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,##,,##,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,,#####,
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#########,            the spirit travels            ,,,,##,,,#
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#,####,### i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second #,##,#,#,,
###,,,##,, everything is  completely calm  and dead ,##,#####,
#,,#,,#,#, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,#,##,,,,#
,#,##,#### slowly   start   to  piece  together  my ,###,#,,,#
####,##,,,        consciousness and my body.        ##,,###,,#
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#,,,#,###, then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel #,####,###
,#,,###,,#    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ###,,,##,,
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#,,,#,#,#, there are  circles and crosses inscribed #,#,##,#,,
##,,###### all over my vision,  pressing  in, being ,####,###,
#,#,#,,,,, almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ,#,,,##,,#
,#####,,,,    their internal logic changing and     ###,,#,#,#
##,,,,#,,, grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like #,,#,#####
,,#,,,##,, language,  sentences i  can't hide from, ,#,###,,,,
,,##,,#,#, forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and ,###,,#,,,
,,#,#,####            doing damage there.           ##,,#,##,,
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,,#,,,,#,, then i  realize i  can't  hear  anything #####,,###
#,##,,,##,      because there's something there     #,,,,#,#,,
###,#,,#,#    already, droning everything out, a    ,#,,,####,
#,,###,### rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,##,,#,,,#
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##,,,##,,, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ,,###,##,,
#,#,,#,#,,              almost mocking.             ,,#,,##,#,
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,,,,##,,,# i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ,,#,####,,
,,,,#,#,,# escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,,###,,,#,
,,,,####,# relief, such  is my nature.  turning the ,,#,,#,,##
#,,,#,,,##     lights on does nothing... getting    #,##,##,#,
##,,##,,#,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,##,##,###
,,#,#,#,## does noting...  but time  does  -  after ,#,##,##,,
,,#######,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ####,##,#,
,,#,,,,,,# doubting anything of  this  happened  in ,,,,##,###
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#,,###,,,# my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,,,,#,,###
,#,#,,#,,# i    don't   know    what    to    make. #,,,##,#,,
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,#,,,##,##              but i'm tired.              ,,#,###,,#
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,##,,##,,, this can happen if  you wander  too far, ,,,,#####,
,#,#,#,#,, i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,,#,,,,#
#########,              when dreaming?              ,,,,##,,,#
,,,,,,,,,# i  imagine a prick  on the  nose, that's #,,,#,#,,#
#,,,,,,,,# what  these are. like you do with a  cat ,#,,####,#
,#,,,,,,,# who comes to close  to your  sandwich... ,##,#,,,##
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