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§§¨§¨§§§¨¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §§§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨§§§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§§§§¨§ §¨¨¨§§¨§§§
§¨§§§¨¨¨§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨§¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-. §¨§¨§§§¨§¨
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¨§§§¨¨§§¨§ ¨§¨¨¨§§§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §§§¨¨§¨¨¨§
§§§¨§§§§§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨¨§¨¨§§§§
¨§¨§§§§¨¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨§§¨§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨§§¨§§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§§¨§§¨§¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§§¨§§¨§§§¨ ¨¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨§§¨§§¨¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨§§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§§§§¨§¨¨§
§§¨§§¨§§§§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨¨¨¨§§§¨§
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§§
§¨§¨§§¨§¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §§§¨¨§§¨§¨
§§§§§¨§§§¨ §¨¨§¨§¨§§§
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¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§§¨§¨¨¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨¨§§§¨¨§¨
§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨§§§§¨§§§¨
¨¨§§¨§§§§¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§§§§¨§¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨¨§§¨§§§§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨§¨¨§§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§§§¨§§¨§¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨§§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨¨§¨§§¨¨ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨§§¨§§¨§§
¨¨§¨§§§¨§¨ ¨§§¨§§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §§¨§§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨¨§§¨§§¨§§
¨§§§¨§§§§¨ ¨¨§¨§§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨§ BUT I'M TIRED. §¨§§§¨§§¨§
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¨§§§§§§¨§¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨¨§§¨§¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨§¨§§§¨§¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§§§§¨¨§§§
¨§§§¨¨¨§§¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §§§¨¨§§§§¨
¨§§¨§§¨§§§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
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