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§§§§§¨§§¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §§§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨§§§§¨§¨¨
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§§¨§§§§§§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«. ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
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§¨§¨§§§¨¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§§§§¨¨§¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨§¨§§§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§§§§§§¨§§
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§§
§§¨§§§¨§¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
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§§§§§¨§§¨¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§§¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§§§§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨¨§§§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨§¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §§¨§¨§§§¨¨
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¨§¨§§¨§§¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. §§§¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨¨§§¨§§¨§§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨§§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
§§§¨§§¨§§¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨§§¨§¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§§¨§§§¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§§§¨¨§§§§
§§§¨§§¨¨§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§¨§¨§§§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §¨§§§§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§§§¨¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§¨¨¨§¨§§¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨¨§§§¨§¨
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¨§§¨§¨§§§¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§§§¨§¨¨¨§
§¨§§§§¨¨§§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨¨§§§¨¨§§
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§§¨§§¨§§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨§§¨§§§ WHEN DREAMING? §¨§§§§¨¨§¨
§¨§§¨§§¨¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §§¨¨¨§¨§§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨§¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§¨¨§§§¨§§
¨§§¨§§§§§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §§¨§¨¨§§¨¨
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