§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§§§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                  ¨¨*¶*¨¨                 ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             ¨-*$¶@####@¶$*-¨             ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§         ¨¨¨--«$@ dreams @$«--¨¨¨         ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             ¨-*$¶@####@¶$*-¨             ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                 ¨¨*¶*¨¨                  ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                   ¨-¨                    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                ¨*§@#@§*¨                 ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    ¨-¨                   ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§         internal visionary state         ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§            the spirit travels            ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§             ¨-*$¶@####@¶$*-¨             ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                    ¨«¨                   ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                  a cost                  ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                (anecdote)                ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    --                    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ everything  is  completely calm and dead ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                    ¨¨                    ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ there are circles and  crosses inscribed ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ all  over my  vision, pressing in, being ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§     their internal logic changing and    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ language, sentences  i can't hide  from, ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§            doing damage there.           ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ then  i realize i  can't  hear  anything ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨      because there's something there     ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§        particular microtonality.         ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    --                    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             almost mocking.              ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ relief, such is  my  nature. turning the ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ does  noting...  but  time does -  after ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ doubting anything  of  this happened  in ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             the first place.             ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§              but i'm tired.              ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    ¨                     ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                  --«*«--                 ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                     ¨                    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ this can happen if you  wander  too far, ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§              when dreaming?              ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i imagine a  prick  on the nose,  that's ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ what these are.  like you do  with a cat ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ who comes to close to  your  sandwich... ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨