening sun &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ finds something new on the floor. in a &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ pool of primordial water, a shivering &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ fourlegger opens their eyes. &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ there is a second blooming, and a &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ third, and a fourth. struggling to &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ rise, finding the unexpected strength &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ of the new body, falling headfirst into &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ new urges. &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨ escaping through the glassless window. &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ outside, the world is waiting. &¨&¨&&¨&¨&
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