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&&&,,&&&&&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &&,&&&,,,&
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&,,&&&&,,,            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,,&,&,&&,&
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&&&,,&,,,,                  A COST                  ,&&,,&,&,,
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,&&&&&&&,& I  WAKE   SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND &,,&,,&,&&
&&,,,,,,&& EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM  AND DEAD &&,&&,&&&,
&,&,,,,,&, SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,&&,&&,,&
,&&&,,,,&& SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE  TOGETHER   MY &&&,&&,&,&
&&,,&,,,&,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &,,&&,&&&&
,,&,&&,,&&                                          ,&,&,&&,,,
,,&&&,&,&, THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS   ME  AND  I  FEEL &&&&&&,&,,
,,&,,&&&&&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.    ,,,,,,&&&,
,,&&,&,,,,                                          ,,,,,,&,,&
&,&,&&&,,,                    ,,                    ,,,,,,&&,&
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&&,,,&,&&, THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &&,,,,&&&,
&,&,,&&&,& ALL OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING  IN, BEING &,&,,,&,,&
,&&&,&,,&& ALMOST  HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ,&&&,,&&,&
&&,,&&&,&,    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     ,&,,&,&,&&
,,&,&,,&&& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S  LIKE ,&&,&&&&&,
,,&&&&,&,, LANGUAGE, SENTENCES  I  CAN'T HIDE FROM, ,&,&&,,,,&
&,&,,,&&&, FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN MY  MIND, AND &&&&,&,,,&
,&&&,,&,,&            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           &,,,&&&,,&
&&,,&,&&,&                                          ,&,,&,,&,&
,,&,&&&,&& THEN  I  REALIZE  I CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING &&&,&&,&&&
&,&&&,,&&,      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     &,,&&,&&,,
&&&,,&,&,&    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&&&&& RAPID MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S &&&&&&,&&&
,&,&&&,,,,        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         ,,,,,,&&,,
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&&&,&&&,&,                                          &&,,,,&,,,
&,,&&,,&&& MY SURROUNDINGS ARE  ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,,&,,,&&,,
&&,&,&,&,,              ALMOST MOCKING.             &,&&,,&,&,
&,&&&&&&&,                                          ,&&,&,&&&&
,&&,,,,,,& I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I MUST  TRY  TO ,&,&&&&,,,
,&,&,,,,,& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR  SEARCHING ,&&&,,,&,,
,&&&&,,,,& RELIEF, SUCH  IS MY NATURE.  TURNING THE ,&,,&,,&&,
,&,,,&,,,&    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     &&&,&&,&,&
&&&,,&&,,&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &,,&&,&&&&
,,,&,&,&,& DOES  NOTING...  BUT TIME  DOES  - AFTER &&,&,&&,,,
,,,&&&&&&&     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &,&&&&,&,,
,,,&,,,,,, DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS HAPPENED  IN ,&&,,,&&&,
,,,&&,,,,,             THE FIRST PLACE.             ,&,&,,&,,&
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,&,&&&&,,, MY EYES ARE STILL  TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &,,,,&&,&&
&&&&,,,&,, I    DON'T   KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. &&,,,&,&&,
&,,,&,,&&,                                          ,,&,,&&&,&
,&,,&&,&,&              BUT I'M TIRED.              &,&&,&,,&&
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&&&,,&&&&& THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER  TOO  FAR, &&,&&&,,,&
,,,&,&,,,, I  GUESS? I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS ,,&&,,&,,&
&,,&&&&,,,              WHEN DREAMING?              ,,&,&,&&,&
,&,&,,,&,, I  IMAGINE A PRICK  ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S &,&&&&&,&&
&&&&&,,&&, WHAT  THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ,&&,,,,&&,
&,,,,&,&,& WHO  COMES  TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... &&,&,,,&,&
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