.^=*†### ####&†*=^.
......^*&@ @&*^......
..^^==†& #&&†==^^..
.^=*†@@@ @@@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†### on the balcony. i'm watching myself. ####&†*=^.
...^=*** i'm watching the sky. the clouds are #&***=^...
.^=*†@## rolling by. something is weird, but - ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*††††## the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ##††††*=^.
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## † I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE † ##@#&†*=^.
....^===†# † LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. † #†===^....
..^===*# †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ##&*===^..
.....^=†#@ @#†=^.....
....^^*# yes, this was earlier today. some ##&*^^....
.....=*@ circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. @#&*=.....
..^^=**&@# it doesn't worry me anymore though. #@&**=^^..
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.
..^==†&&&@ inside now. i forget the time easily. @&&&†==^..
.^=*†@## the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## the sky again, through the kitchen ##@#&†*=^.
.....^=†&@ window. why am i looking at the sky? @&†=^.....
.^=*††@# #@#&††*=^.
.^=*†@## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*@### † I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS † ###@#&*=^.
.^=*†@## † FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. † ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ##@#&†*=^.
.^=**†## ###&†**=^.
.^=*†### i can't remember why this was ####&†*=^.
....^=††## important. it's just another thing that ##††=^....
.......=†# used to stress me. there were a lot of #†=.......
.^=*†&@### those and i like not thinking about ###@&†*=^.
...^=*@# them as much. #@#&*=^...
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.
..^=*††### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ###††*=^..
....^*@# † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † #@#&*^....
.....^=†#@ † PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. † @#†=^.....
.^=*†@## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†### ####&†*=^.
.^=*†@## right. this was after the light, ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@@@ probably. @@@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.
.^=*†††&@@ @@&†††*=^.
.^=*†@@# #@@#&†*=^.
.^=*†@## ##@#&†*=^.