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###@&%*†«- now,  usually i  feel good (maybe?), but -«†*%&@###
##@&%*†«-¨ this  time  of confusion also  leads  to ¨-«†*%&@##
#&&&%*†«-¨ all analyzes ending  in  "useless"  -  i ¨-«†*%&&&#
##@&%*†«-¨ was  being bothered  by  something in  a ¨-«†*%&@##
@@%††«-¨¨¨ song or  movie  or book, so i think, how ¨¨¨-«††%@@
@&&&%*†«-¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨-«†*%&&&@
##@&%*†«-¨ purpose  of this  process, what  does it ¨-«†*%&@##
##@&%*†«-¨ consist  of...? and  through the process ¨-«†*%&@##
@%***««-¨¨ more  and  more pieces  falls  off until ¨¨-««***%@
#@&%*«-¨¨¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨-«*%&@#
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#@%%†-¨¨¨¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨¨¨¨-†%%@#
#@@&%*†«-¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨-«†*%&@@#
&*††-¨¨¨¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨¨¨-††*&
@@@&%*†«-¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨-«†*%&@@@
###@&*†«-¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨-«†*&@###
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@&&%†††«-¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨-«†††%&&@
@%*†--¨¨¨¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨¨¨¨--†*%@
@%*««¨¨¨¨¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨¨¨¨¨««*%@
##@&%*†«-¨ sense.                                   ¨-«†*%&@##
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#@%†«-¨¨¨¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨-«†%@#
##@&%*†«-¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨-«†*%&@##
@%†-¨¨¨¨¨¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨¨¨¨-†%@
###&%*†«-¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨-«†*%&###
##@&%*†«-¨ was after that.                          ¨-«†*%&@##
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